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THE FEEDING WORLD

What the Ledger Doesn't Say

What the Ledger Doesn't Say

Sep 04, 2026

# PSYCHIC HARVEST

### Chapter 9: What the Ledger Doesn't Say


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The caravan was already loading by the time Ethan reached the gate at dawn — three carts, a half-dozen guards, and a man Ethan didn't recognize checking harness straps with sharp, efficient movements that wasted nothing.


"You're the poison type" the man said, not looking up. Not a question. His English came clipped, deliberate, each word placed with the care of someone thinking in a different language first. "Chidi. I lead this run."


"Ethan."


"I know your name." Chidi finally glanced up, and Ethan caught the Bleed immediately — a deep, murky olive threaded through dark hair, mud-and-swamp by the look of it, old enough to have settled fully. "Everyone knows your name. Three months and already everyone knows your name."


There was no mistaking the edge under it.


"Is that a problem?"


"Not my problem." Chidi returned to the harness, movements just a fraction sharper than before. "I have been running caravan escort for Voltbridge eleven months. Good work. Steady work. Nobody writes songs about it." He didn't look up again. "You do a few clever things, and happen to have English as your native language, so Haven showers you with opportunities. Interesting, how that works."


Ethan felt Mura shift against his shoulder, small and alert, picking up on the tension the way he always did.


"I'm not the only one who got opportunities, you have a linked Vareth too."


"Yes." Chidi's mouth twisted, something that wasn't quite a smile. "Of course you see it that way. That is usually how it goes for people like you." He straightened up, noticably taller than Ethan by a few inches and met his gaze with a flat emotionless expression before wordlessly turning on his heel and finishing up preparations. 


---


The road to Voltbridge cut through open grassland for most of the morning, the caravan's pace slow and steady, and Ethan spent the first few hours going over his conversation with Chidi in his head. Could they work together efficiently when he obviously was bitter towards Ethan?


Chidi's Vareth rode low in the cart beside him, mostly hidden beneath a canvas wrap — Ethan caught only glimpses, dark and glistening, moving with a coiled tension that read as barely-contained rather than calm. Twice, Chidi's hand drifted to the wrap without seeming to notice he was doing it, adjusting, steadying, the small unconscious gesture of someone managing something that took real, constant effort.


"You have a Mud-water hybrid," Ethan said eventually, nodding toward the cart. "That's a hard combination to run clean. It punishes carelessness worse than most pairings."


Chidi's eyes cut toward him, sharp and assessing. "So you know the Vareth elemental tree. Impressive." He didn't sound like he meant it as a compliment. 


"I looked into it before I linked."


"Of course you did." Something flat and unimpressed settled over his face. "I was told you were very careful, Very thorough." He turned back to the road ahead, tone closing the subject as firmly as a door. "You had quite the recommendation. This job has never needed a second Linker, but you managed to swoop in and take half the payout after one word from Sato." 


Ethan let that sit rather than arguing it. There wasn't a version of pushing back that wouldn't sound exactly like the kind of reasoning Chidi already resented.


---


The trouble found them an hour outside Voltbridge, where the grassland gave way to scattered rock formations and the caravan's lead guard called a sudden halt, hand raised.


"Movement," she said. "West ridge."


Ethan felt it before he saw anything — that old, familiar prickle at the back of his neck, the one three months hadn't fully trained out of him yet. Mura went rigid against his shoulder, ears flat.


"Class II," Chidi said, already moving, canvas wrap falling away as his creature uncoiled fully for the first time — long, lean, mottled dark green and brown, moving low across the cart bed with a barely-restrained hunger that made the hair on Ethan's arms stand up. "Territorial marker on that ridge. We are close to a nest."


"Pack, or solitary?"


"With rock formations like that? Pack. Always pack." Chidi's voice had gone flat and professional, all trace of the earlier edge burned away by something more immediate. "You take the flank. I anchor center. Do not let them reach the carts."


Ethan didn't waste time being surprised at taking orders from someone who'd spent the whole morning needling him — there wasn't room for pride in a moment like this, and some old, hard-won instinct told him Chidi's read on the terrain spot on.


"Mura," Ethan said, already moving toward the flank. "Ready?"


*Ready,* came the answer, wordless and immediate, tail already puffing wide with anticipation.


The pack broke from the rocks a heartbeat later — approximately 16, low and quick, exactly the kind of coordinated ambush pattern Ethan's notebook had catalogued weeks ago from a very different encounter. He didn't hesitate this time. Mura's burst of disorienting spore-dust caught the flanking pair mid-stride, their rythm scattering into confusion, while Chidi's creature moved through the center fast and precise, ground darkening and slicking wherever it passed, nothing like the messy spread Ethan had half-expected from a mud-water hybrid. The Alpha of the pack was soon struck in the face with mud and slipped comically in a heap with four of its members while two tried to fruitlessly chase after Mud slinging Vareth gliding effortlessly across the terrain.


Mura boldly scurried through the group effected by the poisonous dust and targeted their hamstrings with quick targeted strikes using it's teeth and claws. The few Vareth that escaped the poisonous spores were now hindered by the slippery terrain that was easily traversed moments ago. Chidi walked calmly toward the chaos and began pointing his finger towards the alpha that had just began to recover its footing. "Bang" Chidi said as a small ball of poisonous mud shot out from where mura had released its spores. It penetrated the alphas left eye. "Bang." "Bang." "Bang." three more dropped dead. The mud using Vareth regrouped beside Chidi and began to feast as the few survivors of the pack melted back into the shadows of the forest.


The fight ended quickly, Mura fed on the 6 Vareth that he poisoned and hamstrung, and Chidi stood calmly over the aftermath, creature coiling protectively around his legs, still radiating tension even in victory as it locked eyes with Mura for a long moment before Ethan called Mura back. 


"Fine work," he said, clipped, already turning away before Ethan could answer. Not warmth. "Your Vareth  I mean." Ethan felt the sting of what he knew Chidi meant.. Mura did all the fighting, Chidi fought alongside his, borrowing some of his partners control over water and soil. Ethan still had trouble tapping into Muras poison control, and wasn't sure what was even possible. So far he had only been giving orders and he felt the heat of embarrassment. 


---


They reached Voltbridge by early afternoon — a settlement Ethan hadn't seen before, low buildings strung with cables and copper wire, faint crackling energy visible in the air near what looked like a central tower humming with barely-contained current. The caravan unloaded without further incident, and Chidi settled the payment ledger with the same clipped efficiency he did everything, offering Ethan nothing more than a curt nod once the count was done.


"Decent pay," Chidi said finally, not quite looking at him, tone giving away nothing. "Until it's split two ways" he finished while handing Ethan his share. 


"I didn't request this job Chidi, I was approached, they asked me to join."


"Exactly." Something flickered behind the words, gone as quickly as it came. Anger? Not quite. Chidi obviously felt the unfairness of it all, a job he had done by himself for 11 months now paying less because Ethan was there, perhaps he felt a bit hopeless. "Then we understand each other." He turned back to the ledger, already moving on, the conversation closed as firmly as it had opened.


Ethan didn't push it. Whatever this was between them, it clearly wasn't going to resolve itself in one caravan run, and some instinct told him trying to force it would only make it worse.


---


He found Sato waiting near the workshop two days later, exactly as promised, looking more tired than Ethan had seen him since that first night in the jungle clearing's aftermath.


"Sit," Sato said, gesturing to the bench across from him. "I have perhaps twenty minutes before the Voltbridge trade dispute eats the rest of my afternoon. Let us make them count."


Ethan sat. Mura settled into his lap, watchful.


"Okoro's investigation?" Ethan asked first.


"Ongoing. But Undertow is very resourceful so they tie up lose ends nicely" Sato's mouth pressed into a thin line. "We have found no confirmed leak. We have also not ruled one out. Them knowing what they knew before meeting you remains — troubling. I do not like troubling questions I cannot yet answer." He studied Ethan for a moment. "You handled the encounter itself well. Reyes and Dallin both say so, and they are not generous with praise they haven't earned."


"I just said no."


"Saying no to the right offer, at the right moment, for the right reasons — that is not nothing, Ethan." Something shifted behind Sato's eyes, old and careful. "It is, in fact, precisely the thing I most want to talk to you about."


Ethan waited.


"You remind me of someone," Sato said finally, quiet. "Someone I knew, a long time ago now, in this world's earliest days. Poison-linked, like you. Wanted freedom like you. Wanted, more than anything, to find a way home." His hands folded together, old scars visible across the knuckles. "His name was Marcus Kade."


The name seemed to land heavy on the old mans shoulders when Sato said it. 


"He now runs Undertow" Sato's voice stayed level, but something underneath it had gone thin and careful. "He was not always what he is now. I want you to understand that clearly, because I think it matters more than the warning itself. He was smart. Resourceful. He built something — a bond, with a small poison-type snake, that took to him immediately and completely, the same way I understand Mura took to you." A pause, heavy with things unsaid. "I do not tell you this to frighten you. I tell you because I am watching the same shape begin to repeat, and I do not yet know if that means anything at all, or if I am simply an old man seeing ghosts in a young man's choices."


Ethan sat with that, feeling Mura's small warm weight in his lap, thinking of a massive, monstrous shape he'd never seen but had heard whispered about in the settlement's more careful corners.


"What happened to him?" Ethan asked


"Its.. Complicated." Sato's jaw tightened. "I know that somewhere between the man I remember and the man Undertow answers to now, he decided the world owed him more control than it was willing to give freely, and that he was willing to take whatever the difference cost." He met Ethan's eyes directly. "I am not telling you this because I think you will become him. I am telling you because I once thought the same thing about someone I trusted completely, and I was wrong."


Ethan then asked "So what is Undertow? Why theyanimosity between you and Kade?"


The silence that followed sat heavy between them, broken only by Mura's small, questioning hum against Ethan's chest.

Sato looked at Ethan for a long moment before letting out a long sigh. "Undertow is a growing problem." Sato began. "There are incidents of promising Linkers being robbed of their Vareth when they do not join after being approached by undertow recruiters.." Sato gave a pained expression when saying this. "This is a terrible wound that never heals Ethan and has driven many linkers to their deaths..  what would you say about someone capable of such a thing?"

"I'm not him," Ethan said finally.

"I believe that. Today." Sato's expression softened, just slightly. He straightened, glancing toward the settlement beyond the workshop window, already visibly gathering himself back toward the dozen other obligations waiting for him. "One more practical matter, since I have you. You know new drops receive temporary housing."


"Six months," Ethan said. "I've heard."


"Then you know your clock is already running." Sato's tone shifted, brisk and practical again, though something warm still sat underneath it. "You are ahead of it, from what I can see. Steady contracts, a growing name, careful choices. That pleases me more than you know." A small, tired smile. "Keep being careful, Ethan. About the road you're walking, and about who else might be walking beside you."


He stood, the conversation closing the way all their conversations seemed to now — practical, unfinished, cut short by a world that never quite gave him enough time to finish anything properly.


Ethan watched him go, Mura's steady warmth grounding him against the cold, particular weight of a name he wouldn't be able to stop turning over now.


*Marcus Kade,* he thought. *So I'm not the only one who's looking for a way home...* That was comforting in some ways, despite everything else.


He looked down at Mura, curled trusting and warm against him, and felt, for the first time since arriving in this world, a genuine chill that had nothing to do with any creature in the wilderness at all.


---

*End of Chapter 9*
davidmkleinschm
xyodune

Creator

Once linked, a Vareth can no longer feed freely — it can only draw psychic energy through its owner, at a rate the owner controls. This creates dependency (hunger-based obedience, not trust-based).

Linked creatures are considerably weaker than their wild counterparts — the tradeoff that makes them survivable to live alongside rather than a threat that ends their owner outright.

                 .   - From Okoro's study guide handout 

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