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Hold the Moment

CH.13

CH.13

Nov 27, 2025

Avery walked into the studio the next morning trying to act like nothing had happened the day before. She held her coffee, she walked with purpose, she kept her chin up—everything she would normally do. But the moment she stepped inside Stage Six, she felt the shift.

People were quieter.

Crew members who usually joked with her gave small nods instead, as if afraid being too loud would break her again. The grips looked at her with the same cautious expression people had when passing a wounded animal they didn’t want to scare. Even the lighting team, usually the loudest group on set, kept their voices low.

Avery hated it.

She didn’t want pity. She didn’t want people to tiptoe around her. She wanted normal.

Jonah approached before she even set her bag down.

“Morning,” he said in a soft voice he had never used before.

Avery froze. “What is that voice.”

“What voice?”

“That ‘I’m talking to a fragile balloon that might pop’ voice.”

Jonah sighed. “Avery, the entire crew watched you almost pass out.”

“I didn’t pass out.”

“You almost did.”

“But I didn’t.”

Jonah rubbed his forehead. “Can we not start the day with arguing?”

“Then stop acting like I’m dying.”

Jonah lowered his voice to avoid being overheard. “I’m not acting like you’re dying. I’m acting like you scared the hell out of all of us.”

Avery looked away, jaw tight. “We have a schedule. We can’t slow down.”

“We can slow down enough to keep you upright.”

Avery opened her mouth to argue, but the sound of someone dropping a prop made her jump. A grip immediately apologized three times. Avery stared at him, confused.

Jonah leaned close. “That’s what happens when you collapse in front of them.”

Avery shut her eyes. “I didn’t collapse.”

“You did. Evan caught you.”

Avery stiffened at his name. “I don’t need him catching me.”

“No one said you did. But he did, because you were falling.”

She didn’t answer.

Jonah softened his tone again. “Just take it slow today. Please.”

Avery didn’t promise anything.

She walked toward video village, and once again, the room shifted.

Evan was there.

He looked like he had been waiting for her.

Their eyes met for a split second before Avery looked down at her tablet.

“Morning,” Evan said.

His voice was calmer than yesterday. Controlled. But warmer than she expected.

Avery cleared her throat. “Morning.”

Evan watched her for a long moment, as if studying every small movement she made. She pretended she didn’t notice.

“Before we start,” he said quietly, “are you okay today?”

Avery kept her face neutral. “Yes.”

Evan raised an eyebrow. “That was fast.”

“It’s the truth.”

“Is it?”

Avery’s jaw tightened. “I don’t need you checking on me.”

“I’m not checking on you. I’m making sure you won’t fall again.”

Avery’s chest pulled tight. “I’m not going to fall.”

Evan didn’t argue, but he didn’t believe her either.

She turned away before he could say more.

Rehearsal started with a small emotional scene between Mia and Liam. Avery gave instructions, but she could feel the weight of everyone's eyes. Every time she moved too quickly, someone flinched. Every time she paused, someone took a step forward as if prepared to catch her.

Halfway through the blocking, Mia approached her cautiously.

“Avery? Is it okay if I ask something?”

Avery braced herself. “What.”

“Should I keep my emotional tone from yesterday, or do you want me to reset?”

Avery blinked. “Why would you reset?”

Mia looked guilty. “Because… yesterday… you weren’t… fully yourself.”

Avery closed her eyes briefly. “Mia, I’m fine. Keep the tone.”

“Okay. I just didn’t want to—”

“Mia. Just act.”

Mia nodded, flustered, and hurried back to her mark.

Liam approached next, rubbing the back of his neck. “Avery… I wanted to say I’m sorry. For snapping yesterday.”

Avery didn’t look at him. “It’s fine.”

“It’s not fine,” Liam said softly. “I shouldn’t have pushed you.”

Avery kept her voice flat. “Let’s work. That’s all.”

Liam hesitated before stepping back.

She wasn’t angry at him.  
She wasn’t angry at Mia.  
She wasn’t angry at anyone.

She was just tired of being handled.

When they moved to camera rehearsal, things finally settled into rhythm. Avery gave notes, adjusted blocking, and the crew seemed to relax a little.

Until someone from production tapped her shoulder.

“Avery, the network wants a brief check-in call later this afternoon.”

Avery’s blood pressure spiked. “What for?”

“They said they want to ‘assess stability.’”

Avery clenched her jaw. “Of course they do.”

Evan stepped closer. “What does that mean?”

Avery didn’t look at him. “It means they think I’m a risk.”

“That’s not what—”

“Yes, it is,” Avery said. “They saw what happened yesterday, and now they’re evaluating me like I’m equipment failing inspection.”

Evan didn’t respond immediately.  
Because she wasn’t wrong.

Avery walked back to the monitor station, but her breathing had already tightened. She hated this. She hated the feeling of being observed, judged, doubted.

“Let’s run it,” she said.

Her voice was clipped, sharper than intended.

The scene started again. Mia delivered the first line well. Liam responded with the right energy. The pacing worked.

Then Mia’s voice cracked—just a little, barely a shift—but Avery caught it instantly.

She stepped forward. “Mia. Reset. You’re overthinking.”

Mia swallowed. “Sorry. I just—”

“I don’t need the excuse. Just do it again.”

Mia flinched.

Jonah gave Avery a look. Not harsh, not judgmental. Just a reminder.

Avery ignored him.

They ran it again.  
Then again.  
Then again.

Mia’s breathing got uneven. She was trying too hard.

Finally, she asked quietly, “Avery… can you tell me what you want again? I’m trying to match your note, but it keeps shifting.”

Avery stopped walking.

Then she stopped breathing.

She felt the room watching.

And something inside her snapped—not in the dramatic way of yesterday, but in a quieter, sharper crack.

“Nothing shifted,” she said. “You just keep guessing instead of listening.”

Mia looked like she’d been slapped. “I’m listening—”

“No, you’re anticipating,” Avery said. “And it shows.”

Mia blinked fast. “Okay. I’ll fix it.”

But her face had gone pale.

Liam shot Avery a worried look.

Jonah approached. “Avery. Tone.”

“I don’t have time for tone today.”

Jonah lowered his voice. “She’s stressed too.”

“I’m not responsible for her stress,” Avery said.

“That’s not what I—”

“Let’s keep going.”

Jonah looked at Evan as if asking him to intervene.  
Evan didn’t move.  
His eyes were on Avery.

And she hated that she knew exactly what he was thinking.

She wasn’t herself today.

She wasn’t in control.

And she couldn’t stand the idea of anyone seeing that.

During lunch break, Avery tried to hide in the small production office to reset her head, but Evan found her within minutes.

He closed the door behind him. “You’re pushing too hard.”

Avery didn’t look up from her laptop. “I’m working.”

“You’re spiraling.”

“I don’t spiral.”

“You are right now.”

Avery’s hands froze on the keyboard.

She kept her eyes down. “Evan, I need space.”

“Then take space,” Evan said. “Real space. Ten minutes. One hour. Anything. Just stop trying to operate like yesterday didn’t happen.”

“Yesterday doesn’t matter.”

“Yes, it does.”

Avery finally looked up, eyes sharp. “I can’t afford to fall apart again. Not today. Not in front of them.”

Evan stepped closer. “Then don’t fall apart alone.”

Avery stared at him, her chest tightening. “You don’t get to say things like that.”

“Why not?”

“Because it sounds like you care,” she said. “And I don’t know what to do with that.”

Evan went still.

Completely still.

Avery realized she had said too much.

She swallowed hard. “Forget it. I shouldn’t have said that.”

Evan’s voice was low. “I’m not forgetting it.”

Avery’s breath stuttered. “Evan—”

“We’re going back after lunch,” he said quietly. “But this conversation isn’t over.”

Avery looked away, heart pounding too fast.

She didn’t want him to care.  
She didn’t want anyone to care.  
Caring meant she could lose something.

And she didn’t have space to lose anything else.

When lunch ended, they returned to set. The rest of the afternoon was calmer, but everyone stayed cautious around her. Even Mia kept her distance unless Avery specifically asked for something.

Avery didn’t know which version felt worse—the version where everyone overprotected her, or the version where everyone was afraid of her.

By the time they wrapped, she felt hollow.

Jonah walked her to the parking lot again. “You good?”

“Yes.”

“You sure?”

“I’m sure.”

He didn’t believe her, but he didn’t push.

Avery walked to her car, unlocked it, and sat inside with the door still open. Her eyes burned.

She wasn’t crying.

Not yet.

But she could feel the pressure behind it—another crack forming.

She leaned her head back against the seat.

For the first time all day, she whispered something out loud, to no one in particular:

“I don’t know how much longer I can do this.”

She didn’t realize Evan was standing a few cars away, watching her, hearing every word.

And he didn’t say anything.

Not yet.

But he wouldn’t forget it.
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Avery comes back to Evermere City to rebuild her directing career and keep her life simple. That plan fails the moment she runs into Evan, the man she once loved and left behind. Their new project forces them to work side by side. Old feelings surface, and tension grows as they try to stay professional. Each step pulls them closer to a decision neither is ready to face.
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