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Allergic to Love

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

Nov 17, 2025

By the time the clock on Lena’s screen slid toward six, the office had taken on the hollowed-out sound of after hours. People were still at their desks, but the energy had shifted from momentum to maintenance—finishing lines, attaching files, sending last emails no one wanted to read tonight. The fluorescent lights hummed with a thinner brightness. Screens reflected more empty space than faces.

Reports were due at six.  
No one had said what would happen after.

Lena watched the progress bar on her submission window creep forward. Her hands were steady now, more from decision than calm. She had checked the model twice. Then a third time. There were no surprises in the numbers she was sending—no anomalies, no buried signals, nothing that could be mistaken for a message.

For now, the only messages she could afford were the ones she didn’t write.

The upload completed. A small green confirmation dot appeared.

Across the aisle, Tessa exhaled. “That’s it. We officially survived today’s version of the rules.”

“For now,” Lena said.

Tessa shut her laptop with a soft click. “For now is my favorite meaningless phrase.”

The elevator chimed in the distance—someone leaving, someone arriving, another closed loop she couldn’t track from this floor. Her body registered each sound, cataloguing it without permission.

“You’re going straight home?” Tessa asked.

“That’s the plan.”

“Good. Text me when you get there. I need proof you didn’t get mysteriously ‘retained for additional clarification’ on your way out.”

Lena almost smiled. “I’ll text.”

“And if you don’t,” Tessa said, “I’ll assume the worst and make it inconvenient for everyone.”

“I believe you.”

“Good. You should.”

The overhead lights dimmed by a fraction, shifting the floor into evening mode. A system notification flickered briefly at the corner of Lena’s screen—network access restrictions easing, external traffic resuming. The containment lines were shifting again, but not away. Just sideways.

She logged out, shut down her terminal, and gathered her things—the emergency kit, her notebook, the printed pages she couldn’t leave in her drawer anymore. Every object had a new weight. Nothing in the building felt neutral now.

At the elevator, people spoke quietly, if at all. Habit put Lena near the back, slightly turned toward the doors. Reflex made her check the mirrored panel for reflections that didn’t belong.

She caught a glimpse of Silas near the far end of the floor, speaking with one of the executives who’d shadowed him earlier. His posture was controlled, head inclined, expression pared down to something unreadable. He didn’t look in her direction.

She stepped into the elevator before he could.

The descent felt longer than the ascent had that morning. Each floor they passed hummed into view, then slipped away.

Ground level.  
Lobby.  
Glass doors.  
Cold air.

Outside, Havenport had shifted into its evening rhythm—headlights, crossing signals, the low thrum of traffic. The city didn’t care about containment orders or internal narratives. That should have been comforting. It wasn’t.

Her phone buzzed as she crossed the plaza.

She expected Tessa.  
Or Silas.  
Or another internal alert.

It wasn’t.

**R. Marrow:**  
You walked out. Good.

Her steps slowed.

She typed: I’m done asking who you are. Start telling me why you’re watching me.

A longer pause this time. She kept walking, forcing her pace to stay even.

The reply came as she waited at the crosswalk.

**Because you’re standing in the same pattern someone else stood in ten years ago.**

Her chest constricted.

She typed: My father.

A beat.

**Not just your father.**

The light changed. She crossed with the crowd.

Her fingers moved without conscious thought.  
Then who?

The answer didn’t come as text.

Another message appeared instead.

**Call this number. One time only. Use speaker. Don’t say my name. Don’t say yours.**

A number followed. Local. Unremarkable.

Her body tensed.

She shouldn’t.  
She knew she shouldn’t.  
The building might still be tracking outbound calls. Networks might still be listening for anomalies in traffic.

But the same could be said for everything she had done all day.

She stopped near the edge of the plaza where the city noise thickened—horns, brakes, fragments of conversations. The open air felt less safe than a soundproof room, but at least here the noise belonged to no one.

She dialed.

The line rang once. Twice.

Then connected.

For several seconds, there was nothing but filtered static—the kind of sound that suggested intentional distortion. Whoever was on the other end altered something in the line before speaking.

“Don’t say hello,” the voice said.

It was low, flattened, not distinctly male or female. Modulated.

Lena said nothing.

“Good,” the voice continued. “You listen first. That’s important.”

She kept her gaze on the opposite side of the street. “You’re the one who messaged me about stepping away from my screen.”

“Yes.”

“And about not moving.”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“Because the pattern is repeating,” the voice said. “And patterns don’t stop on their own.”

A car passed, headlights sweeping across the pavement.

“You’ve been in the file,” the voice added. “You’ve seen the anomaly. You’ve seen the model that wasn’t supposed to survive.”

“Yes,” she said quietly.

“And you’ve seen the initials.”

Her fingers tightened around her phone. “C and J.”

“Yes.”

The voice paused.

“Do you know who they belong to?” it asked.

“No,” Lena said. “Not both.”

“Good,” the voice replied. “That means they haven’t told you yet. It means you’re still marginally safer than you were this morning.”

“Who is J?” she asked.

Silence stretched across the line.

Lena could almost feel the calculations on the other end.

Finally, the voice said, “J was the second person who tried to do what your father did. They didn’t just find the anomaly—they helped build the container for it.”

“And what happened to them?” Lena asked.

“They were erased,” the voice said flatly. “Not from the system. From the story. That’s harder to detect.”

Her breath felt thin. “Why are you telling me this now?”

“Because they didn’t expect you to recognize the pattern this quickly,” the voice said. “And they didn’t expect Trent to align with you this openly.”

Heat prickled under her skin. “You know about him.”

“I know he’s the reason you’re not in an interview room right now,” the voice said. “I also know he’s the reason the containment order isn’t already in effect.”

“Are you in the building?” she asked.

“Sometimes.”

“Are you in Systems?”

A pause. “Sometimes.”

She shifted her weight, scanning the faces passing by. None of them looked back with recognition. None of them paused long enough to be connected.

“What do you want from me?” she asked.

“Right now? Very little,” the voice said. “I want you to stay exactly where you are in the pattern. Neither ahead of it nor behind.”

“That’s not a real answer.”

“It’s the only one you can safely use today.”

Lena swallowed. “You said someone has been waiting years for me to get close to this.”

“That wasn’t me,” the voice said. “That was them.”

“You know who they are.”

“Yes.”

“And you’re not going to tell me.”

“Not yet,” the voice said. “If I give you a name now, you’ll look at them differently. They’ll see it. The pattern will jump ahead. They’ll lock you down before you understand what you’re carrying.”

Her throat tightened. “What am I carrying?”

“Proof the story they buried isn’t complete,” the voice said. “And a connection between two people who were never supposed to overlap.”

“My father,” she said. “And J.”

“Yes.”

A bus rolled past, momentarily blocking her view of the street. When it cleared, a familiar glass tower rose in the distance—the Trent & Cole building, sharp against the fading sky.

“My father died because of this,” she said.

“He died because he thought being right would be enough,” the voice replied. “It wasn’t.”

The words landed with a clean, cold finality.

“What about J?” she asked.

“Their story is unfinished,” the voice said. “That’s the problem. Unfinished things attract pressure. Pressure attracts reaction. You felt it today.”

“Yes,” Lena said. “I did.”

The voice quieted for a moment.

“Listen carefully,” it said. “You’re not the first person who thought they could handle this alone. You won’t be the last. But you might be the only one with someone upstairs willing to fracture their own protection to cover you.”

“Silas,” she said.

“Yes.”

“Why is he doing it?”

“That’s his story,” the voice said. “Not mine. Just understand that it makes you both more visible. And visibility is currency in that building. It can be traded. It can also be revoked.”

A gust of wind cut across the plaza. Lena tightened her grip on her coat.

“What do I do?” she asked. “Specifically.”

“Three things.”

The answer came without hesitation.

“First,” the voice said, “do not access anything from 2015 again unless Trent is physically in the room with you. If they’re going to trap you, let them try while he’s watching.”

“Second: Document everything you’re asked. Not what they say in official meetings—what they say before and after. Those gaps are where the pattern shows.”

“Third: When they tell you you’ve remembered something wrong, don’t argue. Let them talk. The more they correct you, the more they reveal what they’re afraid you’ll say.”

Her pulse steadied slightly. “You’re giving me a defense strategy.”

“I’m giving you time,” the voice said. “Defense is what you build with it.”

“And what are you building?” she asked.

“Distance,” the voice said. “From the last time this pattern ran.”

“You were there,” Lena said.

Another silence.

“You saw my father,” she added quietly.

“Yes.”

The admission hit harder than she expected.

“What was he like?” she asked.

“Wrong question,” the voice said. “The only useful question now is: What did he leave that they didn’t find?”

She almost said the model.  
But that wasn’t just his.  
It belonged to C and J, too.

Instead she said, “I don’t know.”

“Good,” the voice said. “Then find out. Slowly. Carefully. That’s the only way this doesn’t collapse on your side of the board.”

“You talk like this is a game,” Lena said.

“It isn’t,” the voice replied. “But the people upstairs are playing it like one. If you refuse to understand the rules, you’re not a player. You’re a piece.”

Her jaw tightened.

“Where do I find you again?” she asked.

“You don’t,” the voice said. “If I need you, I’ll find you.”

“That’s not acceptable.”

“It isn’t,” the voice agreed. “But it’s necessary.”

Static swelled at the edges of the line.

“One more thing, Lena,” it said.

She hated how hearing her name from an unknown mouth didn’t surprise her anymore.

“When they finally say J’s name to you,” the voice said, “don’t react like you’re surprised. React like you’re tired.”

“Why?”

“Because they’re going to watch your face more closely than they listen to your answer.”

The line clicked.

Silence.

Lena lowered the phone slowly, staring at the city without seeing it.

Ten years.  
Two people.  
One buried pattern.

Her father had believed truth would be enough.  
J had believed the system could be turned against itself.

Both had been wrong.

She slipped her phone back into her pocket and started walking, letting the noise of Havenport wrap around her. Somewhere above the street level, behind glass and stone, the building still watched. But out here, she could feel the edges of something that didn’t belong to it.

Not safety.

Just space.

A place where, for a few blocks, the pattern wasn’t entirely in their hands.
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