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Even If It Rains Forever

Chapter 11 - Shared Quiet

Chapter 11 - Shared Quiet

Nov 14, 2025

The mornings began to feel different, though the rain still came and went like an old, familiar song. Sienna noticed it first in the way she approached the library each morning—not with the same unease, not the same guarded hesitation, but with a sense of quiet anticipation.

It wasn’t that things were suddenly perfect. There was still the weight of the past, lingering like a shadow at the edge of her thoughts. But with Liam, it felt like the silence wasn’t a wall anymore. It was a space they both occupied, together. The kind of silence that was full, not empty.

She had come to realize, somewhere in the weeks that had passed, that she no longer feared it. The quiet between them, which had once seemed like an uncomfortable gap, had become their shared language, one that didn’t need words to speak volumes. And each time they found themselves in it, it was easier to breathe, easier to feel.

Liam had been coming in every morning, right at the opening bell, always with coffee in hand. He no longer hesitated to sit at the table closest to the counter, as if he knew it was where he belonged. 

They hadn’t said much more than the usual pleasantries, but it didn’t matter. It was the small, everyday things that began to settle between them like stones in a riverbed, each touch, each glance, quietly deepening their connection. 

On this particular morning, as the clock ticked toward ten, Sienna glanced up from the books she was shelving. Liam was staring out the window, watching the rain. His face, usually guarded, was softer in the dim light.

She didn’t have to ask what he was thinking. He often seemed to be lost in the same quiet that filled her own head. But today, he caught her watching him, and for the first time, there was no awkwardness in the way their eyes met.

“Do you ever think it’ll stop?” he asked.

“The rain?” Sienna asked, her voice a little rough from the weight of the question.

He nodded. “The quiet. The waiting.”

Sienna hesitated, leaning against the shelf as she studied him. She had no real answer for him. The truth was, she had stopped waiting for the rain to stop, for the world to become something different than it already was.

“I think…” she said slowly, “it’s not about waiting for it to stop. It’s about learning to be okay with it.”

Liam looked at her for a long moment, as though he were trying to figure out if she meant something else. Then he smiled, a smile that reached his eyes and made the quiet in the room feel warmer, less isolating.

“Maybe that’s why we both came here,” he said softly.

She didn’t have an answer for that either. But the words felt like a truth neither of them had said aloud, yet both knew all too well.

Sienna pushed a stray lock of hair behind her ear and cleared her throat. “We should get back to work. You’re distracting me.”

Liam laughed, a light, easy sound. “Sorry.”

“Don’t apologize. Just... stop distracting me,” she teased, a hint of playfulness sneaking into her tone.

He raised an eyebrow, leaning back in his chair, as though ready for a challenge. “I’ll try my best.”

They both turned back to their respective tasks, but this time, the quiet felt different. It wasn’t just the absence of noise. It was a space that was no longer uncomfortable to fill. It was a space that held room for them both.

It wasn’t until nearly an hour later, when the library began to fill with the usual midday crowd, that they spoke again.

Liam stood up from his table, slipping on his jacket as he moved toward the door. Sienna didn’t know why, but her heart gave a small, unexpected jolt.

“Leaving already?” she asked before she could stop herself.

Liam smiled and shrugged. “I thought you might need a break from my company.”

Sienna opened her mouth to respond, but the words caught in her throat. The sudden ache of not wanting him to leave surprised her, and before she could figure out why, he was already halfway to the door.

“I’ll see you tomorrow,” he said, his voice warm and casual, like they had been doing this for years instead of weeks.

“Tomorrow,” she echoed, though the word felt heavy on her tongue.

When the door clicked shut behind him, Sienna let out the breath she didn’t realize she had been holding. The space he had left behind felt fuller than it had when he’d been sitting there.

She wiped a hand over her face, trying to shake off the feeling of quiet left in his absence. The library continued its steady rhythm, the sound of pages turning, the low hum of conversation, but something inside her had shifted. It felt like the quiet had grown heavier, like it now held something waiting to be said.

But what?

Sienna didn’t know. 

The afternoon settled into a muted rhythm, the way it always did when the rain softened outside. Patrons moved in and out, each footstep leaving a brief echo before dissolving into the hush of the library. But Sienna found herself watching the door more often than she wanted to admit.

She told herself it was because she was expecting a delivery.

It wasn’t.

Around three, the delivery arrived—boxes stacked in neat rows, each labeled with titles she already knew by heart. She unlocked the storage room and pushed one of the heavier boxes inside. It was awkward to maneuver, but she didn’t want to ask for help. The room felt too quiet without Liam in it.

Halfway through sliding the box against the wall, she heard footsteps. Familiar ones. Carefully paced. Measured.

“Need a hand?” Liam asked from the doorway.

Sienna froze, halfway crouched. “You left.”

“I did,” he said, stepping into the room. “Didn’t get very far.”

She swallowed. “Why not?”

He shrugged, the gesture soft. “Didn’t feel like being somewhere you weren’t.”

Her heart tripped, just once.

“You don’t have to—”

“I know,” he said, gently cutting her off. “I’m not here because I have to be.”

He took the other side of the box, and together they eased it into place. His hands brushed hers only slightly, but the warmth of the contact lingered far too long.

When the box hit the ground, he straightened, brushing off his palms. “You get these often?”

“Every few weeks,” she said. “It’s usually quiet in here, so I can manage.”

“Doesn’t mean you have to manage alone,” he said softly.

She didn’t answer.

He didn’t push.

They worked through two more boxes, the silence between them easy, steady. The room was narrow, and every time they moved around each other, their shoulders nearly touched. Liam always waited a half-second longer than necessary, giving her space. But she found herself stepping closer instead of away.

At one point, Sienna handed him a folded packing slip. Their fingers brushed—again—and this time Liam didn’t look away.

“Sienna,” he said quietly.

She didn’t trust her voice. “Yes?”

“You look… lighter.”

Her breath caught. “Lighter?”

He nodded, leaning slightly against the shelving unit. “Like something’s not weighing you down as much.”

She didn’t know how to respond. No one had noticed things like that about her. No one had said it aloud.

Liam must’ve read the confusion in her silence, because he smiled gently. “It’s a good thing.”

“I’m not sure I feel lighter,” she admitted.

“But you look it,” he said. “Sometimes that comes first.”

The words slipped into her in a way she wasn’t prepared for—gentle, unforced, settling into the places where doubt used to sit.

Before she could reply, a loud thump echoed from the front of the library, followed by Nora’s voice:

“Sienna, your book avalanche is staging a revolt!”

Sienna sighed. “Perfect timing.”

Liam’s lips twitched. “We should go before she tries to fight the books back.”

They walked back toward the main room, the hallway narrow enough that their arms brushed once, twice, and neither stepped away. When they reached the counter, Nora stood surrounded by a toppled pile of returns.

“I swear this wasn’t my fault,” she declared.

Sienna raised an eyebrow. “Nora.”

“…Okay, it might have been eighty percent my fault.”

Liam crouched down beside the pile. “Need help?”

“Yes,” Nora said immediately.

“No,” Sienna said at the same time.

Liam looked at Sienna, amused. “She needs help.”

“She needs supervision,” Sienna corrected.

“Same thing,” Nora chimed in.

Together, all three began sorting the fallen books. Nora talked the entire time, recounting a dramatic retelling of how one book “leapt” from the shelf and triggered a domino effect. Liam humored her. Sienna pretended not to smile.

By the time the last book was shelved, Nora dusted off her hands. “Well. My work here is done. You two can finish flirting— I’m going to lunch.”

Sienna nearly dropped the clipboard she was holding. “Nora—”

But Nora was already halfway out the door, waving. “Don’t break anything while I’m gone! Emotional or otherwise!”

The door slammed shut.

Silence.

Sienna inhaled sharply. “She’s impossible.”

“Pretty accurate, though,” Liam murmured.

She glared at him. “We weren’t flirting.”

He lifted a shoulder. “No?”

Her face warmed. “No.”

He studied her for a long moment, and the quiet stretched between them—warm, steady, charged in a way that felt new yet familiar. Something in his expression softened.

“Okay,” he said gently. “If you say so.”

The moment lingered, delicate as the thin mist outside the windows.

Before she could respond, the clock above the counter chimed softly. Liam looked toward the door, then back at her.

“I should go,” he said. “I don’t want to keep you from work.”

“You weren’t,” she said, more quickly than intended.

His smile deepened, quiet and full.

“Tomorrow?” he asked.

The word slipped out of her without resistance. “Tomorrow.”

He stepped back, but didn’t turn immediately. “Sienna?”

“Yes?”

“I didn’t come back for the boxes,” he said. “Just so you know.”

The breath she drew stilled in her chest.

And then he left—quiet footsteps fading into the steady rain.

Sienna stood there long after the door closed, feeling the space he left behind settle gently around her.

This time, the quiet didn’t feel empty at all.

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