Besides the point of having a five minute staring competition, work today was a breeze. Well thanks to being a hybrid it's easier to have some restraint in not overreacting or doing things that I may end up regretting. Though it has some downsides at times.
TRIGGER WARNING : DEPRESSION THOUGHTS ETC.
Lately, mentally, I haven't been the greatest and neither has the others (in headspace, the different creatures / hybrids / alters) and together it's gotten so bad sometimes we can't bare to cook so we eat out. It's not like we wanted to be depressed but we do have moderate depression and where every little trigger just... well it just sets off the we want to die thought and then spirals down.
Only once have we self harmed. We haven't done it since due to the fact that it makes us sad that we went so low to do that. And also do note that it does go against all our beliefs. So it has never been easy so we do tend to overwork just to try and not think about it. But.. there are moments where it does feel like it.
TRIGGER WARNING ZONE HAS ENDED !
Anyways back to work. Since I had made automations to input all my work and send it away, I decided to take a break and head to the gym. While doing my workout I get a message from Mr Whitecore.
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