Anorexic

As a child hearing this 30 year- old man talking about how sexy and appealing her body was, how all that weight made her look hot and fuckable, she resented her weight, she started to cut down breakfast, then dinner… then she only ate half of a cookie export sodas every 3 days, with 1 bottle of water a day, chewing gum to ease the pain from the self-eating stomach, she lost weight fast enough to concern family members, she lost about 12 pounds a week, this went on for years till she weighed 89 pounds at 16 being 5’8 feet tall. She wanted to be so thin he was repulsed by her look and dint want to rape her, it worked somehow helped the sexual comments, they went from sexual to disgust, how disgusted he was because of how bone thin she looked, she was happy with the results, it didn't stop him from doing other things but at least it helped the sexual comments. But then she couldn’t stop, she became anorexic and hated the sensation of food, she wanted to feel hungry, to feel that pain because she felt she didn't deserve to eat, she only deserved to be in pain.