Again, awake?

I dont know anymore, I’ve been sleeping for a while now, without a world to go, I have, a silhoute in this colorless void I am. And my mind feels like it's drifting apart, all those, fragments of memories, of information, I wish I could understand anything, but it feels awfully complex, I cant even find myself in there, I cant…c…can't find myself anymore, I… have a silhoute in the abyss, it is the only memory I can follow, I need, to remember me, I need to not forget her, I need... to go back.

It was… a long time since then, since the waves started coming, I can now feel them, like little lighthouses, sending me signals to go to them, I don't remember much from the worlds before, and the most I can really acomodate in my head are, fragments, memories, some before the waves, others from after, the little light at the horizon grows each day, like I'm moving towards it, and some… some? Sometimes I remember myself, swiming towards it, but it feels so, weird, I dont feel like i did that.

What did I do the second before? What happened here, what is “here”?

¿I? Rewrote a story, I changed a fate. No, much more than one.

How much time was I here? How… Who?

Who are ¿Us/me/them?

I think… I lost me, I was here, while I wasn't, while in their worlds, I was here, I connected this void with the worlds, it seems like it… open, the waves flowing, I finally seem to have managed to relax my mind and pass trough them, my memories feel… fuzzy, but at least, I can see mine, like silhouetes, they are engraved in my mind, under the information that I'm constantly getting, but… I cant remember myself.

Time is weird here, when no one talks, when the sun does not hide, when I can't sleep, I feel like it's been a week/year/day.

I feel, I'm in between places, and, the light at the horizon has long left my eye, as it got (NOT) near.

Where, am I?

…

…

Again…Awake, in a bed, this body feels like a suit.

Where am I?

This place feels awfully quiet, the waves are gone, but a part of me is still in the void, I can still feel them…

Again, sleeping, within the horizon light, a contact to the ITP, a way to manipulate the waves, an echo. A time capsule, a recording, a silouhete.

Again, awake, with an idea of the where am I, in a white room, a…[Gathering wave information…] Hospital?

Why do I know that? And where is everyone? I better stay here, I think, this is a good place to be when i feel like this.

The silence is as deafening as the void, where is Lily?

I'm here, please, get up.

What is this… place?

Again, awake, in a place that moves, a boat?

What, what was that before? I was, in nowhere…

Dear… come back to sleeep…

There she is at least, I feel, like I know more about this world, like I already been here, I remember, going on a boat with her, a couple of days, a vacation maybe? Im still cold, and, I can just see my shadow/silhouete in the ocean/screen… ewww, did I just puke? What is going on with me? Where am/am I/I??

Hey, little weirdo, come on, it's late, and you look like you didn't have any oranges in a while.

Oh? I'm sorry, I just have some things in my head.

Nothing a good night sleep with me wouldn’t fix no?

You are right, I'm going…

But I dont want to leave your side, I want to know “us”. I… dont want to leave the wave…

…

…
[Forcing ITP stop]

…

…

What? Where… why am I still here? Why what?
I am in the void/wave.
I move this place/memory.
I can call the ITP.
I/¿I? can finally find a way.

What the hell happened when I saved the previous me? Did I broke myself? Am I? in the void and wave at the same time? What… information is real? What do I believe?

I have/need to believe in Lily.

She is the only thing I have that makes me know where I am. I need to calm down, my brain is trying to acomodate to being in two places at once… and…almost puked again. It seems, [I] am moving the waves now, [I] have access to, part of the ITP. Thats good/¿good? I can maybe find a little bit more, but, not like this, i need… time/to continue.

Hey, Lily?

Yes dear?

Can… we talk?

…Sure, whats on your mind?..

Do you… [ACCESSING WAVE ITP INFORMATION] … want to go back to work? You know, after this.

With the ITP and all? I… dont know, they want to use you as a test, and all, we can always search for a better project you know…

Yeah, I think thats right… What… what would you do if I was not me, but like a, different me?

An alternate you?

Yeah.

You already are?

What?

That I dont know.

Oh yeah, sorry, for the question.

And, you? What would you do?

I would, love you, no matter the world, I think, like, not as much as the original you, but, I would still love you.

Thats… cute.

You are cute. I love you Lily.

…

[Wave out of distance, separating information transport]

…

And… Asleep again…

In a void, in the middle of the worlds, with… a light at the horizon/The ITP access.

What am I/you?

Lets, fix us/me/you.

[Accessing information transmition project filtration doors]

…

[Doors unaccesible, information overload]

…

The waves opened this place by brute force, the filters are broken, and my mind is a vessel/transport.

I can fix it, but i have to, get rid of this/forget.

…

{erase information=previous world}

…

[Information erased]

…

[Doors reactivated]

I… That feels better, all the waves, coming trough the void, I, feel weird/different, but, I know who I am.

Why did this happen?

What, happened?

I dont know, but [we] have to continue, we can access the internal ITP, I can know more of where am I, of me, but the information isn't free, i’ll use it with caution, I dont… wanna lose me/us again.

Lets see… the ITP is programmed to send me to a world when a suitable host is in proximity.

{scan}

…

[Host located in near wave]

Okay, and…

{send}

…

[Information packages:2]

What? There are… two?

{send;1}

…

[sending Information to host]

…

Again, awake, in my office? Or what looks like it…

Not a single soul, maybe “I” got a little rest?, I hate the UCQP offices…

What time is it?... Lunch maybe? That would explain where every-

Hello honey, I got you some… Did you just… get up?

Oh I… yeah, sorry.

Nah, dont worry, I got us a coffee and a couple things, I know you dont like going to the cafeteria.

Thanks, I had some weird dreams, this will probably help.

Thats what happens when you fall asleep in a UCQP office, you get your worst nightmares Ha.

Probably a project to give us nightmares and work more?

Yeah, I wouldn’t be surprised, anyway, got anything done?

Oh? I dont… know.

Damn, you were really tired, let me see…

She doesn’t ask questions, for her, I'm just like this, I guess it's good, it saves me explanations/memories/uses, and she is so, good, im glad… I'm glad you are here, at least “you”…

Yeah, you did a lot, but as I always say, don't overwork, I dont want you falling asleep in the office again, otherwise you don't sleep at night.

Sorry, sorry…

I'm not angry, just worried.

Its weird, waking up in the offices, it was a long long time since I worked in one of this, I usually travel in form project to project, this UCQP seems way too… crowded.

Oh, by the way the bosses are going to anounce a new project soon, seems like the transport of information you been doing is doing well.

It’s the ITP again, why? Why is it here again, why are all of the damn waves converging there?

Hey, you ok? You look… zoned out.

Oh? Yeah, don’t worry its just that im tired.

Ok, ok, but you did a good job, with enough luck it will be your project selected and you will get a promotion.

Promotion? What? They don’t give promotions, what kind of UCQP is this one?

Oh, there it is, let's go.

I feel like I'm in a dream, this wave feels, weird, the ITP says it’s a common one, nothing weird, but, I feel, disconnected somehow. Even in this scenario, the UCQP seems like a normal company, and everyone seems so communicated, so happy, this is a dream-world, a happy one. But what is [that]?

[Impossible to access further communication]
[Access…Granted]

It is not me, what… who is touching the ITP?

[Hello ----]
[Our Fellow Employee]
[This Universe might compromise “us”]
[We will disconnect yo-]
[Access denied]

Something is fighting

[The ITP is mine now]
[She will know]
[I will know]
[You will know]
[Connection denied]
[Comms restored]

Dear?? Dear??? Are you okay?

Ye- Yeah… I had, a weird… dream…

You fell asleep again, are you really okay?

I… No, not really, but don’t worry, I’ll sleep with you later, ok?

What? No, you are going to infirmary right now.

-That wont be necessary Miss… Lily. She will come with us, and don’t worry she will get the help she needs-

Lily isn’t saying anything, her face is a mix of fear and relief, its… Them. The bosses I have feared for so long, the people who hide, the ones that put me into this [Them].

-Miss [NAME] could you come with us?-

I look at lily, she nods, I… will follow them.

[Hear]
[The next information has been corrupted, the wave might show some anomalies]

What? [What?]

-As you might Kno… UCQP, we gather inf… You are the ne… [desiphering conversation][Recover rate NULL] You can become one of… What do you say?-

No [Yes]

[Wave constant error, double answer given, Protocol “Division” integrated]

[NO]

-As you wish, not everyone is meant… information- [ITP Non-concluding]

[YES]
-Done, and now you are part of [Them], lets talk about [ITP] ok?- [ITP In process]

I don’t feel like I have an answer here, what is happening did [I] say another thing?
They are telling me so much about them,  about the UCQP, and I cant hear, I… have to hear.

[ITP In control of information package 1]
[Control of manual input lost]
[What are [I] doing? Stop, you said [NO]]

-Here in the Universal Info Collection Quantum Project or, as you remember it, Utility Collectors of Quantum Projection, have a very focused objective, information is a very… useful thing, and as such, your project seems promising… We were really eager on… collecting info about quantum mechanics, and everything, but, gathering info directly form another instance? Another world? It's even… Better, so miss, as you are now part of us, we will tell you your info will be safe with us, the ones under us they will not know about you, and the ITP, we want it, we need certain… info-

[Alteration in progress]
[What? WHAT are [You] Doing]
[Alteration of wave complete “No” given as answer]
[ITP will not be continued I will not let them]
[Its about her, isn't it?]
[It is]
[You love-filled thing, we are here for more important reazons, we can be more than [THEM] we can finally find]
[You sound like them]
[What?]
[Wave disconnected, granting access to [NAME]-1928376671628301 Body given]
[You don’t get it, the void, it made you hate, it made me yearn]
[It’s our duty]
[It was, it is not anymore, I will continue trough the waves, I will find her, me and [I]]
[But [THEM]-Access denied]
[The UCQP lost the moment they put me… us, in here]
[What will you do once you are back there?]
[I can’t undo the ITP, so [We] will use it]
[You need me]
[Yes]
[I’ll help you]
[You will die]
[I’ll die knowing]
[I’ll continue loving her and the world for you]
[How are [You], [Me]?]
[I guess, we are fragments of our consequences, and as such, we continue with them]

[Connection established, double mind solved]
[Locating next wave…]

What am I?
I lost myself, still divided, you make me have an anchor to that, Lily, I’m coming, [we] are.

[Memory part recovered]
[Assimilation to ITP gathered]
[Permiting wave access... need further memory to continue]
[Locating fragment...]
[Located]

But first, let me find myself, with your help.