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A Choice of One’s Own

A Choice of One’s Own

Jan 25, 2026

 


Chapter 4. A Choice of One’s Own



So I’m going to die?


Ha.


What irony.


I chose my fate with my own hands.


— What are you rambling about? — the man asks. — Is this despair?


— It’s something rarer, — I reply. My voice is hoarse, but steady. — Don’t you get it? I chose this. Not someone else. Me.


He stays silent for a few seconds.

Doesn’t interrupt. Lets the words settle.


Then he snorts quietly.


— Doesn’t sound like despair, — he finally says. — Despair is when you’re pushed into an abyss.

— You… you jumped on your own.


He leans closer. Light slides across his face.

Blue eyes — deep, cold, like the ocean.


— You know, you’re lucky, — he says. — Today. Right here.

— You met me. And you’ve been given a chance to become something more.


He straightens.


— And you know what’s the most ironic part? — he continues. — The system doesn’t know how to deal with people like you.

— With those who choose.


A dull impact echoes somewhere deep in the complex. Closer now.


— CORD-7. Location confirmed.

— Preparing for purge.


— People who beg for their lives are convenient, — he says. — People who crave power are even more convenient.

— But those who say, “This is my choice”…


He pauses.


— …they break systems.


He takes a step back and looks straight at me.


— So what will you choose? — he asks. — Die here?

— Or move forward and fight, while you still have the strength, for your own life?


He extends his hand.


To choose…


When was the last time I chose anything?

I don’t even remember what I once dreamed of.


I just wanted to live.

Comfortably. Quietly.


And now — a choice.


— How can I change my life, — I ask softly, — in a state like this?


— Just make the choice, — he answers. — And then… you’ll see.


I have nothing to lose.


So be it.


— I’m in.


He smiles.


— Excellent.


— Tell me one thing, — he adds quietly. —

When they come… do you want to survive?


I don’t answer.

My gaze says everything.


A stupid question.


— Agreed, — he nods. His eyes glint for a moment.

— Then let’s begin the show. And most importantly — don’t worry.


He turns and leaves.

The door closes with a dull metallic thud.


Silence.


My body burns with pain.

The implant hums deep inside, but… strangely — it no longer presses against my heart.


What is he planning?..


Footsteps.

Behind the door.


My eyes widen.


Did he… betray me?

Just played me like a fool?..


The door bursts open.


CORD-7 operatives storm inside.


— He’s here, — one of them snaps.


My heart drops somewhere deep.


Bastard…


Bastard, he sold me out…


I press myself against the wall, instinctively searching for a way out.

Fear swells, tightens my chest, steals my breath.


— You son of a bitch, — one of the soldiers grins. — Made us run for it.


He turns to the other.


— Break his legs, or what do you think, Olme?


— Sounds good, — the other replies indifferently.


Hoarse laughter.


One of them steps closer.

Raises his weapon, turns the stock.


I see him aim at my knee.


This is it.


And at that very moment—


— Five.


A voice.

Calm.

Familiar.


Everyone freezes.


His voice is steady.

Not loud. Not threatening.

And yet — dangerous.


The CORD-7 fighters stop mid-motion.

The weapon stock hangs in the air — a centimeter from my knee.


— What the— — one of them starts.


— Five seconds, — the voice repeats. — Before I revoke the containment protocol.


Silence tightens.

Like a noose.


I feel it first.


The biocore doesn’t scream — it tunes itself.

The Cycle particles, calm until now, slowly begin to rotate. Not chaotically. In unison.


One of the soldiers jerks his head.


— Commander… HUD’s lagging.


— Same here… what the—


— Four.


The lights in the room dim.

The metal beneath our feet feels softer.


Or maybe it’s my perception of reality that’s changing.


Suddenly, I hear their hearts.

Uneven. Tense. Human.


— What the hell is happening?.. — Olme rasps. — No signal. Implants are dead. Is this… a pulse?


— Shut up and shoot! — another barks.


He pulls the trigger.


Nothing.


The weapon just… stays silent.


— Three.


The air shudders.

Something settles into place in my chest.


It doesn’t heal.

It doesn’t save.


It accepts.


The biocore no longer presses.

It listens.


— What did you do?! — someone shouts into the comm. — THE SYSTEM IS NOT RESPONDING!


And then I understand.


He didn’t betray me.

He made me the center of the stage.


— Two.


I stand up.

Slowly. It hurts. But my body obeys.


The soldiers step back.

Instinct. As old as fear.


— One.


A pause.


— …Zero.


And something switches.


Not an explosion.

Not a flash.


Silence.


And then — I see threads.

Not just of the Cycle — of connections.


Between people.

Systems.

Weapons.

Protocols.


CORD-7 no longer looks like a monolith.

It looks… fragile.


And then the voice sounds again.

Closer now.

Behind my back.


— Welcome to the stage, — the man with the blue eyes says softly.

— Now it’s your move.


He leans toward my ear.


— It’s time to act.


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The world, where ordinary things hide deadly secrets, does not forgive weakness. One careless step can change everything — and the way back disappears. The protagonist finds himself drawn into events where the truth is more terrifying than lies, and every choice comes at a price. Dark creatures, hidden organizations, and powers that are never spoken of slowly erase the line between human and monster. This is a story of fear and determination, of loss and hope, of how easily one can lose themselves — and how hard it is to find the way back.
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