The shift began like any other. The lights were too bright, the air too cold, and the room buzzed with that familiar low hum of tension. Emma tied her hair back, clipped on her badge, and took her post by the nurses’ station. She was getting good at hiding fatigue, good at pretending that the long nights didn’t wear her down. The ER was becoming her second skin.
Ryan was already there, reading through charts, his expression focused. He gave her a brief nod when she walked in. It was their new rhythm — polite, calm, professional. Ever since the rumors, they’d been careful, speaking only when needed. The silence between them wasn’t cold, but it carried a quiet awareness neither could name.
The first few hours were busy but manageable. Nothing too severe — a broken wrist, a sprained ankle, a few patients who came in more for comfort than care. Emma worked fast, efficient, her movements automatic. She didn’t even notice when the ambulance doors opened again until she heard Ryan’s voice shift.
“Coming through,” he called. “Multiple trauma. Motor collision. One priority one, one stable.”
Emma moved to help, grabbing gloves and opening the trauma bay curtain. The paramedics wheeled in two stretchers. The first carried a man unconscious, chest rising unevenly. The second held a woman — alert, conscious, her face pale but her eyes sharp.
“Doctor,” the paramedic said, “female driver, thirty-two, minor injuries. Male passenger, unresponsive at the scene.”
Ryan froze for a fraction of a second, his expression flickering in a way Emma had never seen. He stepped forward slowly. “What’s her name?”
The paramedic checked his notes. “Hale. Dr. Laura Hale.”
Emma’s breath caught. She looked from Ryan to the patient. The woman looked up then, eyes finding his, and in that instant everything stopped.
“Ryan,” she whispered.
The sound of it cut through the room like glass.
Emma stepped back, suddenly unsure of where to stand. Ryan’s voice, usually so steady, came out quieter. “Get her vitals, please.”
Emma nodded, moving toward the woman’s bed. Her hands worked automatically, but her mind was spinning. Hale. His ex-wife, maybe. Or family. Whoever she was, the tension between them filled the air like static.
When the male patient was stabilized and taken to CT, Ryan stepped out into the hallway. Emma followed a moment later, finding him standing near the vending machine, staring at nothing.
“She’s your—”
“My ex-wife,” he said before she could finish. His tone was flat, distant. “We haven’t spoken in years.”
Emma hesitated. “I didn’t know.”
“There wasn’t a reason to tell you.”
He rubbed a hand over his face, looking more human, more tired than she’d ever seen him. “She left when I started working here full-time. Said the ER took more from me than she could handle.”
Emma didn’t know what to say. The silence stretched, heavy and raw.
“She’s fine,” Ryan said finally, forcing steadiness back into his voice. “Just bruised. Her friend’s in worse shape.”
“Do you want me to take over her care?” Emma asked.
He looked at her then, eyes soft but firm. “No. I can handle it.”
She nodded, though part of her didn’t believe it.
The rest of the shift moved slowly, each hour stretching longer than usual. Emma checked on other patients, but her thoughts kept circling back to the trauma bay. Once, she caught sight of Ryan talking quietly to Laura. His tone was gentle, almost tender, and Emma turned away before she could read more into it.
Near dawn, when things finally calmed, Ryan found her by the nurses’ station. He looked exhausted, but calm again.
“She’s going to be discharged in the morning,” he said. “She wanted to thank you for helping.”
Emma forced a small smile. “Just doing my job.”
He studied her face, as if trying to read her thoughts. “This doesn’t change anything.”
She met his gaze evenly. “Did I say it did?”
He gave a faint, tired smile. “You didn’t have to.”
For a long moment, neither spoke. The only sound was the steady beep of a distant monitor.
Finally, Emma said softly, “It must be strange. Seeing her again.”
“It is,” he admitted. “But it’s also… clarifying.”
“How so?”
He looked away. “I thought I’d feel something. Regret, maybe. Or anger. But I don’t. I just feel like that part of my life ended a long time ago.”
Emma nodded, unsure what else to say.
When the morning light broke through the glass doors, the world outside looked soft and gold again, as if nothing inside these walls had shifted. But Emma felt the change like a quiet tremor — something small but undeniable.
Ryan walked beside her toward the exit. They didn’t speak. The city beyond was just waking up, cars humming, people rushing to work.
As they reached the door, Ryan said quietly, “Thanks for not asking too many questions.”
“I figured you’d answer when you were ready.”
He smiled, tired but grateful. “You always know when to stop talking.”
“Occupational habit,” she said, echoing his old line.
He laughed once, low and brief, and then he was gone, back into the blur of the hospital.
Emma stood there for a while, watching the doors close. She didn’t know what any of it meant yet, but she knew this — some walls, once cracked, never really go back to the way they were.
And maybe, she thought, that wasn’t such a bad thing.

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