Opening the door, he saw Faith folding and not really paying attention to the world around her. Nervously Nico walked towards unaware of her tears, he softly spoke. “Faith…”

Wiping the tears from her eyes so he wouldn’t see Faith smile at the sound of his voice “Yes… Nico.”

“I don’t know what to say to you to make you happy…” Nico sighed falling back onto the lounge looking up at the ceiling.

“Then don’t say anything, you don’t owe me or anyone anything or any words.”

“I do … I owe you a truth.”

Confused Faith mumbled “A truth.”

“I realized this truth only moments ago. Truth being that I love you too, but I can’t love you until I settle my past. I don’t know if you can even understand what I mean. I don’t want you to wait for me, you deserved to be loved and happy by someone who can love you back and give you the life that you deserved. To do that I need you to let me go Faith. I know you will find love again, but to find that love I need you to let me go. I cannot love you because I do not know how to love you need someone who does.” Nico sighed deeply, leaning forward unable to look at her. “I know that I am at the age where men have laid with women and love, however I have never because of what I am. Whenever a woman saw me, they turned from me because of my skin or where I came from. So, I never bothered to pursue them instead I focused on the farm and taking care of my parents. What I am trying to say is I don’t know how to love you as a man should.”

His words brought tears to her eyes even more than before and yet they still broke her heart because he was in a way letting her go. This she could feel deep in her heart. Through her tears Faith managed to work up the courage to look at Nico speaking though not really wanting to say the words. “You will always be my one true love Nico Gage; I understand your words, but I don’t know if I could love again. However, I will let you go.”

“You will love again.” Nico strongly spoke taking her face into his hands looking deep into her eyes. “You deserve to love and be loved. Promise me Faith that you will find love again and one day start a family of your own.”

“I promise you, Nico.” Faith replied as tears ran down onto his hands. “But you deserve love too even if you don’t think so. I will love you forever in my heart, so you will know that you are loved and never forgotten.”

“Thank you, Faith.”

“Nico, can I ask you something?” Faith asked as she knelt, removing herself from his touch.

“What…?”

“Is it true about never being with a woman?”

Falling back onto the lounge covering his eyes in embarrassment “It’s true. Faith, not that I haven’t tried nor is it a lack of trying, it is just all the women around here never saw me as a man but rather a thing that looked like a man.”

“Nico, I am not a virgin like you. I laid with a boy five years ago, but I must admit it was less than perfect. We were both young and it was our first time.” Faith confessed to him as she stood up and sat down beside him placing her hand gently on his thigh. Rubbing softly up and down.

“…okay” he mumbled feeling strange and uncomfortable.

“If I was to spend one night with anyone again it would be you.”

Looking at her with his wide green eyes, his hair fell across his eye covering his scar. He bluntly asked her. “Why me Faith? When for the last while you’ve cringe at the sight of me. So why would you want me to be inside of you? Even for one night.”

Moving the hair from his eyes, Faith caressed his face “Because you are special to me, always have been and I know I was wrong to pull away from you. And yet it scares me to think what we are capable of. But my love for you is true and strong. You may not believe me, but I want to be with you completely and I don’t want to die not knowing your touch. I want your first touch to be mine.”

As she spoke her final words Faith leaned into Nico kissing his lips and this time, he kissed her back with passion that was not there before. She too felt it unlike earlier. Faith and Nico passionately kissed for a long time during this he would softly glide his hand down her light brown skinned arms and through her long black hair. Faith meanwhile ran her fingers through his long brown hair slowly lowering herself over and onto his lap straddling his crotch moving her hands all over his bare smooth chest and abdomen never once breaking their embrace. As she sat on his lap Faith gyrate her hips rubbing his covered vagina against his covered cock. Which had begun to grow. Faith could feel him growing under her along with a growing discomfort and embarrassment of having an erection.

Each time Nico tried to look away from her Faith kept him from doing so trying to keep him with her. “No, no stay with me, Nico stay with me.”

Faith continues to grind herself against Nico looking into his eyes trying to keep him with her. Yet she could see and feel his nervousness through his body and eyes. She could also feel how unsure he was about what to do, realizing right away that she needed to take control of him. As she kissed his lips, Faith slowly and playfully bit his lower lip before moving down his neck and chest to his hardening nipples. Taking one of his nipples into her mouth teasing it with her tongue. Biting and sucking it arousing him further causing him to moan and flinch in sexual pleasure as his head fell back against the lounge. Faith teased his nipples as he moaned for a time before she slowly let them go as she made her way down his hard abdomen.

As she kissed his abdomen Faith started to untie his trousers slipping her hand into them wrapping her hand around his erect penis. Slowly Faith began to stroke his erect ten-inch cock bringing it out and letting fall against his stomach. Consumed with embarrassment as it was the first time that anyone had ever seen his cock let alone touch it, he started to turn red. Faith however didn’t notice or cared as she just gently stroked his cock as she seductively slid her body down between his legs. Looking up at him she could see through his nervousness how much he was enjoying it. Stroking his cock caused him to moan harder and shake in ecstasy as he moaned Faith took his cock into her mouth.

“Oh, my fucking god!” Nico shouted in sexual pain as she slowly bobbed up and down on his erect cock, taking it inch by inch.

“mmah.” Faith groaned as she struggled to suck on his large cock. Removing her mouth from his penis teasing the head of it with her tongue slowly working her way to the slit.

Wanting to shout out in ecstasy he gripped the lounge as Faith continued to tease his penis head as she made her way down to his soft hairless testicles. She took one into her mouth as she stroked his cock with her right hand. Her left hand was busy loosening her undergarments letting them fall around her knees never once removing her mouth from his testicles.

“I don’t know if I can last much longer Faith.” Nico moaned nearing his climax and fast.

“We can’t have that not yet.” Faith smiled as she let go of testicles from her mouth.

Standing up and leaning into him she kissed him although he could taste himself in her mouth. Yet he could careless as he was in the throes of passion. He was far too gone in his passion – sexual passion as she stepped out of her undergarments. Faith gently bit his lip teasing him until she was out of her undergarments.

“Come with me.” Faith whispered seductively into his ear.

Taking his hand in hers, Faith led him to his bedroom walking the short distance his trousers remained up as too did his cock – standing hard in front of him. All his embarrassment seemed to disappear, his only thought was Faith and to be with her. Once in the dimly lit bedroom she removed her clothes until she stood before him naked like the day she was born. Covering herself she nervously spoke “Your turn, now.”

Nico arouse and excited quickly and clumsy lowered his trousers to his ankles nearing, tripping over himself as he tried to get out of them. In a hurry to start he was starting to feel a little embarrassed at everything.

“Slow down, Nico. There is no rush.” Faith tried to calm him.

Reluctantly and somewhat also relieved, he slowed himself down removing his trousers from his ankles and his drawers until he too stood before in her in all his glory. To Faith he looked like a god especially as the candlelight hit his body illuminating his muscles his strong back and ass. Shaking her head to snap back into reality she pulled him to the bed letting him fall onto his back. As he laid there she continued where she left off taking his cock into her mouth once again. Continuing to suck his hard cock until he came into her mouth not missing a beat she swallowed as she continued to such never once removing her mouth from him keeping Nico hard and fully erected.

“Oh my god. Fuck I didn’t mean too…’ Nico groaned as she continued till, she stopped letting his cock fall onto his stomach.

Catching his breath, he closed his eyes as he climaxed for the first time. With his eyes closed she slowly got onto the bed and straddled him positioning herself over his erect cock. Taking him into her hand she guided him into her moist entrance as she lowered herself until he was deep inside of her. Once fully in she could feel just how large he was, and it felt like he barely fit inside of her. Slowly she began to gyrate back and forth with every move she made it hurt being unfamiliar with his size. Soon however the pain turned into pleasure the more she got accustomed to him. For him there was no pain only pleasure – pleasure beyond anything he had ever imagined. Eventually he took control of her hips figuring out just what he was supposed to do even if it was a bit clumsy matching his movements with hers until they were in sync.

At first the pace was slow and awkward but over the next hour their pace quickened and became fluid as if they were a perfect match. The pace was not the only thing to change so too their positions many times over until he was behind her, and she was on her knees. Their bodies were covered in sweat and the smell of sex as both came many times over the last three hours. As he rammed his cock hard and fast into her, he could feel himself nearing climax again for what felt like the final time. His pace quickened faster and faster until he came deep inside of her releasing his full load into her.

“Fuck!!” Nico moaned as he slid out of her falling onto his bed as she fell onto her stomach. Both completely out of breath and exhausted.

“That was amazing, I would have guessed that you are – were a virgin.”

“I must give you all the credit I have to admit I had no idea what to do. I know that passion was fucking amazing and I’m happy I was able to share this with you. You are the first and always will be.” Nico sighed, closing his eyes as he began to go limp.

“I’m happy I was the one to make you a man. That is what you are Nico a man and never let anyone say anything different. I’m grateful to have felt your touch at least once. As I promised I will let you go just take me home -tonight then you can settle your past.” Faith reluctantly spoke as she sat up.

“Faith – I love you and I will always be there for you. And yet I need you to promise me that you will love again.” Nico spoke truthfully as he sat up holding her naked body against him.

Looking into his eyes and holding back her tears Faith somberly told him, holding onto the feel of his touch. “We need to get going, Nico, we have a long trip ahead of us.”

“Okay.”

Nico gave a gently kiss on her lips before they got up and dressed as they dressed an awkward silence fell over them. Neither one knew what to say but as he tied his trousers, he couldn’t help but ask her a question. “Why do I feel different.?”

“I don’t know maybe it’s because you’re a man now.” Faith shrugged as she put her coat on leaving the bedroom to continue packing.

“May be.” Nico quietly answered as he pulled one of his long shirts and boots on leaving the bedroom to feed and saddle the horses.