chapter 4-fixing past

sun was walking around trying to figure out how will he get out from this house. denial already asked for leave so work excuse is not option. going to family? nahh denial know sun doesn't visit often to his family, his father doesn't like him because he gay but he can do this. he will not tell denial and in middle of night he will sneak out and will leave message saying there some emergency occur in family and he has to go. sun smile at his plan. sun seat on bed when he heard someone footstep. it was denial

denial:- sun how you feel now?

sun:- i am fine now 

denial:- perfect then let go for lunch. everyone is waiting for you

everyone? sun thought about it and said in sign language

sun:-  how about i eat here i still feel  little dizzy when i walk

denial:- are you ok? should i call doctor?

sun:- it fine i just need some rest

denial:- ok then i will bring our food here. let eat together

sun smile and nod when they heard knock on door`.

denial:-come in

as door open knot enter the room with warm smile. seeing knot sun was surprised. he remember him. ray half brother. are ray and knot are  on good term now?

seeing denial confused and sun shocked face knot said

knot:- i thought it will be more convient to eat here as sun was not well

denial obvious to tension nod and invite his brother.

knit:- ohh i forget to bring water. denial go and bring water.

denial nodded and went to bring waer. now there only sun and knot. there a silence between them. finally knot broke silence

knot:- it good to se you again. how are you?

sun not sure if he know sign language but sill he raise his hand and spell fine then he spread his 5 finger and move in across face ending with s

sun:- fine i guess?

then they again fall in silence . knot look confused and said

knot:- how about you write what you want to say.

saying that he give him  note stick bundle

sun roll his eye but still wrote

sun:- so you and him are on good term now?

knot:-who?

knot deliberately test water to know situation

sun:- you know who i am talking about

knot:- yeah we are on good term thanks to you.

after a while sun again write a small note

sun:- i didt know denial was your brother.

knot(chuckle):- i know if  you have known that he was ray brother you probably has avoided denial right?

sun:-honestly yes, i dont want anything near me which connect to him

reading sun next note knot feel sorry for both and he said

knot:- you seem to hate him

this time sun hand trember as he write but he still give him a note

sun(bitter chuckle):- hate? hate is small word compare to what i feel form him. i despise him and disgust him

knot:- he love you sun. he really do

hearing this sun wrote and shove it in knot hand

sun:- love? then why did he leave me without saying anything? why did he leave me after he got what he want? not even caring about me

there conversion go interrupted by denial

denial:- guys let eat

 knot quickly hide all the note and said

knot sigh and said:- you both eat i have some urget work

denial:- ohh you cant do that. brother please eat with us

seeing denial like this knot melt and nodded and said:- ok let eat

it was midnight. something 2 o clock, sun slowly get up from his bed,place note on table and tiptopped to get out of room. he see everything was dark so he slowly find way toward main door and walk toward door as he was about to  leave someone grab him and put cloth on his mouth. out of defence sun kick and try to trash but the person behind him dodged every attack like he know every move of sun. sun can feel his conscious loosing so in last attempt he try to heat his head again that person but that person hold

him tightly until sun body went limb

after sun fell uncounscious ray lift him in arm and look with soft eye

ray:-i am sorry love but i promise that i will fix everything