3/20/25 

Noah set up a trial session with a therapist for me. She sat behind a large desk and asked me question after question. At first, I tried to answer them honestly and fully, but I felt my chest tighten as she kept asking more and more about the things that I didn’t want to talk about. I didn’t talk much for the second half. She kept sighing at me and talking about how she needed to know it all to help me. She asked me to list the people behind as many marks as I could, and that was when I stopped talking and just watched the clock till the end of the hour. 

I told Noah I would not be going back. He asked why. I did not answer. I was done with questions. He sat next to me on the couch for a while but eventually gave up and let me be.