Don't worry though Viv! their probably just busy with their own lives. The world doesn't revolve around you. And they probably have their own lives to attend to.

I miss Thea though, shes barely spoken to me all summer, I can't help but feel like she and I are drifting apart. Are we outgrowing eachother?!? Is that it? She's one of my nearest and dearest friends. We've been friends since, like, forever, i have photos from the two of us as toddlers in pink. I can't think of any reason in particular as to why she'd avoid me other than that though. Perhaps it's really just that she's just outgrown me?

Just then, my phone does the classic hatsune miku sound I put as a notification sound for when I get a text, so as one does, I check my phone, a text from Bryson

'Hey bb, sry I couldn't pick up earlier, I was busy with smth, I don't think I'll have time to hang out anytime soon though, I'm busy right now too, anyway, ttyl, bye bye bb, ily, mwah mwah'

I sit in silence, seething for a moment, "ily"?!?  Not only does he ignore my texts for like, several days, but now he can't even be assed to text me a proper "i love you"?!? The asshole is so damn lucky I haven't gotten my license yet. Or I would've driven right over and taught him a lesson.

Is it that he's found someone else? I've heard of Chole saying that he was all over her during pe, but Chole is also a backstabbing, shit-talking bitch who's known to have liked him early on last year before him and I started dating and has spread god knows what shit about me behind my back to boot, so I don't entirely trust her either. Especially so since no one  that i know in that class seems to be able to confirm or deny it.

Anyway though, there goes that plan. Summer is about to end, too. I've barely done anything or gotten to hang out with anyone. Maybe I could visit Thea?

No, she wouldn't like that, she's not big on surprise visits. But then again, she's barely spoken to me all vacation and i know shes stubborn enough to not reach out to anyone even if she is feeling really lonely. But again, viv, the world doesn't revolve around you she's probably busy. But on the other hand, though.......

She can afford to take a break from whatever she's doing for a little while, if she has that stick any further up her ass I'm afraid she might just implode

That's it! No more hesitating, I'm going to visit Thea whether she likes it or not, plus, I've been meaning to try out those new glittery eyeshadows I bought yesterday, the blue ones looked especially exquisite, now I just need to go get ready.

Pants, shorts or a skirt? What kind of top? What kinda makeup? What am I going for here? Looks like this'll take me a while to decide.

Hmmmmm.....