Yoru sat cross-legged on the cold floor of the storeroom, The nightlamp making enough light only to see the walls. Only the faint metallic click… click… click of the stapler filled the air. It wasn’t the office kind. It was the heavy, rust-flecked, industrial kind — built to bind wood, misused by him.
He pressed the steel mouth of it to his inner thigh — slow, measured.
Click. The staple punctured him — muscle twitching, skin folding around it. He exhaled. No scream. Just a tear rolling sideways, disappearing into the dusty floor.
He traced lines of metal up his leg, over old scar tissue. Then moved to his forearm.
Click. Click.
Veins throbbed beneath the crisscross of silver pins.
It was methodical, almost surgical — as if he were sewing himself shut.
As if closing the wounds would keep the memories from spilling out.
~If I close myself tight enough, maybe nothing will escape. Maybe even the pain will stay in~
Maria found him in the storeroom, slouched, his arms wrapped around his knees, He thew off the stapler to the side as he heard her footsteps.
Maria rushed to him. "Yoru—what did you—"
He turned his head, slow. His sleeve slid down.
A silver spine of staples marched up his arm like twisted armor.
“I just… didn’t want to come apart today.”
Her eyes fell to his legs — the skin pinched, raw, tight with blood caught between steel. Some of the staples were old — already rusting into his flesh. She pressed her hand against his back, trying not to shake.
One by one, Maria removed the staples. She used tweezers. Yoru winced but never spoke. His eyes didn’t blink.
The wounds didn’t gush. They wept — slow, sticky red like the house was crying with him. She brought a shot of Tetanus vaccine, and plunged it on his forearm.
She cleaned every hole, wrapped him in gauze like he was a child again.
Then sat beside him, like the day was over.
~My skin unraveled, so I borrowed metal to hold the silence in place~
Homeboy's been dancing on the edge, trying to ghost himself, but Maria ain't having none of that. Being his personal guardian angel, swooping in every time he takes a nosedive. Whether it's talking him off the ledge or just taking care of him at all times Maria's love and loyalty sways the low key vibes to the curb, yet some part of her herself being the darkest.
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