Guess what I bought? Just a new car.

I tried going off with but as I was accelerating, its like it all happened again. The same fear, panic.

It all came back.

But before all of that I just felt nothing like I was really ready to follow you

But I slowed it down cause I felt relief when Ive cried it all out.

It felt like those tears were finally out from being trapped.

I so hate it when I know youll still forgive me. I cant forgive myself and just forget it all Wil but how would I know

Id better be choosing you to hate me.

Id like you screaming. being so mad at me

I know sorries would never be enough Wil