That morning I had Nina pick me up. I told her I drove with a friend to make sure they got home safe and didn’t have a ride home. See, some truth equals good lies. I’m honestly glad we didn’t have sex because we weren’t blacked out but I don’t like hooking up with people when they’ve drunk. It kinda feels like it’s only happening because they're drunk and wouldn’t happen if they're sober. 

The girls and I decided to hang out and went to get breakfast. We talked about last night, the dance and everything that happened. We asked Stephanie if she remembered everything and she said kinda. We brought up Logan kissing me and how they got drunk. She had forgotten and started to remember. 

Rita asked Monica what happened with Mathew and she basically told everyone what she told me and Nina. 

They started to bad mouth him. I kinda felt a little mad but didn’t say anything. 

“So do you like him?” I asked. 

“No, not really. I was just into him but I’m over it.” I had a sigh of relief. “He was a bad kisser anyway.” Monica said and smiled. I think she must have been being petty because Mathew is an amazing kisser.

“Bitch, stop lying, he's a good kisser.” Nina said and she and Monica laughed and leaned on each other. 

“I know but fuck him.” Monica giggled.

 After having lunch we all went home.That whole week after Mathew didn’t come to school. He texted me a few times asking how I was and that he missed me. One of the days at lunch Jordan had joked if I was going to kiss all the guys in the group now. Talking about what happened with Logan. They laughed. I didn't mind it but they soon stopped when Marco started to mean mug them.

It’s midday Friday and all the guys decided to go to Troy's house. We were just in his room hanging out and I had posted it. Mathew swiped up asking where I was at. I told him I was at Troy's house with Marco, Jace, Jordan, and Chris. He told me to ask Troy if he could come. I did, he said yeah and Mathew didn’t reply. 

15 minutes later Mathew arrived and joined us. We were all playing on his ps4. Mathew greeted everyone and sat down on one of Troy’s fancy bean bag chairs. It was time to change people playing so he moved closer to be able to see. It was now mine, Matthew, Jace and Jordan’s turn to play. While playing he put his arm up against mine. At first I felt his invisible blond arm hairs touch my arm. You could barely see them without direct light.I could feel his arm warming up my forearm. 

It got late and we all left for our cars. While in the car I got a text from Mathew. 

      “Come over?”

            “I can't. I have some family stuff I have to do tomorrow.”

      “How about Sunday?

            “I’ll let you know?” 

      “Ok.”

It is getting late now and I’m deciding whether or not to go. I’ve been nervous all day thinking about it finally being Sunday.  I would have to take my backpack and clothes if I was going to. So I texted Mathew if he was awake. It’s almost going to be 12 am.       

      “Yeah. Are you coming?”

            “Yes,” I replied.

      “Okay text me when you're here.😘” 

I get a shirt and pants and underwear and throw them in my backpack. My backpack hasn’t looked this full since middle school. I head to his house and park on the curb between his house and the neighbors. I text him that I’m here. 

      “Come inside.”

             “Through the window?” I didn’t know if he wanted me to sneak in.

      “No. Just come to the door, I'm waiting for you.” 

I read it, grabbed my bag and headed to his front door. He opens the door and I can tell he is just in his underwear. He tells me his parents sleep early and we walk to his room. He has the tv on while watching some show. I walk in and he tells me to put my stuff on one of his chairs. He closed the door behind me and got into his bed. I take off my shoes, clothes and join him. 

Once in bed I sit by his leg. He is hanging one off the bed. I have one leg on the bed and one off. He sits up and starts to kiss me softly on my neck moving to my lips. I kiss him back. He grabs my hands and lifts them up to his behind his neck and leaves them there as he starts to lay down now grabbing my waist. He hugs me and starts to kiss me. I get on top of him sitting in his lap. His hands move to my ass moving it against his body. He starts to kiss me more  passionately, adding more tongue. We release from each other's lips catching some air and going back again kissing him taste like honey sweet and smooth. After every kiss I want more. Feeling his soft warm lips touch mine. He bites my bottom lip a little and lets it go. 

He comes back to my lips and kisses me more. After a while I left his lips making my way to his neck. The room had gotten darker now. The tv had now paused and asked if we “were still watching” on the screen. I go to his neck kissing it as he tilts his head up giving me more room to his neck. I bite and suck on it for a little and he moans. I continue to kiss it when his right hand leaves my ass grabbing my arm and bringing it to his face. 

He kisses my hand and my arm. He lets it go. I start to kiss his smooth muscular chest. Admiring his beautiful chiseled body. I start going down more kissing his rock hard abs. He starts to interlock his fingers with my left hand. I start heading down some more kissing till I reach golden brown hair leaving a trail from his belly button to his underwear. 

I start pulling them down and he lifts his waist up helping me. His cock flies out. And I go to work doing what he likes with no hands making sure he is enjoying every second of it. That taste of him in my mouth starts driving me crazy. The taste of his sweet juice coming out of him tasting like cherries. I look up to start at him and he’s just smiling down at me. I go all the way down and he closes his eyes and tilts his head back. I continue doing this for a while when I go to do it again.

“Don’t.” He whispered. “I don’t want to cum yet.” 

I stop, looking at him and he brings me up to him to kiss him. He turns me on my back and gets on top of me. He kisses my neck and sits up touching my body and taking off my underwear. He takes them off. He starts to kiss my thighs and bite them. 

“You don’t have to go down on me, it's ok.” I told him. He smiles back and gives it a try.

He’s actually doing an okay job and it feels good but I can tell he’s not enjoying it.

“You can stop.” I told him. 

He moves off and goes back to my inner thighs sucking and biting on them while his arms go under my thighs to the top to hold me. I moan and I can feel him bite harder. He lets go and starts to rim. After a while he reaches over to his nightstand getting a condom and some lube. 

“Are you ready?” He asked me.

“Yeah.” I whispered back. ”Just go slow.” He nods and gets my legs on his shoulders to push it in. He goes slow not to hurt me, stopping and going back. Once I can get it all he starts to thrust in and out going slow to not make noise. He kisses my leg and leans forward pushing my legs against me while he kisses me. He continues to thrust and he lets go of my legs. He starts to kiss me breathing heavier now. 

I wrap my legs around him and he moves his head to the side of mine by my neck. He kisses it. I can hear him breathing heavily and moaning by my ear. He holds himself up by the bed and I see him on top of me looking down at me, his hair moving on the sides of his face. He smiles and kisses me and goes back to the side of my face grabbing my hair with his left arm. He tilts my head starting to suck on my neck. He lets go of my head and stays there. He’s now starting to sweat from all the work he’s doing. He holds himself up with his hands again. I don't want him to leave my body. So I pull him back down and he lays down on me. I wrap my arm around his neck, grabbing the back of his neck and my other arm grabbing his back. 

He kisses my check. I can feel his heat off his body warming mine felt like the sun hitting your body on a hot summer day. His sweat smells so good it’s like heaven. The smell of him is like a drug to me. 

“Let’s change position.” he tells me and leaves my body.

As soon as he does I start feeling cold. My body is in shock, missing the warmth of his. He tells me to lay down on my stomach and I do. He goes from behind me and lays on top. 

“Fuck. You feel so good.” He moans silently.

He comes close to my head now kissing the back of my head and going to the side of my face. He bites my ear softly. I moan softly. 

“You like that?” He whispered He lets go and continues to trust. “You love me inside you don’t you?” He whispered in my ear. 

“Yes.” I moan back to him. 

“Who’s your daddy? You love it don’t you? He whispered.

“Yes,” I whisper. 

He cums and lays on top of me for a while breathing heavily. He moves off and lays next to me, taking off the condom and throwing it in the trash. 

“Come here.” He whispered. 

I move over to him sleeping in his arms.