Read From Ashes to Alpha :: misunderstand

The air in the small, dimly lit room was heavy with the scent of damp wood and medicinal herbs. My body felt like it had been run over by a freight train, every muscle screaming in protest as I struggled to open my eyes.

When my vision finally cleared, I saw her. Amelia. She stood by my bedside, her silver whip coiled loosely in her hand, its metallic sheen catching the faint light from the single, flickering candle.

Her usually cold, unreadable expression was softened by something I couldn’t quite place—was it concern? Vulnerability?

Her fingers moved with a surprising gentleness as she cleaned the wounds on my arms, applying a pungent salve that stung but also soothed.

“You’re awake,” she said, her voice low and almost tender, a stark contrast to the sharpness I was used to. Her eyes met mine, and for a moment, I thought I saw a flicker of something deeper, something raw and unguarded.

“Barely,” I managed to croak out, my throat dry and scratchy. “I must be extremely exhausted. I just want to become stronger.”

Amelia’s gaze hardened, and she leaned in closer, her face inches from mine. “You’re not weak,” she said, her voice fierce. “You’re just... started this cruel game.”

Amelia’s lips curved into a faint, almost imperceptible smile. “We survive,” she said simply. “And maybe, just maybe, we find a way to break free.”

Her words resonated deep within me, sparking a glimmer of hope that I hadn’t felt in a long time. I reached out, my hand brushing against hers. “Together?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.

She looked down at our hands, her expression unreadable for a moment before she nodded. “Together.”

The room fell silent, the only sound the soft crackling of the candle flame. Maybe, just maybe, we could find a way out of this. Together.

The night air was thick with the scent of damp earth and rusted metal, the kind of smell that clung to the back of your throat and refused to let go.

Mia stood outside the cracked window of that shabby little shack, my fingers trembling against the cold glass. Inside, the warm glow of a single bulb cast long shadows across the room, that girl's silhouette was a vision of grace, her dark curls cascading down her back like a waterfall of silk.

Mia saw James, his head resting in her lap, his face serene, almost childlike in its innocence.

Mia's heart clenched, a sharp, stabbing pain that made it hard to breathe. She could feel the tears welling up, hot and insistent, blurring her vision. She blinked them away, but they came back, faster, harder, until I could no longer hold them at bay.

“Why?” I whispered, my voice barely audible over the distant hum of the city. “Why her?”

Mia pressed her hand against the window, the cool glass doing little to soothe the fire raging inside her. She wanted to scream, to burst through that door and demand answers, but she couldn’t. Her legs felt like lead, rooted to the spot, as if the ground itself was conspiring against her.

Inside, Amelia’s laughter floated through the air, soft and melodic, a sound that should have been comforting but instead felt like a knife twisting in Mia's gut. She leaned down, brushing a strand of hair from James’s forehead, her touch so tender.

“You’re so warm,” she murmured, her voice a gentle caress.

James smiled up at her, his eyes half-lidded, content. “It’s you,” he said, his voice low and rough. “You’re the reason I feel this way.”

The words hit Mia like a punch to the stomach. She stumbled back, her breath coming in short, shallow gasps. She couldn’t watch anymore. She couldn’t bear it. With a final, desperate glance, she turned and fled into the night, the cold air biting at her skin as she ran.

The narrow alleys of the slums twisted and turned around me, the shadows closing in like a suffocating blanket. I didn’t know where I was going, only that I had to get away, to put as much distance between myself and that house as possible. My feet pounded against the cracked pavement, the sound echoing in the empty streets.

Finally, Mia stopped, leaning against a graffiti-covered wall, her chest heaving. The tears came then, hot and uncontrollable, streaming down her face as she slid to the ground. Mia wrapped her arms around herself, trying to hold the pieces together, but it was no use. The pain was too much, too raw.