He looked down at me, brushing a few stray strands of hair from my face before gently tucking the blanket around me again. “Let me worry about them,” he said softly. “You focus on your fever. Because at some point, I’m going to have you bedridden if you don’t.”
His attempt at humor earned a faint smile from me. He smiled back—warm, relieved—and leaned down to press a kiss to the top of my head.
“I love you,” he whispered, lingering there for a moment. “And I’m so happy you’re here, Rena.”
She waited years for this moment. For this reunion. And I am the one benefitting from it…
I yawned, sleep tugging me under again. “I love you too, Dad…”
“Rest now,” he murmured, smoothing the hair from my forehead one last time. “You’re safe. Finally home. That’s all that matters”
“I love you too, Dad…” I murmured, the weight of sleep pulling me down.
It sounds so natural saying it to him. I love you dad.
“Rest now,” he whispered, brushing a hand over my hair. “You’re safe. Finally home.”
“Can I have something sweet or sour when I get up?” I asked, my voice small and drowsy, almost like a child’s.
He chuckled softly, the tension in the room finally easing. “Why not?” he laughed. “We’ll see what the kitchen can come up with.”
I smiled faintly, already half-asleep. The last thing I felt was his hand resting protectively on my shoulder—steady and warm. I drifted back into sleep, the sound of my father’s laugh still echoing faintly in my ears.
When my eyes opened again, I was back at the cabin—sunlight spilling through the trees, dancing across the gentle ripples of the stream. I was ten years old again, splashing about, my laughter ringing through the air. Unaware, I didn’t notice my mother creeping up behind me until her arms scooped me off the ground.
“Guess who’s special day it is!” she squealed playfully.
I kicked and giggled, trying to wriggle free as she carried me over to a nearby tree. Etched into its bark were tiny flower carvings and neat dashes climbing upward like vines.
Mom set me down, rubbing her thumb lovingly over the lines. “How many years has it been?” she asked, her voice light and bubbly, her touch tracing each mark as if they were petals.
“It’s ten now!” I giggled, watching her pull out her small carving knife. She added another neat dash and a few delicate flowers beside it, humming softly to herself.
Then she reached behind her and revealed a crown made from twigs, flowers, and polished stones, the kind of treasure only a mother could craft. She placed it carefully on my head.
“Now,” she said, scooping me up and spinning me in her arms, “what a glorious day to celebrate—because we are celebrating you!”
She twirled and sang, her voice warm and bright, “Happy birthday, baby!”
But her foot caught on a root, and the two of us toppled together into a nearby bush, laughter exploding from both of us as the crown slid slightly askew
We untangled ourselves from the bush, still laughing, and made our way down the narrow path toward the heart of the woods. The air shimmered faintly, tinted by streaks of color filtering through the canopy.
And there it was—our tree.
A massive rainbow eucalyptus, its bark glowing with streaks of green, blue, orange, and violet. The trunk had been lovingly transformed into a sprawling wooden mural—flowers blooming in every hue, tiny carved animals peeking out from the roots, and small figures of people dancing near carved cottages and hills.
I could see years of stories told across its surface, layer by layer.
Mom brushed her hand over the newest carvings. “So,” she said with a grin, “what shall we stab into this tree today? Or do you want to do a solo project on your own birthday, baby?”
I crossed my arms, puffing my cheeks. “I’m not a baby,” I pouted.
She laughed, the sound as bright as the morning air.
“I think…” I started, tapping my chin dramatically, “I want to do a solo project. My own mural!” I declared, grinning from ear to ear.
Mom gasped in mock surprise, her eyes wide. “A solo artist! Well, I suppose it’s about time my little apprentice outgrows her teacher.” She handed me her small carving knife with a proud smile, the wooden handle warm and worn smooth from her hands
Mom’s carving knife felt big in my hand, but familiar—like it belonged there. I pressed the blade gently into the bark, the rainbow hues beneath shining through with every careful stroke.
First came dragonflies, their wings stretched wide, etched mid-flight. Then honeybees, tiny and precise, hovering near carved blossoms. I added migratory birds soaring high above, their wings almost touching the edges of other carvings—like they were flying across the years.
Vines began to curl naturally between the creatures, twisting and weaving as if they were leading me somewhere. I followed their rhythm, lost in it.
Then, without thinking, I started on something new. A chalkydri—its serpent tail coiling through clouds, six wings spread like ribbons of wind. Beside it, a lion stood proud and still, and a great serpent wound around its paws as if guarding them both. Petunias and zinnias bloomed between each figure, twirling together in perfect harmony—as if they were dancing to a song only the forest could hear.
When I finally stepped back, the air around us had shifted. The sky had deepened into gold and violet; fireflies blinked in the distance.
“Whoa…” Mom’s voice cracked slightly as she stared at the mural. “You’ve been hard at work, my little artist.”
I blinked, surprised to find my hands trembling, the knife still warm in my palm.
“You were so focused, I went and caught a squirrel. It’s almost done roasting—with some veggies and a nice fruit cake for you,” she said with a smile, but her eyes didn’t leave the tree.
“You like it?” I asked, my voice dry from hours of quiet concentration yet bubbling with excitement.
“Yes, sweetie… it’s—” she hesitated, her gaze softening with awe, “—it’s incredible. What inspired this?”
“I don’t know,” I said, biting my lip, eyes still fixed on the dancing carvings. “It just… felt right.”
I woke to the sound of my own panting. Every breath felt heavy and shallow. My skin burned, yet my body ached as though caught between fire and frost.
What the hell is going on? What is that loud high pitched sound? It's driving me mad. The heat burns my body like it's constantly being lit ablaze and snuffed out.
Through the blur of my vision, I caught sight of movement—Sabatian’s tall figure hovering near the door. He must have heard me struggling.
“My apologies, Princess,” he murmured, excusing himself as he moved swiftly to my side.
I tried to lift my head, but the effort only made it pound harder. The bed beneath me suddenly cooled, a wave of relief spreading through the fever’s blaze. My trembling slowed.
That's the stuff. That's what I needed, nice soothing.
Sabatian leaned close, his expression calm but laced with worry. He pressed a new cold towel against my forehead, the fabric blessedly chilled.
“Forgive me,” he said softly as he tilted my chin and gently opened my mouth. The rim of a small vial touched my lips.
The liquid that poured in was bitter and earthy—Gabriel’s stabilizer water. I recognized it instantly. It clung thickly to my throat, like rice soaking up water, cooling and steadying my breath with each swallow.
This is the first time Gabriel's drink felt like magic. I can feel my whole body starting to relax with relief. Thank you Gabriel.
“I’ve already notified the Duke,” Sabatian said as he set the vial aside. “He’s on his way.”
And almost on cue, the double doors burst open with a force that rattled the air
The doors slammed open, and my dad’s voice filled the room like thunder. “Move aside.”
Sabatian immediately stepped back, bowing low as dad rushed to my bedside. His presence brought a strange mix of comfort and command—the air itself seemed to bend around him.
I tried to speak, but my throat burned too much to form words. My breaths came in short, shallow pulls.
Dad removed the damp towel from my forehead, replacing it with his hand. His touch was firm, steady, and cool against my burning skin.
“I’m just going to take some pressure off of you,” he murmured, almost to himself.
Almost instantly, my nose cleared; the suffocating tightness in my chest eased.
It's like he is taking away some of the heat and pain. Is this why he told me to take it easy? I thought I was.
My voice wavered as I managed a faint whisper, “I know… this is why it takes four or more months to heal from an awakening?” I was supposed to be on bed rest.
He gave a small, approving hum, his hand still resting gently against my brow. “Yes,” he said quietly, his tone threaded with concern. “And the constant stir of your emotions only adds to the strain.”
Warm energy pulsed faintly from his palm—calm, controlled, reassuring.
I blinked up at him, my throat still raw but voice just strong enough to speak. “What are you doing?” I asked, the words cracking as they left me.
“I’m absorbing a bit of your mana to remove the added strain on you,” he said quietly, his voice focused yet gentle. I could feel the faint pull beneath my skin—like threads of warmth being carefully unraveled.
My body is so much lighter but does that mean he takes on some of my mana fever?
“Is that the same as you asking to guide my mana?” I managed, my voice hoarse and aching.
“Yes,” he replied after a short pause, his hand still steady on my forehead. “But instead of helping you control and stabilize it… I’m taking it. Fusing it into mine.”
Does that mean you're going to be sick too?
I watched his expression soften as he finally pulled his hand away. The warmth that lingered was no longer feverish—it was soothing, balanced.
He exhaled slowly, then moved to the chair beside my bed, his composure returning though fatigue rimmed his eyes. “I’m here,” he said, resting his cheek against his fist, his tone calm but open. “If you want to talk.”
I think I'm the one who should be saying that.
My body felt heavy again, the warmth of the bed wrapping around me like a soft cocoon. My eyes fluttered shut, though I could still hear my dad’s voice—low and steady, speaking more to fill the silence than to keep me awake.
“The kitchen’s running around like soldiers on a battlefield,” he said, a faint smile in his tone. “All this just to prepare a sweet and savory tart… made from those cherry flowers you liked.”
His words faded into a hum. I felt the brush of his lips against my forehead—a gentle kiss—and then sleep claimed me once more.
This time, there were no streams, no colors of the old cabin—just darkness. Blank. Empty.
Then, faintly, the void began to splinter. Thin purple cracks spread outward like lightning across glass. The sound of a distant symphonic orchestra rose in the background—strings trembling, brass echoing in impossible harmony.
The cracks deepened, glowing brighter, forming intricate webs that pulsed like veins. The music swelled, surrounding me—beautiful yet terrifying.
And then… the world shattered.
A rush of air filled my lungs as I gasped awake.
My dad’s face hovered over me, eyes tight with worry, one hand hovering near my cheek as if afraid to touch me too suddenly.
His face shows he’s been stressed for days. He does have many things on his mind; on his plate.
“I’m fine, relax,” I murmured, gently guiding his hand away from my face. My voice came out scratchy but strong.
He didn’t look convinced, his gaze scanning me like he expected me to collapse again at any second.
I rolled my shoulders, stretched my neck, then my arms, feeling the stiffness fade. “Actually…” I said, surprised by how light my body felt, “I feel really good.”
Almost as if that fever never existed in the first place. I could run a marathon.
Before he could protest, I nudged him aside, tossing the blanket off and hopping out of bed. My bare feet met the cold floor as I did a few small jumps, even jogging in place with a grin.
“The fever’s gone,” I said proudly, turning back to him. “See? I’m fine. Why?”
He crossed his arms, exhaling deeply. “Because,” he said, almost too casually, “you were asleep for three days.”
I froze mid-step, eyes wide. “Three… days?”
Did I end up in a fever coma? A Mana induced fever coma? But I dreamt of darkness… and music? Why do these dreams like to fade my mind when I wake up?
He nodded once, his tone calm but edged with exhaustion. “You worried everyone, Rena. Especially me.
My dad rubbed his temples, the exhaustion in his posture more visible now that the panic had faded.
“It’s not unusual,” he began, his voice steadying. “For many, after an awakening—or even after a heavy depletion—the body can slip into a deep sleep that lasts days. When the body’s at rest, the owner’s mana tends to run wild.”
He looked toward the window, his tone caught between lecture and concern. “When that happens, it can either turn inward and hurt the host… or lash outward and harm those nearby. It’s unpredictable.”
Like a wild beast who does not know how to protect its own home? Self destruction or destitution to others. I’m assuming those are the choices for people who struggle with control.
I tilted my head, the excitement from earlier cooling into a quiet curiosity.
“That’s why mana stabilizers make so much money,” he added, glancing back at me. “They keep the mana anchored, balanced—preventing it from attacking its source or anything around it.”
“So… mine didn’t?” I asked softly.
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