Episode 4

Second day of school, Xi An gave himself pep talk as he walked into the class, ‘ it’s not that bad, it’s not that bad, it is going to be fine’ but as soon as he entered, Ling Jing clung behind him, “good morning” he said with a simple not so loud voice, as if talking to an old friend or something, Xi An didn’t know how to respond  so “hi” was all he managed, he sat at his desk, unpacked his books and started reading something, Ling Jing did not follow him, he sat at his desk and stared at Xi An,

Xi An could feel the stare, but pretended not to notice, he knew he’d catch Jing Ling staring if he turned and he wouldn’t know how to react to that.

Ling Jing

 Ling Jing, just like Gu Xi An, he is also 16 years old and starting high school, his family just relocated to this city and he knows no one and has no friends, neither has he the intention of making friends but he changed his mind when a fair boy brown haired boy entered the classroom, ‘cute’ he thought as he stared at the boy as he looked for his sit. He has never thought of a boy as cute, handsome yes but cute, that was another story but he stared anyway.

When the teacher asked them to introduce themselves, Ling Jing felt the need to pay attention to the boy’s name, he needed to know his name. “My name is Gu Xi An” the boy said, he looked really shy and there was slight pink on his ears and nose, Jing Ling thought that was the most adorable thing he’s seen on a boy and before he knew it, he loud whispered “cute”, he watched Gu Xi An grow even more shy, his cheeks turned pink and his ear were almost red, Ling Jing felt like he’d pay money to see that look again.

 Ling Jing didn’t think much and he’d decided he’d say hi to him later. Ling Jing was an only son of successful parents, his father owned a bottled water company and it was doing really well, therefore he was used to getting everything he wanted when he wanted it, he was kind of spoilt but he was a good child, he studied hard, he was always top of the class at his previous school, he was also class president, he was tall and handsome such that he had girls confessing to him every other week, and on the last day of middle school, he’d received like confessions which he ‘respectfully’ turned down.

He did not like any of the girls, some of the girls he dated where only because he thought they were pretty but didn’t have any romantic feelings therefore those relationships didn’t last over one month or two, it never bothered him tho. He’d thought that maybe he was still young and he will like someone when he is more mature.

He didn’t notice how much attention he paid that boy in class, the boy looked so focused on every class they had, taking notes, he looked like he knew everything and at the same time knew nothing, he looked like a curious little child, ‘cute’, ‘ahhhh, I’ve never said cute this much in one day, not even in a week, this boy must really be something’ he thought as he fought to take his eyes off his little Xi An, yes he claimed him, and no, they haven’t ‘met’ yet.

He planned his entrance, his speech, and all he could find was “hi, Gu Xi An right” he watched the boy stare, the more he looked at him, the more he wanted to claim him, carry him and take him home, because that cuteness wasn’t supposed to be exposed to the world he thought. ‘What am I thinking?’ he chose to continue talking to the blushing boy, the boy didn’t seem to talk much but Ling Jing liked the way he reacted to some things he said, the his ears would turn red, and pursed his lips, ‘damn this boy is cute’. He watched as Xi An met his friend, he kept staring until he’d disappeared at a corner, he made mental note to make Xi An his friend.

[oh oh, anyway…]

I’m a girl but omg these bl series on wattpad got me hooked

Currently listening to Seungmin’s “as we are”