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Allergic to Love

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Nov 17, 2025

She opened the Legacy Compliance folder with a steadiness that felt learned rather than natural, the kind built from years of managing micro-reactions before they became something more difficult to contain. The thirty-second floor was quieter than usual for late morning, the air unnaturally cool, as if the vent above her desk had singled her out. She welcomed the cold. It kept her centered.

Six subdirectories appeared. Five used standard compliance vocabulary. The last one sat slightly apart, named with the kind of precision that suggested intention rather than bureaucracy.

2015—Internal Review (Redacted)

Her fingers hesitated.

She knew that year. Not because of anything she had studied, but because of the kitchen table, her father’s low voice, and her mother warning him to stop digging. She had been too young to understand evidence but old enough to recognize fear.

She clicked the folder.

The first document opened slowly—layers of encryption shedding one at a time. Silas had personally approved this clearance less than a day ago. The thought pressed lightly against her ribs, warm where she didn’t want it to be.

The report finally loaded: whole paragraphs swallowed by black redaction bars. She skimmed the remaining fragments—dates, coded references, incomplete summaries. They meant nothing on their own.

Until the bottom of page four.

Carrow, Lewis — External Correspondence (Flagged)

Her father.

Air caught in her throat, not painfully, just enough to make the act of breathing feel deliberate. She leaned back slightly, hands hovering above the trackpad as though touching the device again would make the truth expand too quickly.

“Lena?”

Lauren’s voice anchored her back into the present. She stood beside the cubicle with a stack of printouts, composed as always.

“Yes,” Lena managed.

“We’ll need revised Harborline projections before two. You’re reading the numbers well—just watch the framing. Silas sharpens in on narrative more than you’d expect.”

“I’ll adjust it,” Lena said.

Lauren nodded and moved on.

When Lena turned back to the monitor, the redacted blocks seemed heavier than before. She saved the file and closed it. Numbers would be easier—predictable, neutral, safe.

But the tension beneath her shoulder blades refused to settle.

She tried to work. Tried to focus on formulas, the structure of weighted models, the comforting discipline of analysis. But her thoughts kept circling back to the name on the page—her name, his name—threaded into a document that shouldn’t have existed in any accessible archive. Every time she blinked, she saw the line again, stark against the blackout bars.

Her father had reached out to someone here.

Someone who mattered enough for the record to be buried.

She touched her fingers to her jaw, grounding herself with the sharpness of pressure. The office hummed around her, normal, routine, deceptively calm. Yet she felt as if she were sitting at the edge of something tilted—a slope shifting beneath her feet, subtle but undeniable.

A notification pinged in the corner of her screen.

Access attempt logged: 2015—Internal Review (Redacted).  
User: L.Carrow.  
Status: Authorized.

Her pulse leapt. She hadn’t opened the file again. That meant someone else—or something else—had reviewed her access. The system timestamp was less than a minute old.

The air suddenly felt too still.

Later, when the floor had quieted, someone stepped into her row. She sensed him before she looked up.

Silas.

He wasn’t supposed to be here; executives operated from sealed floors with controlled access. Yet he walked the thirty-second floor like someone who had every right to enter any room he chose.

He approached her desk, slowing only when he reached her.

“Ms. Carrow,” he said quietly. “You accessed a restricted directory this morning.”

She straightened. “I had clearance—”

“Yes.” He cut in gently. “Because I gave it to you.”

Her breath hitched. He held her gaze long enough to quiet the rest of the office around them.

“What did you find?” he asked.

Not a reprimand. Not even a test.

“A name,” she said. “My father’s.”

A shift crossed his expression—precise, controlled, impossible to misread.

“Yes,” he said softly. “Carrow.”

No surprise.  
No confusion.  
He already knew.

Heat tightened beneath her sternum. “Why was he flagged?”

Silas didn’t answer immediately. He studied her face with the care of someone evaluating a structure for its stress points.

“You’re not ready for the full explanation,” he said. “But you’re closer than you think.”

She swallowed. “I need context. If the file involves—”

“It does.” His tone lowered—not harsh, but protective in a way she didn’t expect. “And when you’re ready, I’ll give you what I can.”

Something in her chest pulled tight.

“Until then,” he continued, “don’t open the redacted pages again. Not unless I ask you to.”

His nearness made the room feel narrower. She had to gather her breath before speaking. “Is there a risk?”

“There’s always a risk,” he said. “But this one touches you.”

Her pulse jumped.

Silas stepped back just enough for her lungs to unlock. “We’ll talk soon.”

Then he turned and walked away, leaving the air behind him shifted.

Lena stayed still long after he disappeared. She pressed her fingers to her wrist, grounding herself with the rhythm beneath her skin.

Her father’s name.  
Silas’s certainty.  
A file that shouldn’t exist.

She exhaled slowly.

Things had already begun pushing her forward, and she had no way back.

She closed her eyes for a moment, letting the sounds of the office settle back into place around her—the clicking keyboards, the muted conversations, the faint hiss of the overhead vents. Yet everything felt slightly out of sync, like a metronome ticking at the wrong tempo. She gathered her things with deliberate movements and returned to her work not because she felt calm but because she needed something to anchor her through the rest of the day.

The Harborline numbers came easier than the compliance data. She slipped into them with practiced precision, letting her brain chew through ratios and historical patterns. But each time she paused, her mind drifted back to the redacted report. To the question embedded inside it: **What had her father stumbled into? And who had listened?**

The day crawled. Little tasks pulled her forward, but her focus fractured around the edges. She caught herself glancing toward the elevator more often than she wanted to admit—not expecting Silas, exactly, but aware of him, aware of the invisible boundary his warning had drawn.

At lunch she barely tasted her food.

By mid-afternoon, a tension headache had begun to bloom behind her eyes. She pressed the heel of her palm gently against her brow, willing the pressure to settle. She told herself that tomorrow would clarify something, anything. That she could hold her thoughts together until then.

But as the clock neared six, a second notification slid across her monitor.

System audit complete:  
Directory — 2015 Internal Review (Redacted)  
Action — External review pending.  
Supervisor override: S.Trent.

Her stomach tightened. Silas had already intervened again—quietly, invisibly, before she even knew it was necessary.

She logged out of her workstation slower than usual, her pulse calibrated to a rhythm she didn’t entirely recognize. The elevator ride down felt long, the metal walls reflecting her faint, fractured silhouette.

Outside, the evening air carried a slight bite, but it steadied her. She walked home quickly, counting steps to quiet her racing thoughts. Yet the unease followed her, a thin thread pulling taut between where she had been and where she was going.

When she reached her apartment, she leaned her forehead against the door before unlocking it, grounding herself in the cool wood. The lights inside flicked on automatically, but she lingered in the entry for a long moment, her hand on the knob.

Something had shifted today. Not in the loud, dramatic way she used to imagine danger, but in the subtle, bureaucratic kind—the kind that moved through systems before it moved through people.

The kind her father had warned about without ever naming it.

She set her bag down and crossed to the small desk by the window. The city lights glittered below, unbothered, impossibly distant. She opened her laptop—not to work, but to prove to herself that she could still choose what she looked at.

Her emails were normal. Her schedule was normal. Her life was still technically normal.

But she didn’t open the Legacy Compliance directory again.

Not tonight.

She closed the laptop and stood in the dark silence of her living room, arms wrapped lightly around herself, feeling the slow rise and fall of her breath. A quiet promise formed—not out of rebellion, but out of inevitability.

She would find the truth.  
But she would not move recklessly.  
Not when the stakes had begun to point back at her.

She turned off the last remaining light and headed toward her bedroom, carrying with her the weight of a chapter she hadn’t chosen but was now irrevocably part of.

And by morning, she would step back into the thirty-second floor knowing exactly one thing:

Whatever came next… she was already inside it.
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