Things are getting a little weird with my friends, especially with Summer. She’s never really been close to Adrian, but since the semester ended she’s gone from just ignoring him to straight-up judgy when she sees me with him. Which is dumb, because I would have thought she wanted us to hang out. Less competition for her.

Honestly I’m getting pretty annoyed with how she’s been acting toward me and Adrian both recently. She treats me like a child, she does her best to ignore Adrian completely, and she won’t talk to either of us about Celica. I want to believe it’s because she feels guilty after what she did, but right now I’m not sure. Because after all of this, she still hasn’t promised she won’t do it again.

I don’t want to say I don’t trust her, but after what happened two weeks ago, I have to wonder whether she’s hiding something else from me.

I’m overthinking so much, it’s making me sick. I was excited for break so I could stop thinking about classes and focus on clearing things up with my friends, but now this drama is so all-consuming I wish I could be back in fucking Biology.

Celica and Adrian seem fine. Same as ever. I envy their ability to live with conflict.

-Hayley