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Once upon Myself

Special Episode : Once Upon the Pendulum

Special Episode : Once Upon the Pendulum

Feb 05, 2025

The tower stood alone on the edge of a forgotten cliff, its silhouette jagged against the crimson dusk. Rumors whispered through nearby villages about its strange occupant—a man who once sought answers to the mysteries of time and choice, but vanished without a trace. For decades, the tower was left untouched, a relic of curiosity that no one dared disturb.

Until he arrived.

Jaren had been searching for meaning in his life. A scholar by trade, he lived with books piled high around him, their pages heavy with the weight of philosophy and conjecture. Yet, no wisdom brought him clarity. He spent nights pacing, haunted by questions: What if I had chosen differently? What if the future holds ruin? What am I supposed to do?

One stormy evening, driven by a compulsion he couldn’t explain, Jaren found himself climbing the narrow, winding steps of the abandoned tower. The air grew colder with every step, his breath fogging the stale air. At the summit, he pushed open a heavy wooden door.

Inside, the room was dimly lit by a strange, silvery glow emanating from the center. There it hung—a pendulum.


The pendulum was unlike any timepiece he had ever seen. Its motion was eerily silent, its polished surface reflecting the room like a warped mirror. Above it, a clock face with no numbers spun erratically, its hands moving in unpredictable patterns. On the pedestal beneath it, an inscription read:

“Forward and back, you may see. But beware—the pendulum swings for thee.”

Curious yet uneasy, Jaren reached out and gave the pendulum the gentlest nudge. It swung forward, its arc shimmering like moonlight slicing through water.


The world around him blurred. In an instant, he was no longer in the tower.

He stood in a grand hall, his clothes replaced by fine robes. A crowd cheered his name. People clasped his hands, praising him as a leader, a visionary. He felt a swell of pride—this was a future he could barely have dreamed of.

But as the vision progressed, cracks began to appear. The faces in the crowd grew hollow, their eyes dark and accusing. Whispers replaced cheers. A voice rang out: “This is your fault.” The grand hall began to crumble.

Terrified, Jaren jolted backward, clutching his chest as the vision faded. He was back in the tower, the pendulum now swinging toward him. Without thinking, he nudged it backward, desperate to escape what he had just seen.

 

The past engulfed him.

He was a boy again, standing in his father’s workshop. The smell of wood shavings and varnish filled his nostrils. His father’s laughter echoed in the air, warm and steady. It was a memory he had cherished—until the argument began.

The younger Jaren shouted words he wished he could erase, storming out as his father called after him. Days later, his father was gone, the argument their last conversation.

“I can fix this,” Jaren whispered. He rushed to stop his younger self, but the vision began to dissolve like smoke in the wind. He was back in the tower, the pendulum’s swing slower now, heavier.

 

Days passed. Or perhaps weeks. Jaren lost track of time in the tower, caught in the pendulum’s spell.

He swung forward to see futures filled with riches, love, or ruin. He swung backward to relive moments of joy, regret, and longing. Each vision offered him a chance—a choice to rewrite what was or shape what could be. Yet, no matter what he tried, nothing changed. The past remained fixed, the future uncertain.

Paralyzed by indecision, he began to fear the pendulum’s swing. What if the next vision was worse? What if he chose wrong? What if he was destined to fail?

 

One night, as the storm raged outside, Jaren sat beneath the pendulum, his face buried in his hands.

The silence in the room was deafening, broken only by the pendulum’s faint hum. Its glow reflected his tormented face, casting shadows that seemed to mock him.

“Why can’t I decide?” he shouted into the emptiness.

The pendulum slowed, its motion almost imperceptible. In its stillness, Jaren saw his own reflection, distorted yet unmistakable. He realized then that the pendulum had never been about time or choices—it was a mirror for his own mind, his own fears.

He had spent so much energy obsessing over what was behind him and what lay ahead that he had forgotten the only moment he could truly control: now.

 

Jaren rose to his feet. He approached the pendulum one last time, not to push it, but to stop it.

As his hand closed around the pendulum’s base, the shimmering glow faded. The clock above ceased its chaotic spinning. The tower grew silent, not with the eerie stillness of before, but with a sense of peace.

Jaren descended the tower, the storm having passed. The air was fresh, the sky clear.

 

In the days that followed, Jaren returned to his workshop, but his work was no longer consumed by the need for perfection. He accepted the imperfections in his craft, in his life, and in himself.

The pendulum had taught him a simple truth: the past is unchangeable, the future unknowable. The present, however, is a gift waiting to be lived.


Rivozen
Rivozen

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Once Upon the Pendulum follows Jaren, a scholar burdened by regrets of the past and fears of the future, as he discovers a mysterious pendulum in an abandoned tower. The pendulum allows him to glimpse both his past and potential futures, offering the power to revisit choices. However, the visions leave him trapped in indecision, until he learns the only moment that truly matters is the present.

#Time_manipulation #magical_realism #The_weight_of_choice #selfreflection #Past_regrets #fear_of_the_future #Philosophical_undertones #emotional_growth #finale #Inspirational

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