I’m still pissed with Summer, especially because she refuses to apologize and move on. I don’t even really blame her. I just wish she’d understand why it was upsetting to me. Instead, she keeps calling me obsessed.

Seriously. She went there. Apparently I’M the one obsessed with Celica after what SUMMER just went and did???

I’m so mad.

I went to the gym to try to calm down. Shot some hoops (no I don’t play basketball, and no I didn’t make any baskets). Adrian joined for a little bit, but he was as pissed as I was, so neither of us really wanted to talk.

Then the high school team came and kicked us out, so I headed to the lake-that’s-actually-the-sewage-treatment-pond-but-at-least-there-are-trees.

That’s where Celica told me she doesn’t have feelings for Summer. She explained everything: that she was surprised too, that she didn’t know what Summer was thinking. It was exactly what I hoped she would say, but something still feels wrong. Or fake. I don’t know, I wasn’t as relieved as I should have been.

Summer called me once. I didn’t answer.

-Hayley