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At the Edge of Understanding

Chapter 17 - The Final Test (1)

Chapter 17 - The Final Test (1)

Jun 26, 2025

He laughed dismissively. Why would it matter? He was himself. That was final. Labels, forms, definitions - none of them touched him. He didn’t question what he was. He knew. And what he knew needed no explanation.

So, he didn’t answer. But the voice seemed to have read his mind and stopped. He initially thought he would be asked more questions, but the voices fell silent.

Suddenly, he saw multiple clones of himself. He says clones because they behave differently from him. Each one had a distinct expression on its face.

One version spoke only of doubts. Another, acted with blind confidence. Another was trying to hide himself in a corner.

One version did nothing, just looked at him.

He guessed them to be parts of his psyche presented to him by the chamber.

He instinctively knew he had to choose to acknowledge, accept, and step past them.

‘Basically, transcend yourself type thing’, he thought.

That’s exactly what he did. There were not a lot of parts of himself that he didn’t accept, and if there were, he had already gotten rid of them in his previous life. After all, he wasn't idle for those 150 years.

Self-improvement had always ranked at the top of his list. His constant desperation and curiosity had led him to understand much about himself. He was self-centered, indifferent, and selfish.

He was an obsessed person who spent decades acting like an addict trying to achieve his goals without even understanding why. So, he was stupid in many ways, too.

After passing the previous section, he came to the final section. The core spiral.

The core spiral was a spiral floor that seemed to rotate beneath you, though your feet never moved.

It was quite fun, until he started hearing voices.

His mind fractured into inner voices; he heard his own guilt, rage, grief, ambition, and hope.

They argued loudly in his head. It was the most painful experience of his life. Even the reassembly of his entire body, which occurred when he became a superhuman in his previous life, was less painful than this.

Then these voices began taking shape.

Grief resembled Jack, his former compatriot and second in command of the United Human Empire. It even looked at him with Jack's signature disdain, plus barely hidden rage.

It said to Silas, "So, you failed. Huh. So you doomed us all for nothing. Was it worth it?"

Hearing this, Silas laughed. He knew that if this was really Jack, he would understand, he would know if this was worth it, even though Silas himself didn't know.

Silas didn't have a response for Jack, so he turned to the others. His eyes stopped at guilt.

Silas instinctively knew which was which because when he looked at these beings, he would instinctively feel the emotion these beings represented.

Guilt was an 11-year-old child. Silas recognized this child. This child was the last human Silas saw in his previous life.

As Silas was preparing to activate the time machine in his previous life, he was hit with a deep sense of nostalgia. He was going to leave everything he had ever built behind.

This was naturally a bit hard for Silas, so he decided to take a tour of Earth. It had been a long while since he did that. Silas had basically left the governance of the world to Jack, Alpha, his AI, and the central government for the past 60 years.

So, he wanted to actually see just what he had created on Earth.

He had his gravity boots equipped. With these, he could fly at a rapid speed, not too fast, about Mach 5. This was not the limit of the gravity boots, but this was the maximum speed his superhuman body could endure.

Flying East from his lab, he arrived at Hawaii. But the scene he saw was not one he was expecting. It seemed Silas had underestimated the damage done by his lab's explosion.

Because what he saw in Hawaii was devastation. He saw people dying off in droves. The energy poisons and radiation from his lab had merged with the environment and were expanding rapidly.

Hawaii was already enclosed by this corrupted environment. And what Silas saw in front of him was tragic, to say the least.

He saw a human literally balloon up and explode. He saw another develop burns at a speed visible to the naked eye and die under the most extreme agony. Then, he saw something even more horrific: he saw a child, the same one he was seeing in the chamber, grow.

But the problem was that the child's body didn't have enough energy to support this growth. Yet even so, the growth didn't stop, so his body began consuming itself to support this growth.

He saw the child turn into an empty, shriveled husk right in front of him. This was the moment Silas finally understood the devastation his actions had caused. He was literally killing most, if not all, of humanity because he was too lazy and irrational.

He knew it was safer to place his lab on a satellite or on the moon, but he didn't do so because he was desperate. He didn't care what his actions would bring to fruition.

He just wanted another chance. Another chance to accomplish his goals.

Recalling this memory, Silas sighed, then he thought of his next actions. He remembered standing in the sky looking down at the scene and thinking, 'Well, what can I do? Excellence has a price.

He was just that crazed at the time. But now, he could see more clearly. He didn't regret using all of Earth's resources to his benefit, nor did he regret killing humanity by accident.

What he regretted was the futility of their forced sacrifice. Silas would understand if it were necessary for humanity to die for him to succeed. But it wasn't.

Humanity died because he was a little careless. It just seemed so futile to him now.

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At the Edge of Understanding
At the Edge of Understanding

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He created an empire—not to rule the world, but to understand it.

Silas Reed unified Earth, conquered nations, and led humanity into the stars. Not as a hero. Not as a tyrant. But as a man obsessed with truth.

He needed minds. Tools. Data. So he raised a civilization around him like scaffolding. But when that civilization stopped growing—when it became content—he let it collapse behind him without regret.

His final experiment was a time machine. It failed.

Instead of the past, it flung him into another universe—one ruled by martial gods, bloodline dynasties, mana, and power structures beyond human logic.

Here, Silas is no longer at the top of the food chain.

But that only makes the puzzle more beautiful.

He doesn't want revenge. Or redemption. Or power.

He wants understanding.

What he doesn't know—yet—is that he was expected. That his arrival was not a fluke, but a move. One placed on a board he cannot yet see, by players he cannot yet comprehend.

This is not the story of a chosen one.

It is the chronicle of a man with a single obsession—and what happens when a cold, curious god of reason walks into a world that runs on myth.

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