I guess I jumped too much?

I broke a promise

First was never finding another friend

Well hes actually not my friend now so I guess I didnt break that promise

Ok ok kkkk guilty of breaking it so so sorry Wil!!!! :(((((

I just couldn't help it yk

But I just I always see you in him but the feeling you probably even know what I feel for you wherever you are in right now and thats just really a friend thing but with him its diff and ig you know it too and I believe you have the power to see it through me

Well where am I now

Yeah its the guy wait I have probably written about him in the first page

Yep here he was I just saw it right now

To tell the story

I fell

YES!!!!!!

I fell for him and it was so unexpected but i think it has been so obvious since

And hes that

Im not gonna write his name here but that is so him

After that day of stalking him well a lot had happened ever since it started the next day

Next of it was is I watched him

I just watch him

From here ofc

Passing those months? wait Ill count ooh its almost 10 months? or passed 10?

Nothing happened really

It was just all watching and watching and watching up til now I watch and stalk and watch and

Its addictive tho how should I stop it

Entered college yes I passed and Ive been kinda famous cuz of perfecting every scores exams everything idk I just did I just keep on guessing the answers and always turned out perfect and correct and right

Some believe I have some kind of magic or devil within me but well thats the funny part I cant change their thouhts of me wish I could. wish I really can do magic

Oh another broken promise

I havent been writing everyday til today cuz idk

We cant really know when things change huh or yep just got bored of writing my thoughts I dont even have a thought to write sometimes

Well no it wasnt just sometimes

Can you even see me smile Wil right now????