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The Unloved

Chapter 3 - Years of Service

Chapter 3 - Years of Service

Oct 21, 2025

Opening the File Drawer
If you have ever walked through a police precinct late at night, you will know the sound I am about to
describe. It is not the ringing of phones; those go quiet after the evening shift change. It is not the chatter
of officers; most of them have gone home to families or bars where they can forget the day. What
remains is the hush of paper—case files sliding in and out of metal drawers, pages turning beneath tired
fingers, the soft sigh of an overworked photocopier. Thomas Gray grew accustomed to that music early
in his career, and by the time we step into his life again, he has made it his private symphony.
Before we move forward, I want you to imagine Thomas at twenty-five, three years into detective work.
The blur of his childhood and the rigors of police academy already feel like someone else’s dream. When
he pushes open the precinct door each dawn, he no longer rehearses introductions—he is Detective
Gray now, and everyone in the building says the title with a reluctant admiration. The chief notices how
seldom Thomas smiles but never questions his results. Officers complain about the way he drifts through
conversations, eyes fixed on an invisible horizon, yet they still seek his counsel when a case refuses to
open. And Sarah Chen, newly promoted and eager to prove herself, interprets his distance as some
puzzle she must eventually solve.
Thomas, of course, remains unsolved.
What follows in this chapter is a decade sliced into pivotal investigations. I want you to feel the grime of
alleyways under your shoes, the stale coffee in interrogation rooms, the momentary flare of neon crime-
scene tape that flutters like a wounded bird against city wind. Most importantly, I want you to observe
how every solved mystery deepens the protagonist’s unsolved loneliness. By the final page, his brilliance
will be undeniable, but so will the hollowness ringing inside it.
The Clockmaker Murders
The first of the celebrated cases began on a rain-glossed January morning. A retired horologist named
Leonard Wells was discovered face-down on the worktable of his tiny repair shop, splinters of mahogany
piercing his cheek. The place smelled of oil and brass filings. Twelve handcrafted pocket watches, each
stopped at a different hour, surrounded the body in a perfect circle.
When Thomas arrived, he stepped through the doorway as though into a cathedral. The constable on
duty tried to brief him, but he was already reading the room—eyes darting from a footprint near the
linoleum corner to the telltale smear of blood on a porcelain teacup. Watching him, you would have
thought he was greeting an old friend rather than studying a corpse.
Sarah Chen joined him moments later, umbrella dripping. She offered a small comment about the
weather, hoping to coax something human out of him. Thomas answered with the time of death—nine
hours earlier, likely at midnight, because the pocket watch positioned nearest the door was stopped at
exactly twelve. He pointed to the spring mechanism lying beside it, explained that whoever murdered Wells knew the craft intimately, and then traced a fingertip along the circle in which the watches were
arranged.
I stood there in the room once while interviewing Thomas for a later profile piece, and he told me what
went through his mind at that moment: “Each watch represented a broken hour of the victim’s life. The
killer was marking the disappearance of time.” That is how he spoke—clinical, almost poetic without
intending to be, and always at a small remove from the warm pulse of feeling.
Over the next forty-eight hours he pieced together a motive that no one else had considered. Wells had
been restoring a rare 19th-century chronometer for a wealthy collector, but he had replaced several
original screws with modern ones to hide a mistake in repair. The collector’s personal assistant, an
amateur clockmaker herself, discovered the deceit and confronted Wells. Thomas deduced her guilt from
a microscopic shaving of veneer embedded under the victim’s fingernail—a fragment matching the
assistant’s own workbench at home.
You might think a revelation that elegant would earn cheers. It did, in the newspapers. Inside the
precinct, however, gratitude hit Thomas like rain on a stone gargoyle: it slicked his surface but never
seeped beneath. The assistant confessed, the case closed, and before dawn the following day, Thomas
filed a precise report. Sarah attempted a small celebratory toast with instant coffee in paper cups. He
raised his cup out of courtesy, sipped once, then walked to his desk. Later Sarah would say she saw him
stare at the row of blank case files as though longing for the next puzzle the way other men long for a
lover’s touch.
The Missing Daughter
Spring unfurled across the city with shy sunlight and aggressive pollen, yet Thomas never noticed. His
next crucible arrived disguised as a tearful father and a mother caught between hope and collapse. Their
daughter, seventeen-year-old Lily Donahue, had disappeared after drama rehearsal three nights earlier.
No ransom note. No digital footprint. Her phone had died near a riverfront parking lot twenty minutes
after she texted her brother she was on her way home.
Thomas invited the parents into a small interview room. I have listened to the audio recording, and what
strikes me is his voice—steady, unhurried, a lighthouse beam moving across storm water. He asked
them to describe Lily’s personality. Favorite songs. Favorite escape routes when she felt overwhelmed.
Then he fell silent, allowing tension to fill the spaces between words like ink crawling through paper
fibers. People reveal what they fear during those pauses, and Thomas knew it.
He spent the following forty-two hours mapping Lily’s last known trajectory. Sarah handled the technical
leads: phone pings, surveillance footage, peer interviews. Thomas walked the path physically. He visited
the rehearsal studio, traced footprints in powdery dust backstage, smelled the lingering odor of stage
makeup. He crouched in the parking lot where Lily’s phone went dark, noticing a dent in a trash can,
fresh paint scraped onto a lamppost, and cigarette butts from a brand favored by a certain ride-share
driver flagged in a previous assault case. You may be wondering why any of this matters. It mattered because Thomas saw patterns where others
perceived coincidence. The cigarette butts, the lamppost scrape, the dent in the trash can—they formed
a triangle that indicated Lily had fought her attacker and been dragged into a vehicle whose side mirror
clipped the pole in haste.
By the third day, he had located the ride-share driver’s cousin in a derelict duplex. A hostage negotiation
corralled city SWAT teams, but Thomas refused to wait. He approached alone, reasoning that the cousin
was young, panicked, and looking for someone to tell him what came next. Thomas’s voice did just that.
An hour later Lily stumbled free, disheveled but alive. The driver had fled two states over; an interstate
bulletin nailed him within a week.
Here is the part that still haunts me. When the Donahue parents hugged their daughter at the precinct,
Thomas stood back with arms folded, expression unreadable. Sarah nudged him, whispering that he
deserved their thanks. He simply shook his head, eyes fixed on the family’s embrace as though he were
spying through glass at something forbidden. Later, alone in the stairwell, Sarah asked whether he felt
proud. He answered, “I feel certain.” It was the closest she would get to emotion all month.
Fire in the Warehouse District
If you have ever tasted the air after a warehouse fire, you know it coats the mouth with copper and ash.
In late August, a five-alarm blaze ripped through three adjoining buildings along Pier Forty-Two. Two
night watchmen died, and investigators discovered the fire had not merely been set—it had been
orchestrated, with gasoline trails intersecting like a spiderweb.
The burned husks revealed very little: sprinklers disabled, door hinges painted shut, security footage
stolen. The case should have lingered in limbo for years, but Thomas had a habit of pulling threads
hidden inside smoke. He began with the sprinkler system itself, concluding it had been tampered with six
months earlier. That led him to a maintenance subcontractor with financial woes and sudden deposits
into offshore accounts.
During interviews, Thomas kept a small notebook open but rarely wrote in it; he relied on memory,
scribbling only symbols—dots and lines that meant nothing to anyone else. He spoke to the fired janitor
who claimed to have seen men lugging strange crates at night. He interviewed shipping clerks, studied
warehouse blueprints, even analyzed wind patterns the night of the blaze. Meanwhile, Sarah chased
digital leads, uncovering falsified manifests from a textile importer.
By piecing together these disparate elements, Thomas discovered an elaborate insurance scheme. The
importer had bribed warehouse supervisors to store counterfeit designer clothes, planning to torch the
evidence once an audit loomed. The subcontractor disabled safety mechanisms, the supervisors staged
an electrical overload, and one unlucky watchman recognized the smell of gasoline too late.
When Thomas presented his findings to the district attorney, the official stared at him the way art
collectors stare at stolen masterpieces returned from black-market vaults: awe mixed with disbelief. Yet
celebration never reached Thomas’s eyes. After the arrests, Sarah suggested they attend the memorial  for the watchmen. Thomas said he would go, and he did, standing at the back of Saint Aloysius Church
beneath a dull stained-glass window. He watched widows weep, listened to eulogies praising courage,
then slipped out before Communion like a man leaving a play before the final act, unwilling to witness
catharsis he himself could not touch.
The Minister’s Secret
By the time Thomas turned twenty-nine, his legend in the precinct bordered on mythic. That winter, a
case arrived from City Hall itself. Councilman Arthur Bainbridge’s personal safe had been burgled, and
incriminating photographs threatened to derail his upcoming mayoral bid. The city needed swift
resolution—or, more precisely, it needed discreet resolution. Political careers often hinge on burying
embarrassment before it finds daylight.
Thomas accepted the file with no visible reaction. Privately, though, Sarah sensed his distaste. He
preferred clear victims and obvious villains; political scandals smelled murkier. Still, duty prevailed. He
questioned Bainbridge under a confidentiality agreement. The photographs revealed the councilman in a
compromising affair with an aide barely legal. Blackmail demands arrived via encrypted email. At first
blush it appeared to be an extortion plot by rival campaign operatives, yet something in the wording of
the emails bothered Thomas: the syntax felt intimate.
Over the next week he dissected Bainbridge’s personal circle. It turned out the aide had an older brother
studying computer engineering overseas. Financial records showed recent tuition payments made by an
anonymous source. Thomas traced the alias to Bainbridge himself. Confronted, Bainbridge confessed he
had staged the burglary to frame his political opponents. The scandal, once leaked, would allow him to
claim victimhood and manipulate public sympathy. He expected the crime to go unsolved long enough
for him to ride the surge of pity through election season.
Thomas arrested the councilman at dawn to avoid media vultures. Word leaked anyway, and headlines
swarmed the city. Some praised the detective’s incorruptible pursuit of truth; others criticized him for
undermining the political process. Thomas read neither side. He spent the afternoon in a windowless
room drafting his report, every sentence boiled to fact. Sarah brought him tea and asked whether he
cared about the backlash. “Facts outlive opinion,” he replied, and that ended the conversation.
When I later asked Sarah if she admired him or pitied him in moments like that, she said the two
emotions were identical on some days. “He achieves a purity the rest of us envy,” she told me. “But he
pays for it with solitude I wouldn’t wish on anyone.”
A Quiet Interlude
You may have noticed a rhythm: crisis, deduction, resolution, detachment. For Thomas, that rhythm
became a heartbeat. Weeks of monotony would pass between major cases, and during those stretches
he maintained a soldier’s discipline. Up before dawn. Black coffee, no sugar. Twenty laps at the
community pool. Desk work. Court testimonies. Autopsy reviews. Solitary dinner at a diner that smelled
of fried butter and lemon disinfectant. Reading Greek tragedies in the glow of a single bulb. Lights out at midnight, though sleep never came easily.
Sarah tried to puncture the monotony with invitations. One Friday she insisted he join a group of
detectives at a local jazz bar. He agreed, perhaps to avoid appearing rude. I can picture him sitting at a
small round table, the saxophone’s blue notes curling around cigarette smoke. Laughter bubbled among
colleagues, but Thomas only nodded politely, nursing a club soda. When the bartender, a warm-eyed
woman named Elena, offered a refill and asked how his night was going, he answered, “Orderly.” She
laughed, thinking he meant to be funny. He meant to be precise.
In that jazz bar, Sarah observed something she would later tell me in confidence: Thomas seemed to
hover a few inches outside his own life, as if he were an undercover visitor taking notes on humanity
rather than a participant. It wasn’t shyness, she insisted. It was distance cultivated for survival, like the
thin gloves a surgeon wears—not because she fears patients but because contact, unfiltered, can be
dangerous.
Echoes from the Orphanage
During these years of service, memories of Cedar Springs Orphanage began visiting Thomas unbidden.
He would turn a corner in a crime scene and smell lavender from Mrs. Hayes’s linens, or he would open
a battered suitcase and glimpse the patchwork quilts she used to hand out on winter nights. These
echoes did not comfort him; they unsettled him, reminding him that the part of his life formed by
childhood kindness had been brief and fragile.
He stood outside the orphanage gates in the twilight. The place was closed, sold, soon to be dust. His palm met the cold iron. In the dark glass of the door, his reflection wavered—a man with a detective’s badge, feeling again like the boy who stared through that same pane, hoping for a family that never came.

Inside his coat, a crumpled letter from Father Miguel. The priest had written after the warehouse fire, offering spiritual support. Thomas never replied. He trusted evidence, facts, systems. Faith was a realm he could not enter. Yet the letter felt heavy, far beyond its paper weight.

He pulled himself back to the now, turned from the gate, and walked away without a glance.
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