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Beneath Her Guard

Cards, Smoke, and Unspoken Words

Cards, Smoke, and Unspoken Words

Jul 23, 2025

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The air inside the vinyl record shop had shifted. It wasn’t just the usual scent of nostalgia and dust that hung around the shelves anymore. Something else lingered now, subtly charged. A current had settled beneath the quiet; low and steady like a bassline, reverberating through the space. Not loud, but a sensation that could be felt in the teeth.

Levi leaned against the counter, arms folded loosely across his chest, one foot crossed over the other. His pose was a permanent contradiction: relaxed on the surface, tightly coiled underneath. His gaze was fixed on Jean as she nervously picked at the corner of a record sleeve, her fingers tracing the worn cardboard edges.

She finally looked at him. Not a passing glance or a fleeting stare, but a proper look.

Taking him in.

He was lean but possessed a wiry strength, the kind often found in people who lived life on the edge. Graceful, fluid, with an underlying sense of restless energy like hers as if nothing could truly pin him down. His tattoos, she noticed, climbed the lines of his neck, disappearing beneath the collar of his shirt, while a series of more intricate designs adorned his arms; a chaotic tapestry of dark strokes. Half-art, half-defiance. He wore them like a second skin, a form of personal armour. The sort of markings that made conventional adults stare, but Levi never flinched under scrutiny. He held attention like it bored him. Like he’d grown up knowing he’d always be looked at and had simply stopped caring.

“So…” he started. His voice was lazy, like he’d smoked the words before saying them, but behind that was sharpness. He was too observant for his own good. Levi was the kind of person who remembered details you forgot you mentioned. Who listened even when he pretended not to care.

A contradiction, wrapped in ink and late-night vinyl.

“Is there someone who’s caught your eye, then?”

Jean didn't look up from the record sleeve, her fingers still toying with the corner.

"Doubt it's you, mate. Wouldn't want to upset Renee by… well, you know."

He chuckled, low and quiet, with the faintest sting hidden inside it.

“Right. And not the other admirer either, I suppose? Julian might have a proper meltdown.”

Her lips curved slightly, eyes flicking to his.

“Exactly. You’ve got it all figured out, haven’t you?”

“That’s me,” he said with a small shrug. “All insight and heartbreak.”

The smile that followed was wry, but there was something behind it. A flicker of uncertainty. Brief, but there.

“Bit of a sting, that.”

Jean met his gaze, her teasing softening.

“I’m sorry, Levi. Renee’s... too dear to me.”

There was a pause. A beat of stillness where something could have been said but wasn’t. The space between them grew tighter without either of them moving.

Then Levi stepped forward.

His hands lifted, slow and purposeful, as if giving her time to back away. When she didn’t, he touched her face, reverently. His thumbs brushed her cheekbones, the touch sending a shiver of awareness straight down her spine.

The kiss, when it came, was nothing like before. Quiet yet deep, it carried an intensity that blurred the line between impulse and regret. No longer flirtatious, no longer cautious, it became an outlet for them both.

A momentary escape. A way to forget their troubles by drowning in something they could control. It meant nothing more, and that was precisely the point: a perfect, temporary reprieve, even if only for a few breathless seconds.

A line drawn in smoke and heat, irrevocably crossed.


Later, they sat on the floor near the back of the shop, surrounded by the towering presence of countless records, legs folded beneath them in an arrangement that felt almost domestic. A deck of old playing cards lay scattered between them, frayed at the corners; the kind that had seen dozens of hands and a hundred lazy nights. They hadn’t touched them yet, but their presence offered a different sort of ease, a distraction waiting in the wings in case things grew too quiet.

The air was hazy, the sweet, pungent scent of weed curling in slow spirals around them. They passed a spliff back and forth without ceremony, barely glancing at each other, letting the music pull them under. On the turntable, Levi had queued up a record from The Stone Roses, the bass guitar humming through the floorboards.

Jean exhaled slowly, the smoke veiling her words before they formed.

“Levi... what happened tonight—don’t go reading too much into it, yeah?”

He didn’t look surprised. Just tired, in that way people are when they understand something before it’s said. He offered her a half-smile, the kind that lifted only one side of his mouth, crooked and honest.

“I’m not daft enough to think anything real’s gonna come of this.” He met her eyes. “Especially with you being Renee's mate, and still in school.”

She nodded, grateful for his bluntness. For not needing to spell it out.

“Thanks. And... could you not say anything to Renee?”

“I wouldn’t dream of it,” he replied. “She’d have my guts for garters. I’m meant to be the responsible adult here, apparently.”

She let out a short laugh.

“Well, I’m the one who started it. So I’m not about to let you take all the stick.”

“Oh, please do carry the can for me,” he said with a grin, clearly amused now.

Levi was a mystery she doubted she would ever unravel. His blond hair, tied back just loosely enough to look intentionally careless in some way. Eyes a shade too blue to be real, never seeming to miss a detail. They flicked around the room as if collecting secrets, storing them in the same place he kept those hidden smirks and razor-edged comebacks.

Someone who didn’t need to speak much, because everything about him already said plenty.

He leaned in again but this time with less heat, more ache and kissed her. Gentler now. Like the end of something rather than the beginning. It was soft, barely there. A kiss that felt more like a full stop than a promise.

A closing paragraph.

And yet... neither of them moved to leave.

Neither of them closed the book.

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The English meaning of algosanostos is a nostalgic scent.

Each episode has a song that fits the theme. If you have any new suggestions, please let me know—I’m all ears! If a track fits the vibe, I’ll be sure to add it to the playlist.

Song - The Stone Roses - "I Wanna Be Adored”

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Elena.K
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That was long sequence. Now that I think of it, Jean is underaged 😳😳

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