My body didn't seem to want to obey me but what can I do? I had to forced myself into doing it.The many eyes watching me as I lick his shoe were a constant reminder to me that I'm a loser andEthan the winner. Of course it is. He made me go on my knees which means total submission to his
control.
After taking all those humiliation, I hurried into the library since that is the only place I could find solace.
I was positively seething at this unexpected turn of event. I felt like telling Ethan to his face that he's nothing but a psycho, since it's only a psycho that could do something that humiliating to a girl. Should I say he's disgusting or he's the devil in human form?
Honestly, I had no words that were pleasant enough to describe who he is.But for all I care, he's a motherfucking psychopath!
Heck, why is that bitch, he calls a girlfriend even happy to have someone like him (Ethan) as a boyfriend?
Why wouldn't she be happy? She's obviously a psychopath and so his her boyfriend so I guess they're perfect match.
Tell me, if she isn't a psychopath, why didn't she stop Ethan from embarrassing me.Did I even say embarrassing me? I mean, making me kiss and also lick his shoe; isn't that too much?
She was just smiling and laughing all the while her lover was humiliating me.
Goddammit!
I took out a book from the shelf and decided to read but I couldn't as everything that happened continued to play inside my head.
The insults some of the girl rained on me and also how I'd lick his shoe. Dammit, Ethan unspeakably humiliated me. It just wouldn't leave my head.
I dropped the book back in the shelf and then, I started regretting my actions. If only I hadn't given him that slap, all this wouldn't have happened to me.
I'm feeling hungry but I really don't know how I'm going to stroll down to the canteen to buy food. I know everyone would be looking at me and some would even tell me to my face that I'm the girl who'dlicked Ethan's shoe.
Some would even say that maybe I'm a lunatic or a girl who can't stand up for herself. What a mess!
Since this is the case, I rather remain here than go outside to take all those insults.
I continued reading when someone walked closed to me.
"Hi, " a female voice said.
I looked up to see a short, slim white girl standing in front of me. Who was she? Was she here to laugh at me?
"I don't think I have time for trouble." I told her calmly.
"I'm not a trouble maker or do I look like one? " she asked me.
How am I supposed to know if she's a troublemaker? Obviously, trouble maker isn't something written on the face. By appearance, Ethan looks gentle, kind, lovely, and helpful, but in his heart, he's the most wicked person I've ever seen. I hate Ethan so much that if a gun were given to me and I were asked to shoot one person, that person would be none other than Ethan.
"I don't know, " I shrugged my shoulders.
"I'm Abby, and you? " she asked me stretching out her hand for an handshake.
Should I tell her my name? Does she wants to be my friend?
"I'm Aria," I said receiving her handshake.
"Wow, nice name. Are you thinking what I'm thinking? " She asked. She twisted the corners of hermouth into an awkward smile.
"What are you thinking? " I asked her dropping the book I'm reading.
"Your name starts with A, mine starts with A, and my roommate's name starts with A too - Ashley," she said, smirking.
"That means..." She cut in abruptly. "We can be the A's."
"I like it anyway, " I shrugged.
"So, are we friends?" she asked me.
"For now," I replied casually.
"So tell me, what did you did to Ethan? " she asked me.
I know she's definitely going to want to talk about that.
"Do you know Ethan? " I asked back.
"C'mon, Ethan is a popular figure here and everybody knows him." she told me.
This sounds like I'm in trouble.
"What happened? " she demanded.
"Nothing too serious, I just got on his nerves and that's it." I told her. I can't possibly tell her that Islapped him. I don't even want to talk about that.
"You should be lucky he only asked you to lick his shoe. That guy is a psycho, I'll advise you to go beghim." she advice me.
"Seriously?" I asked, luminous beads of sweat showing on my forehead.
"You have to beg him if you need peace here.. " she told me.
I think this is the best thing to do, when I get back home, I'll plead with Ethan to forgive me and act asif what happened never happened.
I'll tell him to live freely, as if I'm not existing and I'll do the same. I guess that's going to be the best way for us to be at peace.
***
I stood in front of his door and knocked, waiting for Ethan to give me an order to come in but he didn't.I've decided to come beg for his forgiveness despite what happened in school today. I'd wanted to tellMr Francis about it but it wouldn't be necessary since it's going to make things worst for me.
I know nothing lasts forever and soon, I'll be leaving college. So what's the big deal?
I know he's inside there since I clearly saw him when he came back.
"Maybe, he's just deliberately ignoring me__" I thought.
"I think I should just go in without his order." I concluded and opened the door.
Just as I opened the door and came inside, my eyes widened in shock. I think I'm in trouble again!
Ethan is completely naked!
Fuck!
"What the fuck are you doing here?! He quarreled me. With the look on his face, I could tell he's angry.Without hesitating, I hurriedly left the room and headed back to my room.
What's going to happen if he eventually knocks at my door.
Aria has always lived in the shadow of her mother’s mistakes—quiet, careful, and just trying to survive the chaos. But when her mother announces a sudden engagement to a wealthy stranger and forces Aria to move into his home, everything changes.
She’s not ready for the mansion. She’s not ready for the lies.
And she’s definitely not ready for him—the boy she’s now expected to call family.
He’s distant, cruel, and impossibly magnetic. He has secrets behind his silence and eyes that burn right through her. Aria knows she should stay away. She knows the rules. But the more they tries to stay away, the deeper they falls.
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