There were other times the girl woke up in her own twin bed, panties down to the knees, legs spread open, with a mysterious substance that she didn't understand, information too loud for an 11-year-old girl, who barely understood how the human body worked. Confused, disoriented on why she woke up like that, but deep down she knew, it was him all along… Maye the trauma is too much for the brain to handle, maybe that's why she can't remember what happened in those moments.