chapter 12-attack

Sun was waiting for his teammate message. he open his phone in every 5 minutes. checking impatiently finally his teammate  send him list. he open the list and went through it. according to it there 6 common people. first is 2 informant-dew and mou, then  3 police officer-Lune, Noel and denial one hacker- Tain . sun look at 5 people name and formed a plane in his mind. he then message Song to find a locations where dragon finalized their deal in past. after 2 hour he got location so he sent first message to  lune saying we are going to raid xyz place. then to Mou but with different location. then he message two informant with different location and look for it, we are going to raid and then to hacker saying find out how many number active on abc area we are going to raid and finally message song to keep tap on this people and all in those selected area. after that sun put phone aside smiling, now he just have to wait. sun was waiting patiently when ray enter the room. he look at sun with full of love eye while holding something behind his back. ray pull Lilly flower and give it to sun. sun didt take Lilly and just stare at him.

ray:-sun...i know i made a lot of mistake but loving you not one of them. i dont know i bad or good thing i did in life but loving you is definitely highest good thing i did.

sun heart beat fastened. in all those day sun try to ignore his feeling burying himself in case but no matter what his feeling appear by just ray sweet word just how when you throw ice in river and eventually come on surface.

ray:-sun please can you go out with me. i know you are busy but just one day..just one

NO word was on the tip of sun tongue but seeing sincerity it turned into slightly nod. seeing sun nod ray smile brightly and instantly hugged sun but sun pushed him still maintaining his indifferent face bit ray didn't care, he kiss sun chick and run like child while yelling "i am waiting downstair come quickly"

sun shook his head thinking loving someone is easy but not loving someone whom you has give your whole heart is like to stop the urge of patting cat when you are allergic to cat fur-

sun went toward car and see ray waiting there anxiously. ray was wearing a purple shirt with white strip on it. sun  remember this shirt- it was first gift he has given to ray and seeing ray wearing this now a warm spread in this heart, making him smile without realization. sun was trying to be strong but even small thing like thus make his heart weak. he shook his head and asked

sun:-where are we going?

ray smile brightly at sun, open car door and said 

ray:-you will know

sun shook his head, he know there no use of asking so he just sat in car. the drive was not too short neither too long. sun stepped out of car and see the university where sun and ray has studied. ray gently tug ray hand and walked toward a small garden.

ray:-sun...remember this place....that sitting area. you used to bring breakfast me everyday and i got so used to it that didn't eat anything and waited for you to bring breakfast....that time i didn't realise my feeling and take you for granted 

ray pause at look at bench Longley, sun look at ray then bench, of course he remember how can he not remember it was most beautiful day

ray:-but when you were away from me. i missed it, nothing feel like eating...that time i can only relay on my memory to remember it.

sun can feel ray emotion from his raw voice but he keep quite remembering their memory, a lump form on his throat. he waned to say something and there lot to nsay but he dont know where to start, every world he wanted to say die in his mouth when he see ray walk forward so he silently follow him.

they reach at their old apartment. ray pull out keycard from his pocket and open the door.

sun:-you still has this apartment?

ray smile and said

ray:-how can i  let other taint our memory. this was my actual home... i never dared to sell it. 

sun look around, everything look same nothing change. it like untouched yet clean just how sun left it. still same carpet, their couple cup, photos everything. sun look at ray who was looking at him

ray:-sun...if our relationship weren't that completed will you has still stayed with me?. living happily. then we adopt a dog and a child and staying until we got old and remember our younger day

sun didnt know how to answer that once he dreamed same dream but fate has decided to play cruel game with them and now they are standing at their home thinking possibility  and regretting?

ray:-sun if i didnt left that could everything has change?...i...i never wanted to leave you but that day my brother needed me more than you... i am sorry

sun can feel regret in ray voice. he can see tear in ray eye and finally sun broke is indifferent and asked in sign language

sun:-then why didnt you tell me? ray...even just one message from you has enough for me. i have understand you and waited for you no matter what?

ray look into sun eye and said

ray:-it was complicated. if it was that easy i could not have to stay away from you for 5 year....but sun if i tell you truth now will you stay with me?

sun didnt say anything. ray slowly moved close to sun and kiss his lip. he poured all suffering for 5 year in kiss, desperate to feel everything is real. after kissing he look at sun and brace himself to tell truth when ray notice something outside. with reflex he grabs sun and dodge. a bullet went through a apartment glass and slightly hit sun hand. sun grasp in pain but still pull out his gun and stand Infront of ray but ray tug and himself behind wall and tie hangerchief on sun hand.

silence, after minutes of silence ray phone buzz it was his pa "next time bullet wont just hit his hand" a shiver run down reading message. ray clenched his fist. he called ambulance but looking at sun bleeding shoulder he panicked, seeing this sun said in sign language

sun:-it ok bullet just slightly my hand but ray was in daze he hold sun hand saying sorry repeatedly until they reach hospital