The new year started quietly. January air carried a kind of stillness that made even small things feel louder a door closing, a message seen but not answered, the faint hum of streetlights at night.
She’d gone back home eight thousand kilometers away for her town’s annual festival.
Before leaving, she told Alex she’d be offline for a while, that the network there was bad.
He believed her. He always did.
For the first few days, he tried to keep busy scrolling, half-heartedly watching movies he’d already seen. But distance has a way of feeding doubt.
Late one night, without thinking too deeply about it, he texted his ex.
Just a “hey.”
He told himself it didn’t mean anything. That it was just curiosity. But one message turned into a small conversation. Then a call.
And when he hung up, he felt something in his heart, the kind of ache that doesn’t come from guilt alone, but from knowing he’d broken his own word.
When she came back online, still far from him but closer in signal, he told her the truth.
No excuses, just said it.
The call went quiet.
Then a single message:
“You promised, Alex.”
After that, nothing.
Blocked. Everywhere.
He spent the next few days in a kind of static haze, watching the blue ticks vanish, the familiar icons go gray. It felt like someone had turned the world’s volume down.
He tried everything by email, random new accounts until he found her on Telegram.
She didn’t respond at first. When she finally did, her message was small:
“Why did you do it?”
He typed a hundred explanations, deleted ninety-nine, and sent one:
“I don’t know. I just… felt lost without you.”
They had back and forth messages in the end she told
“Please don’t shatter my heart again.”
It wasn’t forgiveness.
It was a warning wrapped in mercy.
By February, things started to thaw between them. He didn’t push she didn’t retreat. They began to talk again, slower this time like walking across cracked ice.
On Valentine’s Day, he left a small box by her door: a note, a folded paper flower, and a quiet promise.
She smiled when she saw him later. Didn’t say thank you, but her eyes softened just enough.
For that one night, it felt like maybe they could start again.
They watched fireworks from the rooftop.
She leaned against him for a moment and said,
“You mess things up, Alex.”
He said “I know.”
“Just… don’t do it again.”
“I won’t.”
And for a while, he didn’t.
He found an old quote online later that night and saved it in his notes
“Sometimes love isn’t about holding on. It’s about proving you can be trusted to stay even after you’ve let go.”
He didn’t know why it stuck with him.Maybe because part of him already feared how March would end.
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