You made me sick. Vomit, tears, pain, headaches. How can you be so cruel to me. To say that to me. You're so selfish. Only thinking about yourself. You know I'd never say something like that to you.

I went to school that morning. Droopy and drowsy. I sat in my seat and looked over to her chair. 

"I'm sick"

Sure you are, but I'm not? Just thinking about her makes me sick, tears forming.

I shut my eyes and held it in. I can't, I couldn't.

You made me feel so disgusting 

I opened my lunch kit and stared at my breakfast. 

I don't want to eat

I lost my appetite. Yet still I ate; I had to. The leftover bread went back to my bag and I stood there gazing.

Ding!

The bell rang. It was time for assembly. All through the prayer I gagged, my eyes swelled with tears.

No! You can't!

I wanted to pee so badly but I couldn't. Thinking about it made me feel disgusting and impure.

I made my way back inside and sat in thought.

I don't want to be like you...

I don't want to be like you!

I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE YOU!

You made me ugly on the inside...

Drip...

Drip...

Drip...

Before I knew it, tears flooded my hands. My head pounded.

I hate you!

I f*cking hate you!

HOW ARE YOU THIS SELFISH?!

I couldn't bear the pain anymore.

They gathered around;

Un...

Deux...

Trois...

They tried to comfort me. They tried...

It stopped? The crying stopped?

I hate you for what you did to me

But alas..., I could never hate you no matter how much I try...