By the time Maya’s shift ended, her feet felt like they belonged to a different person. The bar had finally thinned out, the music turned down, and the sticky floor looked almost clean again. She untied her apron and tossed it into the laundry bin, rolling her shoulders until her joints popped.
Zoe leaned on the counter, watching her. “You survived.”
“Barely,” Maya said. “Do I look dead?”
“You look like someone who got emotionally hit by a slow-moving car.”
“That’s specific.”
“It’s accurate.”
Maya pretended to ignore her and reached for her bag. All she wanted now was a shower, her old T-shirt, and sleep that didn’t involve replaying every sentence she had said to Evan in the last twenty-four hours.
“Maya,” Zoe said.
“What.”
“Wait.”
Maya turned. Zoe was holding something out—a folded piece of paper and a simple white card.
“What’s that?” Maya asked.
“Delivery,” Zoe said. “From the man who handled the bar fight and your nervous system.”
Maya’s stomach dropped. “You talked to him?”
“Obviously.”
“What did you say?”
“That you’re a disaster, but a charming one.”
“Zoe.”
Zoe rolled her eyes. “Relax. He didn’t ask anything weird. He just said, ‘Can you give this to her at the end of her shift?’ then tipped way too much and left.”
Maya stared at the paper like it might explode. “I don’t want to open it.”
“Yes, you do.”
“I really don’t.”
Zoe shoved it into her hand. “Go home, open it, freak out alone. That’s what your apartment is for.”
Maya glared, but she put both the note and the card into her bag.
Outside, the night air wrapped around her, cooler than inside but still heavy with city noise. She walked the familiar route home on autopilot, keys cold in her hand, brain buzzing louder than the street.
Once inside her apartment, she dropped her bag on the small table and stood there for a full thirty seconds, staring at it.
“Don’t do it,” she told herself.
Then she did it.
She pulled out the folded paper first. The handwriting was neat, not fancy. Simple.
Maya,
If you want to take a break somewhere that isn’t full of drunk strangers,
I’ll be at the coffee place by the river tomorrow at noon.
If you don’t come, that’s okay.
If you do, I’ll buy the coffee.
— Evan
Underneath the note, the white card had his name and company printed on it: Evan Sterling, Sterling & Co. But across the bottom, in pen, he’d written a number and the words: **this is my personal one. no pressure.**
Maya dropped into the only chair she owned that didn’t squeak. Her chest felt tight.
“Who does this,” she muttered. “Who sends ice packs and invitations like it’s normal.”
She set the card on the table and stared at it like it might start talking.
Tomorrow at noon.
She could ignore it. Lots of people ignored invitations. She wasn’t obligated to show up just because he’d been… kind. Just because he’d helped at the bar. Just because he’d looked at her like she wasn’t just part of the noise.
She pushed the note away.
Then pulled it back.
Then pushed it away again.
“This is dumb,” she said out loud. “I don’t even know him.”
Except she did know some things. He worked too much. He fixed things. He noticed when she was about to fall. He listened. He didn’t talk to her like she was a random bartender he’d forget tomorrow.
Her throat felt tight in the way she hated. The quiet of the apartment pressed in, heavier than the music at the bar ever did.
She stood suddenly, needing to move, and started picking up random stuff: a sock, a mug, a receipt she didn’t need. None of it helped. When she finally gave up and sat on the edge of her bed, the clock on her phone read 3:02 a.m.
She lay back and stared at the ceiling.
She wasn’t going to cry. She had no reason to cry. Nothing bad had happened. In fact, something maybe good had happened.
That, somehow, made it worse.
Her eyes burned. A tear slid down her temple into her hairline.
“Stupid,” she whispered to the ceiling. “You’re being stupid.”
Still, the tears came—quiet, not dramatic, the way they usually did. The kind that showed up when everything was too much and too quiet at the same time.
After a while, the weight behind her ribs eased a little. The note remained on the table, waiting.
Tomorrow at noon.
She didn’t decide.
She just let the possibility sit there with her in the dark.
Maya woke up later than usual, her eyes puffy and her mouth dry. For a few seconds, she had no idea why her chest felt heavy. Then she saw the note on the table and remembered.
Right.
That.
She sat up and checked her phone. No new messages except a meme from Zoe of a cartoon character fainting dramatically.
**u today** it read.
Maya sent back: **rude**
Zoe replied: **r u going**
Maya stared at the question. Her fingers hovered over the keyboard.
She typed: **no**
Then deleted it.
She typed: **maybe**
Deleted that too.
Finally she sent: **i havent decided**
Zoe answered with three words: **wear something comfy**
Maya threw her phone onto the bed. “I hate everyone,” she muttered, which wasn’t true. She mostly just hated choices.
The clock on the stove said 11:07 a.m.
If she stayed home, she’d spend the next few hours pacing and overthinking until her shift. If she went, she’d have to sit across from a man who made her feel like her life was a little less invisible.
Both options sounded dangerous.
She showered anyway. Habit. Hot water beat against her skin and cleared the last fog from her head. She pulled on jeans, a soft T-shirt, and her usual hoodie. Nothing special. Nothing that could be interpreted as trying.
At 11:40, she was still in her apartment, staring at the door.
At 11:47, she put on her sneakers.
At 11:53, she told herself she was just going for a walk by the river, like she always did.
At 11:58, she was standing outside the coffee place.
The café was small, with big windows and a view of the water. People sat inside with laptops and mugs, looking like they had their lives more together than she did.
Maya almost turned around.
Then she saw him.
Evan sat at a table near the window, one empty cup already on the table, another chair open across from him. He wasn’t on his phone. He wasn’t pretending to be busy. He was just… there. Waiting.
He saw her through the glass and stood up slightly, a small, relieved smile tugging at his mouth.
Maya exhaled and pushed the door open.
The bell above it chimed.
“You’re here,” he said.
“Apparently,” she replied.
“I wasn’t sure you’d come.”
“Me either.”
He smiled at that, like her answer made perfect sense.
“Do you want coffee?” he asked.
She glanced at the menu board, then back at him. “You said you’d buy it.”
“I did.”
“Then yes.”
He went to the counter, ordered for both of them after she mumbled something about “whatever has caffeine but not too sweet,” and returned with two cups.
She sat across from him, hands wrapped around the warm paper cup like it was a shield.
“This feels weird,” she said.
“In a bad way?”
“In an ‘I don’t know what to do with my face’ way.”
“Your face is doing fine.”
“That’s debatable.”
He took a sip of his drink. “Thanks for coming.”
“I didn’t say I came for you. Maybe I like this coffee place.”
“Do you?”
“I’ve never been here.”
He nodded, amused. “So we’ll say you came for the coffee and accidentally ended up at my table.”
“Exactly.”
He didn’t try to fill the space with jokes. He just let the moment settle. It made her more aware of every small thing—his steady gaze, the way he sat relaxed but not careless, the quiet hum of the café around them.
“So,” he said, “I asked you a few things already. Seems fair you get to ask me something.”
She blinked. “Like an interview?”
“Less formal. No resume.”
She thought for a second. “Okay. Why do you fix things?”
He tilted his head. “That’s a broad question.”
“You said yesterday you like having something to fix.”
“I did.” He looked down at his cup, then back at her. “I grew up around people who let things fall apart. My way of dealing with it was deciding I wouldn’t. So now I try not to.”
“So you fix broken stuff.”
“When I can.”
“And when you can’t?”
He hesitated. “That’s harder.”
“Do you try anyway?”
“Yes.”
“That sounds exhausting.”
“It is.”
She said it lightly, but he didn’t flinch. “What about you?” he asked. “You work, you ‘recover from life.’ What else?”
“That’s it.”
“I don’t believe you.”
“You shouldn’t. I lie professionally.”
“You’re a bartender, not a politician.”
“Same energy.”
He smiled. “What do you want, Maya? Besides coffee that’s not too sweet.”
She stared at him. No one asked her that and actually waited for the answer.
“I don’t know,” she said finally.
“You’ve never thought about it?”
“I thought about it too much,” she said. “That’s the problem.”
He nodded slowly, as if that was the most reasonable thing he’d heard all week.
“Okay,” he said. “Then start small.”
“How small?”
“Like… pick one thing you want this week.”
She frowned. “That’s a lot.”
“It’s one thing.”
“Still a lot.”
He didn’t push. “You can answer later.”
She took a long drink of her coffee so she wouldn’t have to respond.
Outside, the river moved at its usual slow pace. Inside, the noise of the café blurred into a soft background.
For the first time in a long time, Maya realized she wasn’t counting down the minutes until she could leave.
She was just… there.
Sitting across from someone who made her feel like staying.

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