Subject: Male, early 30s. Self-administered.
Purpose: Stress relief.
Outcome: Systemic dissociation.
— transcribed from subject journal, found beside unconscious body.
No one noticed I was drowning.
Because I didn’t scream.
I moved.
I smiled.
I spoke.
But everything happened inside.
And when it was over—
the world stayed the same.
Only I knew
I had already disappeared.
…..
Time passes.
Little by little, I am drained.
I know I need to stop one day.
But I don’t know when.
Nausea.
Sickness.
Coming from inside.
I don’t know where—
just something bouncing
inside me.
I can tell—
my body is slowly stiffening.
It’s harder to move.
Like the joints have no oil.
Muscles wasting,
shaking,
until they can’t hold me up.
The world collapses.
I can see the ground—
still,
but it keeps shrinking.
Bouncing.
In my head,
at my feet.
I try to fight gravity.
Cling. Grab something.
But I can’t hold anything.
Sinking
into the perfect ground.
My mouth becomes
full of water.
Shallow.
Breathless.
Wet lung.
No sound gets out.
Suddenly—
inside me
disappears.
Remain:
a hollow pocket.
Fluid-filled.
Rising up.
Steady.
Everything inside
is water now.
I see me lying down.
Eyes unfocused.
Conscious.
Swimming.
Too confused
to make sense
of anything.
It doesn’t hurt.
It’s just—
heavy.
messy.
cold.
numb.
— End of Entry
Outcome: Survived; persistent cognitive collapse
Status: Brain unrecovered
Method: Liquid ingestion (unconfirmed dose)
Symptoms noted:
• Dissociation
• Fatigue, nausea, limb weakness
• Mental collapse without visible panic
• Hallucination of drowning
• Inability to vocalize distress
• Final state: numb, cold, unresponsive but conscious
Filed by:
Fenzaar – Wilds District
Substance Class: A
Category: Dream Agent
Toxic Risk: Respiratory suppression, neural shutdown
“May cause death without suffering.
May erase a soul before the body.
Seek help before you disappear.”
—— Fenzaar.
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