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Even If It Rains Forever

Chapter 13 -When the Heart Notices

Chapter 13 -When the Heart Notices

Nov 14, 2025

The next morning felt different—not because the rain had changed, but because Sienna had.

It wasn’t obvious to anyone else. Not to the passerby shielding themselves from the drizzle, not to the early commuters gathering outside the bakery, not even to Nora, who arrived at the library mumbling something about a dream involving a rebellious book cart.

But Sienna felt it.

A subtle shift inside her.  
A quiet that no longer curled inward.  
A breath that sat easier in her chest.

She walked to the library in a slower rhythm, listening to the whisper of rain on pavement, the soft thump of her own footsteps. For the first time in a long time, she wasn’t moving away from something. She was moving toward something.

Toward him.

Liam was already there when she arrived—standing under the awning, two coffees in hand, umbrella hooked on his arm. He didn’t pretend he had just arrived. He didn’t act surprised to see her. He looked like someone who’d been waiting, comfortably, without impatience.

“Morning,” he said, offering her a cup.

She took it. Their fingers brushed.  
Her heart reacted before she could.

“Morning,” she replied, quieter than intended.

They stepped inside together. The bell chimed its familiar greeting. The warmth of the library wrapped around them, a soft contrast to the rain outside.

Liam hovered near the counter but didn’t sit yet. “Sleep okay?”

Sienna nodded, then paused. “Better than usual.”

“Good,” he said, smiling. “Me too.”

She set her bag down, smoothing her hair behind her ear as she glanced at him. His posture was relaxed—not leaning away, not pushing closer—just present. Steady.

She realized she’d begun to rely on that steadiness.

“Do you have work today?” she asked, gesturing to the notebook tucked under his arm.

“Later,” he said. “I thought I’d spend the morning here.”

“Here,” she repeated.

He nodded.

Something fluttered through her chest—small, warm, disarming.

It wasn’t until a few patrons arrived that Liam finally settled into his usual seat. He opened his notebook but didn’t write anything, eyes wandering toward the window, toward her, toward spaces between them that hadn’t existed weeks ago.

Sienna returned to shelving, but her awareness kept drifting toward him. When she rounded the corner of an aisle, she caught him looking. Not staring. Not embarrassed when she met his gaze. Just watching her with a softness that warmed something deep in her ribs.

She pretended to focus on the books, but her pulse betrayed her.

By late morning, the rain grew heavier. The library’s windows blurred with streaks of silver. The sound settled in her bones like an old companion. But today, it wasn’t the sound she noticed most.

It was him.

His presence.  
The way it gently filled the spaces she had once protected too tightly.

When Nora returned from her break—carrying a muffin and a suspicious amount of energy—she glanced between them, eyes narrowing with foxlike precision.

“You two,” she said, pointing with her muffin, “are weird today.”

Sienna froze. “Weird?”

“Mhm.” Nora took a dramatic bite. “Different weird. Yesterday was maybe-flirting weird. Today is… softer weird.”

“Softer?” Liam asked, amusement tugging at his mouth.

“Yes, softer,” Nora insisted. “Like you both swallowed the same secret and it’s dissolving really slowly.”

Sienna tried to glare at her. It barely worked.

“Go shelve something,” she muttered.

Nora saluted. “Aye aye, Captain Emotional Resonance.”

When she disappeared into the stacks, Liam leaned closer to Sienna.

“She’s not wrong,” he murmured.

Sienna stiffened. “About what?”

He searched her face—careful, gentle. “Something feels… different.”

Her breath hitched, but not from fear. From recognition.

“I know,” she said quietly.

Their eyes held—not in a dramatic, cinematic way, but in the quiet, steady way that meant something had shifted beneath the surface.

Something neither of them had named yet.

Before either could say more, the door chimed. A gust of cold air swept in with a handful of patrons. The moment passed, but its echo stayed.

When the afternoon lull arrived, Sienna carried a stack of books toward the back room. She didn’t hear Liam approach until he was standing beside her, holding out a second stack as if he’d always intended to help.

“You don’t have to—” she began.

“I know,” he said softly. “But I want to.”

It was the same phrase as before.  
But today, it reached her differently.

They shelved in parallel. Each step, each reach, each small movement aligned in a quiet, unplanned synchrony. And Sienna felt something she hadn’t felt in years:

Ease.  
Warmth.  
Company that didn’t press into her, but settled beside her.

As they finished the last shelf, Liam spoke—not abruptly, but with a deliberateness that made her look up.

“Sienna.”

She turned.

His voice dropped a little, not out of secrecy but sincerity. “Can I tell you something?”

Her pulse quickened. “Yes.”

He hesitated—not because he doubted, but because the words mattered.

“I like the way you’re letting me in.”

Her breath caught—soft, fragile, real.

She didn’t answer right away.  
Because she felt it.  
Because she knew it.  
Because she feared saying the wrong thing.

But she looked at him, and something in her finally steadied.

“…I’m trying,” she whispered.

His expression softened in a way she hadn’t seen before—gentle, relieved, almost grateful.

“I know,” he said. “And it means more than you think.”

A quiet settled around them again. But this quiet was not the old one—the one that shielded, the one that hid.

This quiet connected.

And Sienna realized—  
her heart had begun to notice him in ways she hadn’t allowed before.

And she wasn’t afraid of it.

The rest of the day passed in quiet waves—soft movements, soft breaths, soft glances that lingered just a little longer than before.

Sienna found herself listening differently.  
Not for sounds, but for him.  
For the way his chair creaked, the way he cleared his throat when he was thinking, the way he shifted pages with deliberate gentleness.

She had grown familiar with his presence without realizing it.

By midday, the library grew busier, full of the low murmurs and shuffling that came with rainy afternoons in Willowridge. But even with the additional noise, Sienna could always find Liam in the room without looking directly at him.

It was strange—  
and comforting.

Later, when the crowd thinned, Liam approached the counter with a book in hand. Not one he was reading—one he had picked up because the cover had a small tear in it.

“You’ll want to fix this before it gets worse,” he said.

Sienna blinked. “You noticed?”

He shrugged modestly. “You care about the little things. I figured this would matter.”

She took the book from him, fingers grazing his. “Thank you.”

His eyes softened. “Anytime.”

For a moment, neither moved. The rain tapped steadily against the windows like a rhythm only the two of them could hear.

“Are you working late today?” he asked.

“Not tonight,” she said. “We close early for inventory.”

His brows lifted. “Need help?”

She almost said no.  
Almost.

But then she remembered the boxes yesterday.  
The way he waited without being asked.  
The way he stepped closer only when she didn’t step back.

“…If you want to,” she said quietly.

Liam smiled. “I want to.”

They worked side by side through late afternoon, scanning, sorting, stacking. The tasks weren’t complicated, but the rhythm between them—steady, aligned—made the minutes slip by softly.

At one point, their hands reached for the same stack of returns.  
This time neither pulled away.

Their fingers stayed there—touching, warm, still—for a heartbeat too long to be an accident.

Sienna inhaled.  
Liam exhaled.

The quiet between them thickened, full of something tender and unspoken.

He was the one who finally moved, though only barely, only enough to let the moment settle instead of break.

When they finished, the last of the daylight had faded, leaving the library bathed in muted amber from the overhead lamps.

“Done,” Liam said, brushing dust from his hands.

“Thank you,” she said. And she meant it—more than she meant most things.

He leaned slightly against the counter, studying her with softened eyes. “You don’t have to thank me for being here.”

She swallowed. “I’m not used to people staying.”

His expression gentled. “Then let me be the first.”

She didn’t breathe for a second.

Outside, the rain had quieted to a thin drizzle—soft, like the kind that stayed in the air instead of falling.

“You should go home before it gets worse,” she said, though part of her didn’t want him to.

“Walk with me,” he said simply.

She hesitated only a moment. “Okay.”

They stepped outside, sharing the umbrella without discussion. Their shoulders brushed, their arms aligned, their breaths visible in the cool air.

Halfway down the street, he spoke again.

“Sienna.”

“Mm?”

He slowed, turning slightly toward her even as they walked. “When you said you were trying… I just want you to know—”

Her pulse hammered, anticipating.

“—you’re doing more than you think.”

Her breath caught. “I’m not sure what that means.”

“It means,” he said softly, “that I see you. All the small ways. The little changes. The steps you think no one notices.”

Her throat tightened.

“I notice.”

It wasn’t dramatic.  
It wasn’t loud.  
But the words landed deep, like a seed pressed into warm earth.

When they reached her building, she didn’t immediately step away from him. The rain softened around them, gathering at the edge of the umbrella, falling in shimmering threads.

“Tomorrow?” he asked.

This time, she didn’t hesitate at all.

“Tomorrow.”

He lingered.  
She didn’t step back.  
Something warm settled in her chest as he finally turned to go.

Sienna stood beneath the awning long after he disappeared into the rain, feeling the quiet around her—  
and for the first time, recognizing it as something shared.

Something hers.  
Something his.  
Something between.

Winnis
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