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The bar was only a fifteen minute walk from the café shop. Walking in complete silence a little bit eased Ash's doubts. Since they were alone, there was no need for pretending that much. He felt  quite of relieved because the other men didn't forced him to talk. And that was somehow new to Ash.People always liked to talk to him even if he didn't say a word back to them. He decided to look at Lucian, searching for any sign  of hesitation, but the officer's face was unreadable.

The bar sat tucked away on a quiet street corner, the sign vibrated red and dull yellow. Inside,the air was thick with the scent of various alcohol. When they stepped in it made Ash feel a little bit warmer inside. 

Ash sat at the counter, fingers curled around a glass of whatever - he doesn't really cared about what Lucian picked for him. The ice clicking softly as he took a sip. It was strong, almost too strong, it made his tongue numb but it wasn't much of a problem for Ash. The man sat in front of him. He seemed comfortable in this enviorment. Lucian settled in sprawling out just enough to cause his tight shirt reveal a little part from his waist. Swirling his drink in his hand as he leaned in.

- Didn't think you'd actually come. - he said amused, licking his lips as he started to feel the effects of the alcohol.

Ash exhailed, already feeling the warmth of the alcohol settling in his veins.

- Yeah, well...I make bad decisions lately.

Lucian chuckled for a bit,tapping his glass against Ash's before taking a long sip.

- Then i'm glad we're together now.

The drinks just kept coming, one after another. They talked about everything and nothing at the same time. Ash found himself laughing more than he expected. The tension that usually sat in his chest melting away with each sip. Lucian was a really kind person after all, he almost radiated warmth. Ash thought how could this person want to be with him. He was nothing like that. He doesn't know what kindness feels like. 

At some point, the man leaned in again, his voice was softer now, more serious.

- You always think too much, Ash. - he whispered in his ear that caused  ghoosebumps on his neck.

- I never heard it's a problem. - blinked slowly as his vision slightly blurred around the edges.

- It is, sometimes. Don't let yourself get in the way.

Before Ash could argue, Lucian was already grabbing his wrist, pulling him up from the table.

- Let's get out of here.

They stumbled into Lucian's apartment, laughing as Ash nearly tripped over the doorstep. The room was a mess – books stacked around everywhere, clothes thrown over the couch. But Ash barely had time to explore the place before Lucian was suddenly close, too close. His breath was warm, tingled with whisky. Ash didn't stand a chance to say anything, Lucian's lips already crashed against his in a second.  His lips was soft as he kissed him desparately, while his hands wandered off to grab his hair. Ash's heart pounded in his chest, but he didn't pull away. Instead, he pressed in, gripping Lucian's shirt to avoid falling immidiately. They moved blindly through the apartment, knocking into furniture, curses spilling between kisses. Ash's mind was a haze as they stumbled toward the couch. He couldn't think straight at all. He didn't even noticed the moment they fell onto the couch, Lucian landing half top of him, both of them breathless. The kiss broke for a second, just enough for Ash to blink up at him. Lucian grinned, as his fingers traced around the collar of Ash's shirt. 

- Didn't think you'd let me do that. - he murmured, voice laced with amusement. 

Ash scoffed, tilting his head back against the cushions. 

- Shut up. - his head was spinning - half from the alcohol, half from the realization that he didn't mind any of this. That maybe he wanted more.  

Lucian leaned in again, slower this time, like he was testing something, like he was waiting for Ash to pull away. But Ash didn't wanted to pull away at all. On the contray, he wanted to feel closer to the other man. As the kiss grew more intense, Ash slowly slipped his hand under Lucian's shirt. The cold hand was slightly uncomfortable for the man, which he made it clear when a soft moan escaped from his lips. Ash smirked at the sound, feeling a rush of satisfaction. He kept his hands on his stomac for a long time when he decided to move it to a little lower, near the edge of his belt. Lucian's breath hitched, and his fingers gripped Ash's arm, pulling him closer.  

- I won't be able to stop myself if you tease me like that Ash. - Lucian said with lust in his voice as he clearly enjoyed it a little too much. 

- Is that so, officer? Then punish me. - panted Ash, as he couldn't even believe he said that out loud. 

Lucian didn't need any more word. With a swift move, he pushed Ash onto the couch. Then painfully slow, he began to kiss Ash's neck, occasionally biting into the soft skin. The sensation caused a faint flush to rise on his face, a mix of pleasure and the sting of the bite. 

- You shouldn't have said that. - Lucian laughed, his deep voice vibrating against the skin of Ash's neck. The sound sent a shiver down his spine. 

He pressed his lips back against his skin, slowly moving downward from his jaw. With every kiss, Ash's pulse quickened, as the man's lips sending waves of heat through him.  His breathing became more erratic, with each passing moment as Lucian's lips traced their path lower, making it impossible for Ash to focus on anything but the sensations flooding his body. Meanwhile, Lucian slowly pulled off Ash's shirt, carefully guiding it over his head. As the fabric slid off, his skin was exposed to the cool air. His eyes scanned his body hungrily, his hands roaming to touch the bare skin, making Ash gasp softly. 

- You like this, huh? - he asked, as his hands ran over Ash's body. 

The man desperately tried to say something back, his mind racing, but the words never came. Every touch, every kiss, made it harder to think. It felt so good, so overwhelming, that he couldn't find the words to express just how much he wanted more. His body trembled. He wanted more. Finally, his voice barely a whisper, Ash managed to breath out. 

- Don't stop...please. 

The words hunged in the air, raw and desperate, his body leaning into Lucian's touch, silently begging for what he knew would come next. Lucian didn't need more. With confidence, he pulled his own shirt off, revealing his fit, toned body. Ash couldn't help but stare, amazed by the sight. All he could do was admire the man before him. Lucian's eyes darkened with desire as he moved closer, his hands gently but firmly working to remove Ash's pants. 

- Sure about that? - asked Lucian tilting his head. 

Ash's eyes widened for a moment, as he finally realized what was happening. He didn't know what he wanted himself. He just wanted Lucian to make him feel more like that. 

- I don't know...you have to find out. - answeared, his voice trembling. His gaze locked with Lucian's, daring him to take control, to push him further. 

- I'll be gentle.

The words made Ash swallow hard, a lump forming in his throat. His mind filled with questions. How does this even work? He had never been with a man before. He looked at Lucian searching for reassurance. 

-It's okay. I'll do the work. You just have to let yourself go. - Lucian said, with a calm voice. 

He leaned down, his lips brushed Ash's abs as he licked it all the way down with a slow motion taking his time. Ash couldn't take it anymore. His moans filled the dark room as Lucian found his nipple and started to suck it like he was hungry for him. His hands wandered down to Ash's boxer at the same time starting to massage him. Ash was astonished by the unusual sensation. He lifted his hips to feel the man's touches better. 

- Looks like someone's a little needy right there. - said Lucian with a wide smile. At that moment, he looked almost predatory, like an animal sizing up it's prey. 

Ash froze under the intensity of Lucian's stare. His voice barely escaped him, it was vulnerable. 

- D..Don't say that, shit. It's not my fault. It feels good. - said Ash as he was regained a little bit of his sense.  

- So fucking adorable. - Lucian laughed again and kissed him even harder this time. His tounge made it's way into Ash's mouth.  - You're really not stopping me. - he murmured against his lips. 

- You're dangerous. - Ash whispered, his voice hoarse, his heart pounding against his ribs. 

Lucian grinned against his skin. - And yet, you keep pulling me closer. 

He shifted again, pressing Ash deeper into the couch, as he kissed him slow and deep, making Ash forget everything except the way Lucian tasted, the way he felt. All that mattered was the way their bodies fit together. 

Somewhere in the back of Ash's mind, he knew they'd have to face this in the morning, but right now? He didn't care. All he wanted was more. Lucian pulled back just enough to meet Ash's gaze, his fingers tracing along his jaw. 

- So, do you think we'll regret this? 

Ash, breathless and already chasing another kiss, smirked. 

- Ask me in the morning. 

Lucian laughed against his lips, before giving in again. Their kisses deepened with every second leading them into something neither of them wanted to stop.