To a rock, what is life To a rock, what is time To a rock, when is now To a rock, who am I To a rock, where am I To a rock, what is life To a rock, what is pain To a rock, what is loss
Tell me, rock I must know TELL ME
WHO AM IIIIIIIIIIIIII
The rock looked at me, contemplating It had more time than me More time than anyone Civilizations fell before it People lied upon it It had been soaked in tears It had drank of their blood It had been washed away It had dreampt of hills It had felt of leaves It had blankets of moss Now long past And yet, still it remained All changed All passed Yet the rock persisted
It did not fear It did not grieve It did not cry Every loss, a flowing of the wave
It watched Eyeless Dreamless Soulless Or perhaps Full of more soul Than any other History etched into its being Time etched upon its form Even the rock changed Even the rock grew Even the rock lost Its size had risen Its size had fell It had felt the intimacy of time Its form a testament to its craftsmenship
Thank you rock. I cried. It was my last goodbye. For I was not that rock. I was simply a human.
• • •
Madness is like a melody. And I, the instrument. It plucks at my strings; a gentle resonance. A forming whole, from a fragmented soul.
There are subtleties to mundane. There is magic in the small.
• • •
"F-Fellabee-"
My eyes believing they could blink, twitched and writhed. Something horrible had soaked my tastebuds. My nose felt singed in a bitter coating of tar.
I reached for my lips, gasping with thirst. The cracks upon them had become entrenched. Dried rivers, once full of blood, laid dormant upon my flesh.
A small, tender mass rested upon my face.
"Fellabee.."
No sound returned the call of my voice. The once intense heat had settled. The gnawing cold had taken much of my sensations.
I was alone.
• • •
I fought. I fought against every rusty cog in my bones. Every muscle long fossilised. My body creaked, and snapped, as I slowly raised myself up from this dormant despair.
Carefully, I clasped Fellabee to my chest. She had cared for me.
"Why..?"
My throat wrenched a dry, forced wimper.
Why had you stayed. Why had you protected me.
I slapped myself faster than I could think, and began to walk.
I couldn't see. I could barely hear. My sense of smell was heavily impaired. My skin had long gone numb.
I had no idea where I was going. All I knew, was that staying there would mean certain death.
Occasionally thoughts raced through the caverns of my mind.
How had I gotten here? The moment I spoke Fellabee's name, something horrifying had occurred. And yet, not another time since. Had it been chance?
What had happened to my body? Am I going to die? Am I already dying? Will I ever see again?
In my absentmindedness, I slammed into what I could only imagine was a wall. Stumbling, I held fast to its foundation.
Perhaps I would die of thirst before anything else. Swallowing had become a painful, laboreous task.
Sometimes the world, or what I could perceive of it, would spin violently, and I would find myself picking myself up off the ground, again and again.
Each time, I did my best to protect the one I was carrying. I let my sides take the brunt of the damage. Sometimes hearing a disturbing crack, or feeling a sharp pain as I twisted my body to protect this one's.
Why, as my final act, was I going so far to protect another?
"Do you need a reason?", spoke Sam.
"You know, I remember a time I met a young kid who was too afraid to leave his room. Granted, it was mighty dangerous outside."
Sam looked at me, putting his hand firmly upon my shoulder, and spoke one last word before he vanished from my mind.
"Persevere."
• • •
I had began to lose track of how much time had passed. How could I after all. I had tried counting. I had tried using the temperature to guage the days. I scraped little grooves into my skin using my tattered nails.
I felt 16 notches. That many days couldn't have passed. I would have starved to death. Died of thirst even sooner. I then began to wonder why I had carved anything upon my arm to begin with.
Madness was a perditious bastard, I thought to myself. How can a mad person think they're mad? That isn't how it works is it?
Before I could finish my thought, my foot collided with a sharp, spherical object. A shockwave of pain spiked into my nervous system, and I gasped, before falling forward into an ice cold depth.
Before mind could put to reason, I threw my hand out toward the sky. Before my next breath, I felt a tiny twitch upon my palm.
Submerging from the abyss of ice, I breathed a heavy, desperate breath. And then I immediately began coughing. A thick mucous shot from my lungs, staining my other hand. Immediately, I gagged, threw my hand into the water below, and shook it violently. Then, without a moment's hesitation, I drank.
Greedily, I drank. Whether it was water or not, I drank. Whether it mattered or not, I drank. Whether it was clean or not, I drank.
A meager coughing could be heard from above.
"Y-you.. How did you.."
The mighty queen, Fellabee, had awoken. • • •
I had rubbed my eyes, again, and again. Peeling layer after layer of blood, grime, and sweat from my face.
The meager statured queen had bathed in the moonlight, upon a small clearing of rocks and waves.
Fellabee had asked me not to look, as it was improper to look at a female while bathing.
I had had my assumptions, however, after my other assumptions, I thought perhaps anything was possible. Especially if they were like flower fairies.
Tiny droplets like clouds of mist emerged from her wings as she finished up and flew over to me.
"How's your sight? Still having trouble making things out?"
"It's better now Fellabee.. Thank you."
She smiled warmly, then slapped my shoulder.
"Don't go getting any funny ideas now, alright?"
Fellabee smirked cheekily, flicking her hair to one side.
"Sorry Fel, I'm not much for entrees"
Fellabee's jaw dropped. Then she huffed and sat herself down to my ear.
"Ever heard of fine dining?"
Swinging my head rapidly to the side, it was now my time to be shocked.
Expecting the manouveur, Fellabee had already ducked and hid near my chest.
I looked down to her, feeling rather shy, and said, "Fellabee! Is that any way for royalty to speak?!"
Fellabee, looking a little indignant said, "It's just you and me now. And even Queens have needs."
One day, a shut-in named Vincent comes across a strange conspiracy theory posted on a message board. Used to these kinds of things, he shrugs it off as just another crazy story. But something from the post sticks with him. Unable to let it go, he follows the evolving events caused by this mysterious post, leading him to a desperate fight for survival at every turn.
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This story contains some very mature themes. Depictions of violence, assault, psychological challenges, and profanity are present through certain chapters. Please be advised to take caution when reading. As someone who has experienced these things first-hand, stories like these that take on the challenge of exploring them is something I enjoy and find refuge in.
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Any content that may be seen as having similarities to the real-world are simply utilised to enrich the setting of the story. This story takes place in a fictional setting.
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This story uses a non-conventional writing style to present itself. This is intentional.
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