Lily woke up late the next afternoon, the sunlight leaking through the blinds like a quiet reminder that the world outside the hospital still existed. Her body ached from the shift, but the kind of ache that meant she had done something that mattered. She lay there for a moment, listening to the hum of her small apartment. The city outside moved on without her, cars and voices mixing into the soft blur of life. She turned her phone on. A single message blinked.
Coffee later? –E
No emojis. No explanation. Just that letter. She smiled before she could stop herself. Maybe it meant nothing, but maybe it didn’t.
By four in the afternoon, she was sitting at a café near the hospital, hair tied back, wearing jeans instead of scrubs for the first time in weeks. Ethan walked in wearing a simple gray shirt, sleeves rolled up, no white coat, no stethoscope, and somehow that made him look like a stranger she wanted to know. He nodded when he saw her, that same calm, steady energy that never seemed to leave him.
“I didn’t think you’d actually come,” he said, sitting down.
“I almost didn’t,” she replied. “Then I realized I didn’t have a good reason not to.”
He smiled, the kind of slow smile that reached his eyes this time. They ordered coffee and something sweet that neither of them ended up eating. For a while, they talked about everything but work. Music, movies, how she hated early mornings, how he couldn’t cook anything that didn’t come in a microwave box. She laughed more than she expected to.
When the talk quieted, he looked at her and said, “You remember what I said this morning? About leaving for a while?”
She nodded. “You were serious?”
“Yeah,” he said. “I was thinking of driving up to Oregon. My parents have a small house by the coast. I haven’t been home in a few years.”
Lily leaned back, tracing the rim of her cup. “Sounds peaceful.”
He hesitated. “I was wondering if you’d want to come. No pressure. Just… a road trip. You could use time off. We both could.”
Her heart skipped, not because of the words but because of how simply he said them. No romantic gesture, no hint of expectation, just quiet honesty. Still, something inside her pulled back. “You don’t even know me that well, Ethan.”
He looked at her with that calm again. “I know enough. I know you care too much, even when it hurts. You stay late to hold hands with patients who might not make it. You joke when things get bad so the rest of us don’t fall apart. That’s enough.”
She didn’t know what to say to that. The air between them grew heavier, not in a bad way, just full of things that didn’t need to be spoken.
They walked out together when the sun was low. The air smelled of rain even though the sky was still clear. He offered to walk her home, and she didn’t refuse. The streets near the hospital were quiet at that hour. She watched their shadows stretch on the pavement and thought about how strange it felt to be beside someone who made silence feel safe.
“You really think driving for days will help?” she asked.
“I don’t know,” he said. “But sometimes staying still doesn’t.”
When they reached her building, she turned to him. “If I say yes, what’s the plan?”
“Nothing fancy,” he said. “We drive north, stop when we want, see whatever we find. Maybe reach Oregon in a week. Maybe longer. No schedule.”
She laughed softly. “That’s not very doctor-like.”
“Maybe that’s the point,” he said, looking up at her window. “You don’t have to answer now.”
“I wasn’t planning to,” she said, smiling.
He grinned, half turning to leave. “You’ll text me when you decide.”
When he was gone, she stood there for a long time, watching the corner he disappeared around. Inside her apartment, the air felt smaller. She made tea, sat by the window, and tried not to think about what it would mean to go. But she did think about it. Every mile. Every stop. The quiet between songs on the radio. The idea of seeing him outside the hospital lights.
That night, she dreamed of the road. Long, endless, wrapped in gold light. His voice saying her name through the open window. She woke with her heart racing. The city outside was still dark, but she already knew what she would say.
At sunrise, she typed the message.
I’m in.
When she hit send, she felt a kind of peace she hadn’t felt in years. Not excitement, not fear, just the simple knowing that she was about to leave the world that had trapped her and find something else waiting somewhere between the ocean and the road.

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