“So. You’re an omega.”

“I don’t know what you’re on about,” said Dome who looked at me blankly.

“Ah, right, I almost forgot, you’re just a very special dominant alpha. No wonder the doc couldn’t take his eyes off you,” I said sarcastically.

“Are you alright?” he asked me flatly, “Perhaps another talk with the Spider would make you feel better?”

I decided to shut my mouth. I wouldn’t want to piss him off and get kicked out of our apartment.

“So, we’re still working together, huh?” he asked indifferently.

“It’s not like I’ve got a choice,” I replied, “I’ve got two younger brothers to think of, even if they don’t even know that I’m still alive.”

“You think it’s a good idea to tell me that?” he glared at me.

“Why not? They’re already usin’ them against me. Plus this...”

I pointed at my right temple. “I snitch, they blow me up.”

I noted how Dome’s eyes got slightly wider.

“We’re in the same boat then,” he said, pointing at his temple as well. “You think I love what I’m doing?”

“It’s a messed up world...” I agreed as I sat beside him. “A fuckin’ messed up hell.”

“Tell me about it.”

“Doc said I need to follow you. Guess that means you’re now officially my master.”

“We’re supposed to babysit a kid,” he said, ignoring my words.

“Is it that omega you singled out from that container van?” I asked him.

“That’s classified information.”

“Oh, c’mon, master, can’t you at least tell me who we’ll be workin’ for?” I stretched my foot and slowly slid it up his leg. “I think it’s fuckin’ horny to have two omega mast – ”

Dome suddenly grabbed my shirt and choked me. My body shivered as I saw the disgusted looked on his face when the bruises on my body were exposed.

“Looks like you finally got your wish,” he sneered at me, “Weren’t they enough for you?”

Fuck. I feel so horny right now!

“You’re pretty useful, so I told doc I wanted to keep you. But that’s all you are. A useful hole.”

He finally let go, dropping me on my chair.

“Be useful and I’ll throw you a treat or two. Aside from that, I want you to be quiet.”

“T-then...” I gasped, trying to catch my breath, “Can you give me a treat right now?”

He took me to my room and tied my arms to my bed. I couldn’t help myself from getting wet! He pulled up my shirt and saw the bruises left there during the interrogation.

“What did you do to make them beat you up like this?” he asked.

“Do I need a reason?” he grinned.

Dome laughed.

“You said seeing omegas getting butchered turns you on.”

“Exactly,” I replied, “That’s why getting fucked by one turns me on even more.”

He seemed to be taken aback by my reply.

“I knew you were listening in our conversation,” I told him as I rubbed my ass against his bulging cock. “I was hoping you would punish me when we got home, I had no idea it would be this exciting.”

He suddenly slapped me. I could taste blood in my mouth.

“Choke me again,” I told him. “I want to feel an omega killing me... I want to pass out as you ravish my body!”

“Shut up!” he snapped.

He started taking my pants off, revealed the throbbing hardness beneath it.

“Did they touch you here?” he asked me.

“No. They got disgusted when I got hard,” I guffawed. “I didn’t know you cared, Dome.”

“I don’t. I’m just making sure you didn’t catch something,” he added as he opened a pack of condom.

“If it’s any consolation, they took a medical before sending me back,” I told him, “I’m still clean.”

“I said shut up!”

He slapped me once.

I knew he needed me to go through another day.

Like he said, I was a useful hole, and he needed that hole to throw all his frustrations in.

It felt so good that I couldn’t stop moaning, until he got pissed and covered my head with a pillowcase again.

That’s right.

That’s okay.

Just use me as you want. Fill me with all your anger and pain. I will give you this body. I will make you feel better. I will make you forget – ”

“Nathan!”

He called the same name as he came.

He no longer hides it, and it’s okay.

As long as he is here with me.

“I can’t believe you’re still smiling,” he said after untying me.

“I can’t believe you ain’t sick of me yet,” I replied. “No one has lasted this long with me before.”

But then again, I’m usually the one who leaves when I find they can’t satisfy me no more.

“Maybe if you tried Ash, then you’d find a partner more twisted than me.”

“Nah... I’m choosy `bout looks, you know.”

That actually made him laugh.

“Let’s go one more time,” I said, nuzzling his neck. “I ain’t satisfied yet.

“Are you planning to bite me?” he asked.

“What for? We don’t belong together. Why would I want to chain my master down?”

I went down on him.

“Do you believe in fated pairs?” he asked after a while.

I looked up at him with his dick inside my mouth.

“Tell you what,” I grinned at him as I gave him a hand job, “A fated pair stinks. They fucking smell like something out of the garbage. You know how I know?”

He shook his head.

“I met mine from that whore house where my mom sold me. He was so ecstatic when he found me... said I smelled of lemongrass... what the hell is lemongrass?” I chuckled. “He called me ‘destiny’ and kept telling me to bite him and even bought me out of that hell house so he could fuck the hell out of me in his villa all day.”

I paused as I placed a fresh condom on him.

“You know what I did to him?”

“What?” he asked.

“I slit his throat with a steak knife while he slept,” I grinned and straddled him, “Even got a ‘thank you’ from his wife for saving her all the trouble, but then, she still beat me half dead and sent me back to the whore house after all I did for her.”

Yes.

That’s exactly what happened.

I didn’t need to lie about that.

The fat old bastard took me home and literally treated me as a bitch.

Sometimes I think it was too nice of me for slitting his throat.

I should have made him suffer more.

But I have no time to think about that now.

Ahh... this is it... this addictive pain. This pain that makes me forget that hell.

I looked at him with glazed eyes and saw that he was feeling it too.

“You see, fate may be predetermined...” I gasped as I moved faster, “but nobody said you need to love your fated pair... and the best way to escape destiny, is to kill it.”

Dome’s body shivered.

I moved even faster, taking him in deeper, closing my eyes to feel him inside me.

“Any more questions... master?” I asked as he played with my nipples.

“What did he smell like?”

“Parmesan cheese,” I answered. “Never could eat it ever since. No matter how much I missed it.”

“And you never got attracted to him?” he asked again.

“At first...” I admitted, “I actually thought he would save me... I was sixteen then... still stupid. But omegas are all the same in their heat and some are even more perverted than others,” I laughed to hide the shiver that ran through my body. “He was my first master. He wanted me to be perfect, and he used to throw me to his dogs when I’m not. So I fed them his dick after slittin’ his throat.”

Again I laugh.

Why do I have to go through this again?

Is this some kind of torture that Dome’s putting me through?

“There wasn’t enough of him to go around!” I continued, shoving his shaft harder inside me with ev’ry cursed memory that passed through my head. “And I didn’t even blink... as I watched his pittbulls fight over his small dick and his wrinkled balls... until his men came in our room and started beatin’ me up... and all I could think of... was how good it felt...”

I slowed down my pace as the past events came flooding back inside my head.

“I guess... that was the first time I realized... I was an M...?”

I didn’t notice that I was shaking until Dome pushed me on the bed.

“Ahh! Are you gonna choke me now, master?” I asked eagerly.

Let me forget.

Please, just use me and make me forget.

I shivered when he touched my neck with both hands and started fucking me harder. I moaned in pleasure at the onslaught of the pain.

That’s it.

Give me my salvation.

Throw all your hatred into me, my angel.

Just please...

Stop looking at me with those sad lilac eyes.

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