What do I look for

When I see myself?

What do I look for

When I sit all by myself?

What do I seek when

I scream within?

Why do I rage

When I can't speak?

Why does it hurt

When it doesn't mean anything?

What do I do when I lose myself?

How do I give in,

When giving up was the only chance?

What do I hide

When there's nothing left?

What do I crave

When silence is a mess?

What is what?

What am I?

Staged or a plot,

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