The public thinks he and Xavier are not on good terms 'bad blood' they call it. He found the news funny it says Xavier was enjoying the lunch but he could tell from the picture he wasn't he didn't notice it before at lunch today but he looked miserable. And the face off thing outside Royals with the picture of Xavier who looked really angry charging towards him. He was indeed charging towards him but not to fight or engage in a verbal fight but to actually kiss him and ask him to have sex with him. Not that anyone can know that.

Sam who was following him to read the news and comments began to laugh hysterically. " Do you know why I find this ridiculous, it's far from the truth. If they really know how wrong they are. The bad blood part gets me the most." He laughed so more.

"You're crazy." He said but a smile appeared on his lips.

"God how I wish I could tell them to see the look on their faces. It'd be worth it."

This time he glared at Sam as if to say don't you even think about it.

Sam gives a cheeky smile. "We should go get something to eat." 

He didn't want to see Gil on their way out and hoped he wasn't around. Sam hardly met Gil when he came over and he would like to keep it that way.

But luck was not on his side at all. Gil was down floor sitting on the couch they had to pass him before getting to the door. He was about to turn back but Sam who had being putting on his shoes when he descended came from behind making a lot of noise which got Gil attention to him.

"Here you are and you brought your friend with you." Gil snarled looking over to Sam and licking his lips.

He hated that look Gil gave Sam and he knew things were about to go rouge. He stood in front of Sam covering Gil gaze from him.

Gil glared at him for a moment before he smirked evilly "Come here it's being long I had that tongue of yours around me." Gil beckons with lusty gaze.

Sam held his hand in protest." Don't."

"Or you want your friend to do the job then I suggest you get here Now." Gil ordered irritated.

He knew what Gil wanted to do. He wanted to humiliate him in front of Sam and show him how filthy the person he calls friend is. He pull his hand away from Sam and walked towards Gil. Whatever it took he needed to get Sam away from here safe.

"Good boy." Gil said grabbing his face. "One thing about you no matter how you grow you still look pretty and delicate such luck I don't have to look for a new plaything." Gil stood unfastened his belt pulling everything underneath down before pushing him to his knees. "You know what to do."

"I can't stay here." Sam voice trembles.

"Your friend has to stay and watch unless you know what." Gil threatens.

Sam knows a little bit of what Gil could do and didn't move an inch. He couldn't go over to comfort Sam and hated the feeling of helplessness. When it was just him he took it because he felt he deserves it but when they involved Sam his numb mind felt sinister, he couldn't explain it.

He numbed himself taking the fully erect bulge in his mouth. He didn't have time to breathe when Gil shoved the whole length down his throat and began to fuck his mouth. Not one flick of emotion showed on his face not even pain, he just took it.

Noise of bobbling and Gil grunts of pleasure fills the room and he thought of Sam. 

"You are at it again." Another voice said coming from the entrance before the door slams.

"Keith you haven't been home a lot lately." Gil said 

"I have friends I hang out with."

"Want to join in, he's really good with his tongue." 

" No father. Like I keep telling you although you play for that team I don't. You can have him to yourself." Keith said.

"I don't see the difference hole is hole but if you ain't interested fine." Gil throw his back moving his hips more frantically trying to find his release

"But this one here I'd probably think about fucking." Keith said with lustful glee in his voice.

That got his attention he shouldn't dare lay hands on Sam. His fist clenched hard feeling that fire spark that will to fight to protect filling him, he turned his head towards Sam pulling the length out of his mouth. He received a punch to the face from Gil who looked really angry that he pulled away when he was just about finish. 

"You bitch." Gil growled. "Now finish me off." Gil said pulling his jaws and shoving his length down his throat forcefully.

Before his face was punched and forced back to it's original position his eyes was able to meet Sam' who stood frozen looking terrified and shaking badly. He really has wanted to avoid Sam eyes so he wouldn't see that look in his eyes that made him feel filthy like he was judging him.

When Gil finished spilling his come down his throat and some on his face. Gil let out a satisfied hum before pushing him off. 

Before he could stand he heard rushing footsteps going up the stairs and looked up noticing Keith was no longer there and saw Sam back as he fled up the stairs and he immediately went after him hurriedly.

Sam was at the his wing tears running down his face endlessly. This is the first time Sam had seen him this way. He cleaned his face with the first thing he could find throwing it away and rushed to Sam who looked like he's sick and was about to vomit.

"I can't do this anymore let's call the police. Silver we need to tell someone Xavier anyone." Sam rattle off frantically before grabbing the phone dialing a number. 

He hurriedly rushed over to him and grabbed the phone slamming it to the ground. "You can't Sam. You can't tell anyone."

Sam cried more, "I don't want you to go through that again. I don't think i can live with myself after seeing that knowing it's been happening for years. I'm so so sorry i wasn't there, for letting you go through that alone all this time." Sam said in between hiccups.

He pulled him into a hug knowing they both needed it. He thought Sam was judging him and probably run and never have anything to do with him again from fear after seeing a little into his life but here he was apologizing for something that he didn't have a hand in and couldn't change. 

Pulling away from the hug to look at Sam a serious expression on his face. He needed to make sure he understood how grave the situation was. "Promise me you won't tell anyone especially Xavier anything. I've got so much to lose and then there's you I can't let anything happen to you. I can't lose you too. Promise me Sam." He said voice fierce.

" I promise."

He hugged him again this time tighter while Sam dropped down to the floor pulling him down with him but he just held on to Sam as he cried harder.

It felt like hours before Sam fell asleep on the floor in his arms. He brushed Sam hair off his face and sighed. This event today was also productive in someway he felt filled a spark coming alive. That need to protect burning through him for a moment before dimming. 

He called for his driver Greg to take Sam home. He didn't want him to stay in this place for one second, he knew Sam might be traumatized in a way after today.

Walking to his bathroom numb he needed to watch off the stench of semen from his body feeling itchy and disgusted with himself. He avoided looking into the mirror knowing he hated what'd see. He stared at the object he brought out from it's hiding spot. He hadn't touched it for some months now not letting his thoughts wander much he didn't want to think of how he promised Sam he wouldn't but always broke it he took it with steady hands placing it on his other arm slicing a deep line through it and another and another and then more.

Tears he never knew that gathered his eyes but never fell while Sam cried himself to sleep begin to fall one by one as he marred his arms until all he saw was blood. 

His vision blurred before he collapsed on the bathroom floor.

All he could remember was how he didn't want Sam to find like this again. Last time his intent had been suicide but this time he hadn't meant to cut too much or too deep. If he dead he didn't want Sam to be the one to find him. 

'Don't leave me again'. Green-Gray eyes flashed into his mind before he blacked out.

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