The road was quiet that morning, washed in the soft gray light that comes before the sun fully wakes. Lily stood in the hospital parking lot, backpack on her shoulder, unsure if she was crazy or brave. Ethan’s car pulled up slowly, a dusty silver sedan that looked like it had seen better days. He leaned out the window, smiled, and said, “You sure about this?”
She took a breath. “Ask me again in a hundred miles.”
He grinned and popped the trunk. She tossed her bag in beside a cooler and a folded map that looked older than both of them. When she climbed into the passenger seat, the car smelled faintly of coffee and antiseptic wipes. It felt strange and familiar all at once.
As they drove out of Los Angeles, the city started to fall away in mirrors. Freeways stretched like veins, neon signs fading into open sky. Neither of them spoke for a while. The hum of the tires filled the space between them.
Lily looked out at the rows of palm trees flashing by. “Feels weird,” she said finally.
“What does?” Ethan asked.
“Not rushing anywhere. Not counting minutes.”
He nodded. “Give it time. You’ll start to like it.”
She laughed softly. “I already do.”
They stopped for breakfast at a small diner off the highway. A place with cracked leather booths and a waitress who called everyone “honey.” Lily ordered pancakes that came out too big for the plate, Ethan got black coffee and eggs. He kept glancing at the map while she poured syrup.
“You still use paper maps?” she asked.
“GPS kills the adventure,” he said.
“Or saves you from getting lost.”
“Same thing, maybe.”
She watched him fold the map neatly, like it mattered. She wondered what else he held on to that carefully.
Back on the road, the sun climbed higher. Music played softly from the radio, old songs neither of them knew the words to. They drove through stretches of desert where the land seemed endless. At one point, Ethan reached over and turned the volume down.
“You ever done this before?” he asked.
“What, leave everything behind?”
“Yeah.”
She shook her head. “I don’t think I ever had the chance.”
He looked at her for a moment, then back at the road. “Everyone deserves a chance.”
She wanted to ask what he was running from, but she didn’t. Something in his voice made her think he wasn’t ready to say.
That afternoon, they pulled into a rest stop near the mountains. The air was dry and smelled like pine and dust. They stretched their legs, walking past parked trucks and vending machines. A kid tried to sell them handmade bracelets. Lily bought two and handed one to Ethan.
“You wear it, or it’s bad luck,” she said.
He laughed. “Superstitious?”
“Only when it feels right.”
He slid it onto his wrist, the thin red thread bright against his skin.
They sat on a picnic bench, watching a hawk circle in the sky. “You ever think about quitting medicine?” Lily asked suddenly.
He smiled faintly. “Every week. But then I remember the people who stay.”
She nodded, thinking of the faces she’d seen, the ones who made her stay too.
When they got back on the road, the sky began to change. Clouds rolled in from the west, the air cooling as they climbed higher. Ethan turned the headlights on even though it wasn’t dark yet. Lily leaned her head against the window, watching the horizon blur.
“Tell me something no one knows about you,” she said.
He hesitated, then said, “I used to play the piano. Stopped after my brother died.”
She looked at him, but he kept his eyes on the road.
“I’m sorry,” she said softly.
He nodded. “It was a long time ago.”
Silence again, but not cold this time. Just quiet understanding.
When the first drops of rain hit the windshield, Ethan smiled slightly. “Looks like the adventure’s starting early.”
They found a small motel just off the highway, neon sign flickering against the wet pavement. The owner was an old man with kind eyes and a dog that followed him everywhere. Ethan signed the guest book, and the man handed them a single key. “Room five,” he said. “The heater’s loud but honest.”
Inside, the room smelled faintly of cedar and old carpets. One bed, one small table, one window facing the empty road. Lily dropped her bag and sat on the edge of the bed. “So this is how it begins,” she said.
Ethan chuckled, tossing his jacket over a chair. “You still have time to turn back.”
She looked at him, serious now. “I don’t want to.”
The rain grew stronger outside, tapping against the window like a steady heartbeat. For a moment, neither of them moved. The world outside faded into sound and gray light.
“Tomorrow,” he said, sitting across from her, “we keep going north. Through the mountains. Then maybe the coast.”
She smiled. “Then maybe forever.”
He looked at her, caught by something he couldn’t quite name, and said softly, “Maybe.”
Outside, the rain didn’t stop. It only softened, like the night was giving them permission to stay still for once.

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