Focus.
Bea gave herself an order, like someone knocking on a door that she no longer expects to open, and she moved forward.
The Heidenreichs looked up in an almost choreographed sequence, as if they had rehearsed that moment. Auguste barely blinked. He continued murmuring something to his son about returns, percentages, projections – numbers that seemed more real to him than people. His daughter-in-law offered him a polite smile, too polished to contain truth. His youngest grandson remained mesmerized by the glow of his cell phone, oblivious to her approach.
Only he, the oldest, remained motionless.
His gaze was fixed on nothing in particular. As if Bea didn’t exist.
Indifference exploded inside her louder than any insult. The night before, a mere murmur – Bea – had been enough to pierce her, leaving her feeling exposed like a nerve in the open air. Now, nothing. Not even the tremor of an eyelash. A silence so dense it screamed.
The tray suddenly seemed heavy, suspended between her hands. When she spoke, her voice came out firm, rehearsed, almost detached:
“Good evening. Would you like anything else? I can refill the drinks.”
Auguste didn’t interrupt his train of thought, still drawing invisible diagrams in the air. His son, somewhat engrossed in the conversation, raised his empty glass.
“Whiskey, please. And sparkling water for the lady.”
Bea nodded with the minimum inclination permitted by etiquette. Then, because instinct is a cruel thing, she glanced at his eldest grandson. Just for a moment.
She received back an emptiness so solid she could almost touch it. No reaction. No sign of recognition. Nothing.
Her heart gave a jolt, trapped in an uncertain place between relief and humiliation. At the same time, her pulse burned, urgently, like something alive buried beneath her skin trying to break through. As if her body knew something her mind refused to accept.
Bea didn’t let it show. She never did.
She spun on her heels and headed towards the bar, sustained only by habit. Behind her, the world continued functioning: cutlery clinked, laughter erupted in measured doses, voices mingled in emotionless music. Perhaps it was madness. Perhaps there was no connection at all beyond her exhausted mind, always ready to fabricate meaning where only weariness existed.
But the pulse told a different story.
And his silence, deliberate, almost cruel, confirmed it more than any words.
At the bar, Bea measured out two shots of single malt, swirled the chilled bottle of sparkling water, and chose bowls that were far too clean for that kind of night. Her head was too light, her legs too steady, her spirit adrift. She thought about dropping everything, and just running away. But running where? Her whole life seemed made of dead-end corridors; changing direction never changed the end.
When she lifted the tray again, the burn shot up halfway up her forearm. Bea bit the inside of her cheek until she felt the metallic taste spread. She breathed, counting – four counts in, four out – as if holding her own body in place.
She silently repeated the mantra that kept her functioning:
Don’t knock it down.
Don’t tremble.
Don’t break it.
And she moved forward again, aware that, even though it appeared intact on the outside, something inside was already beginning to crack.
As she approached the table, she noticed the change in the air. The conversation, previously formal, was now intimate, almost domestic. Each laugh, each gesture, carried a familiarity that set her apart from the frame.
Auguste laughed at something his youngest grandson was showing him on his cell phone. His daughter-in-law leaned in, lightly squeezing her husband’s shoulder in a gesture that conveyed possession without words. Half-syllables escaped, laden with meaning: fusion, controlled illness, management, regeneration.
“We need to speed this process up, Dad…” Auguste’s son said, his voice low and firm, as if each syllable carried its own weight. “The board has already started putting pressure on us. Everyone wants to know when the transition will happen.”
“They want fresh blood,” Auguste replied, with a bitter half-smile that seemed to swallow his own youth. “But they don’t want to lose control. They believe they can achieve both.”
“That’s why the announcement needs to come soon. Formally. The sooner, the better.”
“It’s already decided,” said Auguste, holding the glass with both hands. “It’s going to be one of the boys. Since you want to manage the branches, one of them needs to control headquarters.”
The youngest grandson – blond, with a face still too soft, eyes anxious – raised his head, as if he already knew what was coming.
“The presidency… and a marriage,” Auguste continued. “A strong union, someone worthy of the name. I want stability. Commitment. Legacy.”
The daughter-in-law then spoke, and the sweetness in her voice was too gentle to be innocent:
“If it comes down to choosing… well, I think we all know who’s the most prepared.” She placed her hand with calculated delicacy on her youngest son. “Responsible, young, popular with the media… and, of course, single by convenience.” She laughed, overly confident. “Succession should reflect the future. Not a… complicated past.”
The silence that followed was as dense as the scent of flowers on the table.
Bea remained motionless, the tray vibrating slightly in her hands, her heart pounding as if it wanted to escape her body. She began to serve. First the water. She uncorked the label in silence, tilted the bottle with exaggerated care. Then the whiskey. She filled her son’s glass, turned to collect the bottle and, in that movement, met his gaze.
Direct. For the first time.
There was no disdain. Nor indifference. There was study. As if, in that minimal interval between one blink and another, he were choosing which mask to wear. The corner of his mouth almost smiled, but the gesture died before it existed.
“Thank you,” he said, in a voice so low that only Bea heard.
The simple word struck something within her. A warning. A confirmation. Her pulse burned again, reminding her that being alive at that moment meant surviving something greater than exhaustion, greater than depression. Something hidden behind those cold eyes, calculating, observing – as if she were part of an experiment that hadn’t even truly begun yet.
It was the first word he had spoken to her in public. A common syllable. Even so, he cut through the enamel she wore as armor, pierced through professionalism, and found the exposed skin of fear and anger.
“At your service, sir,” she replied, too firmly. So firmly that it almost frightened her.
She recoiled, step by step, as if each movement tore an invisible piece from her wrist, but she kept a neutral expression. She couldn’t allow him, whoever he was, to have the satisfaction of seeing her break.
When she finally took refuge behind the counter, she set down the tray, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath. The air filled her with warmth, heavy with expensive whiskey and exotic flowers. Montenegro pulsed around her – music, money, rehearsed laughter.
But inside her, something else pulsed.
The unsettling certainty that the night was only beginning. That no amount of cynicism would be enough to protect her when what slept on her wrist decided to awaken.
After the Heidenreich’s table, time became a viscous substance. Each second slipped away too slowly for someone who just wanted the night to end.
Bea returned to the bar almost instinctively, her body on autopilot. Glasses lined up by height. Necks facing outwards. Napkins folded at precise angles. The usual choreography.
But her mind was elsewhere – suspended between memory and premonition. Everything pulled her back to the center of the room, as if the Heidenreich family had enough mass to bend the space around them.
That’s when she saw him.
Between couples twirling in a restrained foxtrot and waiters dodging low-cut tops and jacket cuffs, he rose from his chair. At first glance, he seemed merely bored – an ordinary man at a family party, cell phone in his left hand, shoulders slumped, posture unassuming. But the boredom was just a veneer. His gray eyes weren’t searching for the luminous screen; they were searching for Bea.
When they met hers, there was no hesitation or shyness. There was something different there. A silent, almost insolent promise that tightened her stomach and made her breath catch before she even realized she was still able to tremble.
He dodged two ladies who were comparing pearl necklaces, crossed a corridor lined with Persian carpet, and walked straight to the front door. Each of his steps triggered an erratic heartbeat within Bea, as if her heart wanted to get ahead, to catch up with him before her body dared to follow.
When he stepped through the doorway, the air seemed to shift. The room was filled with a cold, noisy emptiness; even the string quartet lost its rhythm for a split second. Bea, however, remained motionless, glued to the marble countertop, as if the floor had decided not to return her to movement.
Five minutes slipped by – measured by the fluorescent hands of the wall clock – in muffled conversations, metallic laughter, the dry click of bottles being opened.
Then Ronald appeared beside her, silent enough to almost make her recoil.
“They sent it to you,” he said, his voice deep and economical as always.
In his enormous hand, a hastily folded piece of paper, creased, with crumpled edges.
Bea swallowed the anxiety that scratched her throat and picked up the note. Her fingers – still damp, still unsteady – recognized the rough texture, slightly marked with sweat. She unfolded it carefully. The handwriting was slanted, rushed, like someone writing without support, without time:
“Bea, I’m sorry for ignoring you. It was the only way I could stay. It’s good to see you. Really. Even from afar. Take care. – Rhodes Thorne.”
The final name pierced her like a thin blade. Rhodes Thorne. Official. Definitive. Very different from the hazy anonymity she had tried to fit into it. Her chest tightened in a spasm that was neither fear nor anger – it was something new, strange, throbbing in the same arm that still burned.
For a moment, the voices of the party faded away. As if someone had closed a glass door between her and the world. On the other side, the toasts continued, measured laughter, the polite clinking of crystal. On this side, there was only the glowing paper and the heart beating too slowly, too loudly.
Bea folded the note again, now with an almost religious delicacy, and tucked it into her waistcoat, close to her chest – a place her old habits of self-sabotage hadn’t yet learned to violate. She hesitated before looking at the door, fearing she might find it again… or never see it again.
But Rhodes did not return.

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