Different day, same routine. Wake up, brush teeth, get screamed at by mom, get ready, go to school. I wish I could do something other than this.  

8:10 AM 

Reached school. It's still really boring. I wish I could be done with this. Today my friends told me about their crushes. They talked about how they were so "perfect" and how "they were so hot". It kinda makes me sick, they're so blinded by their love they forget all they shitty shit they do to others, especially me. I hate all those people. They always like bullies and forget who their target is (me). It infuriates me sometimes. But I can't blame them. They dont know what it's like to be the only homosexual/sapphic student in the whole grade. 

10:10 AM 

Break started. My mom packed actual snacks instead of fruit today. But my friends took a lot of it. I usually don't eat a lot in school. I don't people to think I eat too much. I'm already insecure about my weight. I don't wanna be bullied further. 

10:20 AM 

Class started. It's a free period. I like free periods. But people talk too much. I've gotten used to it though. 

11:10 

Music class. I love music. It's my favourite class. The teacher is always so fun. My instrument is keyboard. Playing keyboard is fun. 

12:00 PM 

Lunch time :) I like my lunch. I had fun today. So far, today was a good day. My friends actually talked to me a lot. They told me their dreams. I don't think I'll be alive for my dreams though. 

12:30 PM

3 more classes to go. Soon, I will be home..... (that was more melodramatic than i wanted it to be). We have to do a project for science. I love anything science related. 

3:00 PM

Time to go home. I had fun today. We're playing uno in the bus. It's always fun when we play uno. Today's been a good day. 

3:45 PM 

I'm home alone today. Imma watch some television. I'll probably watch some gay ass show, maybe "heartstopper". I should change. 

4:10 PM

Mum's home. Mummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. She's in a good mood, which is rare. 

7:00 PM 

Tried to get some sleep. Didn't work. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

9:00 PM 

Dinnerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Yum 

10:30 PM 

Time to collapse in bed. Good night .