This is the 4th page and anyway Im thinking and deciding I will write everyday from now on.

Yes I would not stop well I will try not to forget.

And to start this today is sunday. I and Im going to his grave. No Im going to give him a proper grave

Ill bury him his ashes and thats it.

Hello

Yeah I dont know how to continue this but a hello might be the best since I dont wanna waste another page today cuz I just came home from a cemetery.

To tell you its kind of super creepy over there maybe I would just dig you up again tomorrow and bury you anywhere where I would never get such horrifying vibe or energy.

And I wanna write here what I am gonna eat for dinner and it is

BURGER!!!!!!

Yes lots of it more like 5 or til I get enough.

I just wanna write it cuz feels like I am still gonna be with him eating our favorite midnight snack down across the street.

Im not telling the store name as if someones asking I guess

END