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Something Like Love

The Shape of Leaving

The Shape of Leaving

Nov 03, 2025

The year turned quietly.  
No fireworks, no midnight parties—just rain against windows and the hum of distant traffic.  
Clara didn’t make resolutions.  
She’d stopped believing in reinvention. Survival felt holy enough.  

At work, the new quarter began with the usual chaos—restructuring, new clients, too many emails.  
Adrian handled most of it like he always did: methodical, calm, unshaken.  
But something about him felt different, quieter even in his stillness.  

She noticed it the way you notice the absence of sound.  

They were working late one evening when he said, “I got an offer.”  
She looked up from her screen. “A job?”  
He nodded. “Consulting firm. London.”  
She blinked. “That’s… far.”  
“Yeah.”  
“When?”  
“They want an answer by the end of the month.”  

Silence filled the space between them.  
It wasn’t cold—it was too honest for that.  

She said, “You’re going to take it, aren’t you?”  
He hesitated. “I don’t know.”  
“That’s a lie.”  
He smiled faintly. “Yeah.”  

She leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms.  
“So that’s why you’ve been weird lately.”  
“I’ve always been weird.”  
“More than usual.”  
He laughed softly. “Maybe.”  

She looked down at her hands. “I guess you’ll get used to new rain.”  
“I’ll probably compare it to this one.”  
“This one’s terrible.”  
“I know.”  
They both smiled, and for a moment, it almost felt normal.  

But beneath that, something shifted—a quiet ache neither wanted to name.  

When she left that night, the streets were slick and glowing.  
Elyndra’s reflections always made her think of memory—how everything beautiful here also blurred.  

At home, she poured a glass of wine and stood by the window.  
Her phone buzzed. A message from him: *You okay?*  
She typed, *Yeah. You?*  
*Trying to be.*  
*That’s something.*  
*It is.*  

She put the phone down and closed her eyes.  
There it was—the beginning of an ending, quiet and certain.  

It wasn’t tragic.  
It was the way seasons end: not with drama, but with a change in light.  

Two weeks passed, and the offer stopped being hypothetical.  
Adrian had accepted.  

He told her on a Thursday, near the end of the workday.  
Everyone else had gone home.  
The office lights hummed, the sky outside bruised with rain.  

“I leave next Friday,” he said.  
It sounded simple, like announcing the weather.  
Clara’s chest tightened anyway.  

“Next Friday,” she repeated.  
He nodded.  
“London suits you,” she said. “Gray sky, order, sarcasm.”  
“I’ll fit right in.”  
“You always do.”  

He smiled, a small, tired thing.  
Neither spoke for a while.  

She finally said, “You don’t have to make this easier.”  
“I’m not trying to.”  
“Good.”  

He looked at her then—really looked.  
“Clara, I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone who could frustrate me and calm me in the same sentence.”  
She laughed softly. “You should get out more.”  
“Maybe. But I’m not sure I’d find it again.”  

That stopped her.  

The silence that followed wasn’t heavy.  
It was full of all the things they weren’t going to say out loud.  

When she got home that night, she didn’t cry.  
She made tea, sat on the floor, and listened to the radiator hum.  
There was sadness, yes, but it wasn’t sharp anymore.  
More like a dull, steady ache—the kind that reminded you you’d lived.  

The next few days moved fast.  
Meetings, goodbyes, quiet jokes in hallways that didn’t quite land.  
Mae hugged Adrian too tightly. Theo made him promise to email.  
Clara didn’t say much.  

On his last day, they ended up on the roof during lunch.  
The wind was cold, biting at their hands.  
Below them, the city spread out in shades of gray and gold.  

“So this is it,” she said.  
“For now,” he answered.  
“Do you think we’ll ever see each other again?”  
He didn’t hesitate. “Probably. The world’s small when you actually want it to be.”  

She smiled. “You’ve gotten better at this whole ‘human’ thing.”  
“I had a good teacher.”  

She wanted to say something more—something true enough to leave with him—but all that came out was, “Take care of yourself.”  
“I will.”  
“You won’t.”  
He laughed. “I’ll try.”  

They stood there until the wind made it too hard to stay.  

When he turned to leave, she said, “Hey, Adrian.”  
He stopped.  
“If you ever miss Elyndra…”  
He looked back, eyes steady.  
“I’ll listen to the rain,” he said.  

And then he was gone.  

That night, Clara walked home slowly.  
The city felt lighter somehow—not emptier, just rearranged.  
At her door, she paused, breathing in the cold air.  
Somewhere, a siren echoed, then faded.  

Inside, she wrote one line in her notebook:  

*Some people don’t stay so we can chase them. They stay long enough to remind us we can stand still.*  

She closed the book and let the silence settle.  

Outside, the rain began again—steady, unhurried, familiar.  
It didn’t sound like goodbye.  
It sounded like beginning.  

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