In the back room, Sasha is snuggled up
in the dog basket. Late afternoon comes faster than expected, and
Erik flinches when a hand touches his shoulder. With wide, uneven
eyes, he stares first at the hand and then at the person who dares to
touch him. He stares into Christine's sky-blue eyes. “Closing
time.” she comments.
The Saturdays are passing quickly in
January. There are lots of repairs to be done, but fewer walk-in
customers. The work shifts to the small workshop. “I'll finish it,”
grumbles Erik and turns back to the violin. With a soft clunk,
he pushes a damaged frame out of the violin. The frame of the violin
is located all around the violin body. A repair of this kind is more
special, and Erik has been trying his hand at it since the morning.
Afraid of damaging the violin even more, he spent half an hour just
staring at it.
The damaged frame lies on the workbench next
to Erik's peppermint tea, which has gone cold. He puts the violin to
one side, rubs his neck and groans like an old man. He slowly
realizes why Gustave has problems with his back. Thoughtfully, he
reaches for the tea, takes a sip, and shortly afterward reaches for
the defect frame. Then he walks through the small room looking for
scraps of wood. The structure of the wood has to match. It is
important not only to choose the same type of wood, but also to pay
attention to the texture. A mistake when gluing, the wrong structure
or if it is sanded too thin, can distort the entire sound of the
violin.
After a while, he finds what he is looking for. And
begins to plane the wood, it must be exactly as thin as the original
frame. A perfect copy.
Some time later, he cuts the wood to the
perfect thickness of 2.2 mm. He leans back, wipes the sweat from his
forehead, and stands up with the piece of wood. He looks for the
water bottle and sprays fine water dust onto the thin wood, while the
bending iron heats up. Then he clamps the damp wood onto the bending
iron, and a loud hiss followed up by steam, shows how hot the iron
is. The heat hits him in the face, causing small points of pain over
his scarred eye. He is surprised that he can still feel something
like heat sensitivity, where everything is so immobile and thick.
He removes the wood a moment later and
places it in the bending mold.
Then he looks for the paint. He
has resolved to mix the right color now so that he can make a little
faster progress the next day. As he bends over the pots of paint to
find the right color to mix, there is a knock on the door frame.
Sasha wakes up from her slumber and jumps out of her basket,
barking. Full of joy, she sprints to the visitor and jumps up on his
legs.
“Pojke, dinner,” says Gustave and leans down to Sasha.
“I'll pass...” Erik mumbles without looking up.
“Pardon?”
“I want to finish this. Not hungry.” mumbles the punk.
Gustave slowly approaches and stands next to Erik. “Pojke,”
he begins, ”you've been working late into the night for weeks.”
“Yes.”
“You need to take a break,” Erik doesn't raise
his eyes, instead he grabs two shades of paint and turns away from
Gustave. “I don't need to...” he growls. For days now, Christine
and Gustave have been taking it in turns to try to lure him out of
the workshop.
Without success.
…
Erik shifts uneasily in bed. His uneven
eyes pop open, and what remains of the dream is the dull feeling of a
neck slap and the smell of stale coffee. Slowly, he sits up and tries
to get his orientation. The back of his right hand strokes the open
corner of his mouth. The other hand strokes first over the bedsheet,
then over Sasha's soft fur. Slowly, he leans forward and presses his
deformed face into her fur.
Just a little.
A few seconds.
Just to reassure himself.
And like every time, he pulls
his head out of the fur with a jerk and sneezes. With a nose, it's a
challenge to push his face into the long fur, but without a nose it's
almost impossible.
The mattress of the bed rises as Erik's
scrawny body rises upright. He rises like a dark tower in the small
room. He shuffles across the room, reaches for his trousers, pulls
them on and heads for the door. “Are you coming?” he asks his
dog. She stares at him for a few seconds, sneezes in agreement,
stands up and stretches. Yawning loudly, she jumps off the bed and
trots over to him.
And so the lights of the workshop are
also on this night.
Erik slept well for the first few weeks
in his new home. He got used to the mattress and also to the fact
that there was almost no ambient noise. It was a good feeling of
security. Comfort. It was all good. Until his condition changed, and
the restful sleep turned into nightmares. In the last few years, the
young punk had hardly been able to sleep enough to avoid slipping
into either the dream phase or deep sleep. He was constantly on guard
or his sleep was disturbed by other people on the street.
But now
it's different.
Now his mind has time to process everything.
The clock reads 3:32 a.m. while the second hand ticks on
incessantly. The smell of paint hangs in the air as Erik mixes new
color mixtures. Over the past few weeks, he had quickly discovered
which activities in the house were almost impossible to hear. These
included small jobs such as mixing paint, sweeping, sorting screws
and nails. Little things that make everyday life at Paganino a little
more pleasant.
He hums quietly to himself as he
prepares the varnish for his current violin project. He is even a
little excited, it is the first frame he has been allowed to repair
without Gustave's guidance. He can hardly wait to see the finished
result.
“Erik?” a soft voice reaches him. He startles and
spills some paint. “Shit...” he growls and hastily tries to wipe
the paint off the workbench with an old rag. “What are you doing
here?” asks Christine, slowly coming closer. “Mixing varnish...”
he answers honestly, but doesn't look at her. She sits down on the
stool next to him and examines the varnish. “Defective for the
violin with the ribs?” she finally asks, and he raises his eyes in
astonishment. He had expected her to ask him why he was awake, to
lecture him that he shouldn't work at night, but sleep.
But
nothing of the sort.
Only interest radiates from him.
His
uneven eyes check her out, she looks tired, he notices. He
particularly likes those little freckles on her nose and cheekbones,
he notices.
What am I thinking?
He turns back to the
paint and nods, “The shade is not... easy to match. I guess...”
With a soft flop, she slips off
the stool and shuffles with her soft bunny slippers through the
workshop to the disassembled violin. “Hmmm, that's right.”
Erik
takes some varnish, spreads it on a piece of test wood and follows
her. He holds the paint sample next to the violin. “Like
something's missing,” he mumbles. Christine crosses her arms and
leans slightly in his direction. Almost imperceptibly, like a fluid
movement, Erik slides to the side to close the distance.
“Add a little yellow. Not much, just
a little whoop”
“Whoop?”
“Wait,” she hurries to the
colors and looks for a sunny yellow. “If you add that to the
red-brown, it will make it warm. It gives the wood a fresh, warm
kick.” She pours some yellow into the mixture and stirs. Then she
spreads some on a new piece of test wood and hurriedly shuffles over
to Erik. He takes the outstretched piece of wood and holds it up to
the violin for comparison.
It fits.
“Christine!”
“Yes,
I know, master of colors, they call me in the Shire!” she
pats him on the shoulder, laughing.
And again, almost
imperceptibly, he sinks away under her touch. He has almost managed
to stop completely sagging under this friendly gesture or being
scared to death. That's progress.
“Brilliant,” he
breathes in fascination. “Now that that problem is solved,” she
begins, ”what do you say we go back to bed?”

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