78%

I calculated my score on the way to school. I had to know how bad it was. Luckily it wasn't more than 80%

Whew

Anything less than 80, I couldn't have cared for and never took serious.

I went into my class and patiently waited for the school day to start. I wasn't exactly willing or excited for the day, all I wanted was to speak to VV like she promised.

Unfortunately, she didn't come. And I was left alone once again. (She apologized after)

"Over here"

I turned around in my seat and saw that Mya was calling me over. I hesitantly walked over with my things and sat next to her.

The day went on. It was fun sitting next to her, kinda.

 It's been a while since I've talked to her like that ever since our friendship was over some months ago.

We talked about random things and drew. Just casual stuff.

I couldn't help but think about how I was able to tell her anything before.

"Can I tell you something?"

She smiled and said I can.

I was hesitation at first. But slowly I told her. 

"Did you tell Shawn?"

I shook my head. I couldn't. Not now at least.

The day went on as usual.

Lunch time came. I had my lunch and went down the hill for Drama Club. 

Today was Therapy Thursday

Mya came down after a while since she had to do a test she missed.

Drama was the same as always.

Drama, Arguing, Fighting(playfully, I think...) and of course the 'man/gyal stealing' 

It was around 20 minutes to the bell when I started to feel sick. Worse than usual on a school day.

"Jeaph, you ok?"

I nodded. I told her that I was just feeling dizzy.

After some time, I calmly excused myself and lazed back up the hill.

I had a terrible headache, my eyes were twitching, my back was aching and I felt awfully lightheaded.

The exam that afternoon hadn't made it any better. I finished it as quick as possible so that I could rest.

Home time came by rather quickly. I sat by the guard booth and patiently waited for my aunt. 

My eyes felt heavy on me. I wasn't physically sleepy, just mentally, partially. I did nothing to have me tired. But lately a drowse spell have been over me for the past week or two, slowly and slowly getting worse.

Not before long my aunt came for me and I dropped asleep in the car. 

When I reached home. I wanted to recheck my score. I had a feeling I had calculated it wrong and wanted to double check.

I did check it wrong

85%

I'm f*cked

Then I had the strong urge again, to tell Shawn but I held back myself.

I can't 

Not now

I'll tell her eventually... Whenever that is...