The next day Mark and I were dropped off by my mother at the mansion like house that the alpha happened to live in. It felt much like before but this time Mark didn't ignore me so much, on the contrary he asked if I was nervous. I didn't answer, I knew he could tell.

I obviously was. I was practicing sweating through my nice top my mother had especially chosen for me to wear today along with the trousers that matched.

How could I not be? I was meeting the alpha who, just yesterday, I had sent into rut and embarrassingly came on his bed, not mentioning the fact someone was sent to take care of me.

How was I going to face him? I'm almost certain that he had a girlfriend, evident from the woman who was hanging off of his arms when I was leaving. The bags he had in his other arm were probably an apology to her.

The large house didn't look any less intimidating than it did the last time.

This time when Mark knocked on the door he greeted Thomas in the same warm way but they both gave me a sympathetic look before encouraging me to walk around 5 steps infront of them.

I was obviously aware that Thomas would know I had gone into heat but I was still so embarrassed to confirm his knowledge, and to make it worse I could overhear their conversation even 5 steps ahead.

"So, how is he?" Thomas asked still appearing to be sympathetic. "You know the rut was quite difficult for Ethan, I can't even imagine how Josh must be feeling." He said in a hushed tone, thinking I couldn't hear them.

"Yes he has been quite upset since he left your lovely house yesterday." Mark spoke, clearly sucking up to Thomas. "How's Ethan?" He continued, adding a tone that must have sounded sympathetic to Thomas. It was obvious to me that he was only asking to get a jist of the situation.

"The first day of his rut was hell" Thomas answered honestly dragging his hand through his hair.

I could feel my face go red. I had never spent a heat with an alpha but knew that they struggled with their urges because I had been tought about heats and ruts in my first year of high-school.

I had stopped listening to there conversation by the time we approached the room it appeared we would be sitting in.

It was clear that the design of the room was made to mirror the large room that I had gone into heat in just over a week ago. With the gold and green colour scheme and large velvet curtains hanging to the floor from the top of the windows.

In the centre of the room there was 4 comfortable looking couches placed around a square coffee table that had a small plate of biscuits out, clearly being polite.

Mark and Thomas both sat on the couch across from me as I just sat on the one that I could get to first. Their conversation had continued but I no longer cared to listen as I knew that Ethan was about to enter the room.

I could smell his Pheromones seeping through the door as it opened to reveal him top-less.

I could feel my face get hot, but I couldn't break eye contact with his amazing physique as I scaned his chest down to his abs and was almost caught looking lower.

Not sure what to do I finely looked away.

Thomas now joined Ethan into there conversation.

"How do u feel now son?" Thomas said lovingly to Ethan in a warm tone.

"Well my dick is no longer harder than a rock." Ethan answered very honestly. I was so horrified.

I looked over to see Thomas's and Marks expressions but rather than looking disgusted with the response they started to laugh. It was really obvious that Thomas and Ethan were very close, but Ethan didn't stop at that.

"It sucked, I normally enjoy my ruts because it means I get to have sex with my partner, but this one was shit." This time I felt sympathetic for Ethan. It must have been really difficult for him to be saying that. Until he continued "That was until my girlfriend came over to help me." He chuckled, motioning his hand in a rude way.

I knew he wasn't mine to begin with but I felt like tears were going to stream down my face. I held back with a small hiccup, which Ethan appeared to notice, thought his expression was unchanging. That should have been me.