Chapter 18: Unformal?

A couple of seconds pass by and makes it hard to even breathe or move an inch. I stare at my hands not sure what happens after this. Is he finally opening up to me? Is this a sign that I am somewhat special to him? Should I dig in more or i'm I coming off too strong? God, what do those stupid kdramas that my sister was crazzy about do when this scenario happened?

I am too deep in my thoughts to realize that Tony has moved his seat closer to mine and so are the cats. Fuuuu......ckkk I scream and run my fingers through my hair.

'' I like to keep fit but I like to eat junk food as well, I looovee sleeping but mainly it's because I had anaemia growing up and was constantly sleeping all the time- got made fun of a loot too haha” His deep sexy sound rumbles as he chuckles and I wish nothing more than to touch him- anywhere- his hands, his big afro hair , his face- God I'd take any part of him just to comfort him but I don't...I am not that clingy ...yet.

“Mmmhh let's see, when i'm in the mood I can dance the whole night of hehe, don't mean to brag but I got hella sick moves on the dancefloor hehehe” He wiggles his eyebrows at me and I burst out laughing hard.

I am glad for that since now I can breathe normally, the tension and the awkwardness disappear as well. We spend a few more minutes utside and he tell me all kinds of stroties when he was a kid and I can't help but wish to the stars that everyday would be like this.

We head on inside when the weather changes. I feel much closer to Tony than I did before, I know he doesn't like to eat overcooked and soggy pumpkin, loves sweet stuffs, his shoe size is 42 for a big guy like him hehe, oh he looves mashed potatoes, knows martial arts as a hobby, is afraid of swimming so never really tried.

I look over to him scrolling his phone on the sofa. “I am going to take a quick shower, let's order in or would you rather go out dancing? I feel stiff having to sit at home all these while.” I say hoping he would agree to this not-so-obvious-date plan of mine.

“Sounds dope, been awhile since I busted my killer moves hehe, just yell when you're done with your shower so I can take one too.” He winks at me an I shake my head trying to hide my goofy smile and go to the bedroom.

“Calm down you dummy, now is not the time!” I decide to take a cool shower to calm my growing member down there half ashamed of what i've become. I am a mess and I don't know how much more I can continue to hide my feelings for him. Will he ran away from me? Become disgusted of how much I want him? No, he can never know I have feelings for him, I should be a friend to him not anything more.

After what seems like an eternity I finally finish my shower and head over to my room to change. “The bathroom is yours” I yell. I sure hope I have something casual for a club, mmhhh maybe jeans, shirt and a coat? I look around in my closet but nothing seems to scream club vibes. I sigh loudly.

“ Hey hey hey, what got our prince so worried about? Not sure what to wear?”

I jump and instinctively move a few steps behind touching my ear and calming my beating heart. Standing there with his hands raised slightly up is a half naked Tony smiling at me. I beg my eyes to look everywhere in the room except his well toned chest and strong arms. I spot a few drops of water running down his chest and I gulp. “To....Tony.... ummm I didn't hear you finish your shower haha” I nervously chuckle and force my eyes to look at his face.

Oblivious as usual, he seems not to notice my blushing face and just casually steps closer to me, “mmmhhh , no way are you going to wear this and that to a club dude hahaha, if you want, I can lend you some of my clothes, what do you say?”

He is bending over and looking at the clothes , so close if I raise my hand i'd be touching him. He hands me his clothes and goes over the other side of the bed and drops his towel...